Everything Changes

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you've been best friends with Justin ever since you were a little kid, then one day his life changes completely. What happens to you?

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37. It's Your Mum

"What" I laughed, trying to pretend i hadn't heard her

"I'm so sorry" she squeaked

"Mum, this isn't funny" i hissed

"I'm sorry Fay, i should've told you sooner" she cried

I couldn't speak, i felt my legs go weak and i fell down to the floor, Justin managed to catch me before i hurt myself and lowered himself down with me. I looked at my mum, she looked so perfect still, her face looked older and she looked tired. She was wearing some sort of bandana around her head. I'd been here not long ago!! How could she get so ill in such a short period of time

"But you was fine last time" I finally spoke up

"No darling, i didn't want to upset you, and the doctors thought they had caught in time, but they didn't" she sighed

"Caught what" i gulped

"The cancer" she whispered

First i lose my dad and now i'm going to lose my mum. Not a single tear fell, i couldn't cry. I felt empty and emotionless. I finally regained the feeling in my legs and stood up, i turned to Justin 

"I can't come tonight" I stated

Just as he was about to nod, my mum butted in

"Go where" she coughed

"To the show, in Stratford" i answered

"Go" she ordered

"No" i protested

"Go fay, i want you to go" she argued

"Mum, you're dying! I'm not leaving you here!" i cried

"I know you're not, i'm coming with you" she croaked

"No you're not" i started

"Please Fay, i've not been to one of your concerts, ever" she pleaded

I looked into her soft green eyes, she looked so hurt, she was right, she hadn't ever been to one of my shows. I looked at Justin, who gave me a small encouraging smile. I huffed and then turned back to my mum

"Fine, but if you're in pain i want you to promise me that you will tell someone" i orderd

"Of course" she weakly smiled

The doctor helped her out of the bed and assisted her to walk down the stairs, she made me go into the kitchen to get her wheelchair, i got it and brought it to the bottom of the stairs for her, she plopped herself in it and then removed the bandana from around her head, my mouth dropped and i gasped. My mum's beautiful blonde locks were no longer there. Nothing was there. My mum smiled at me and i turned away and walked into the other room.

I couldn't deal with seeing my mum like this. It was heartbreaking. I walked out of the front door and got in the car, Justin come over and got in next to me, he didn't say a word, just wrapped his arms around me. I rested my head onto his shoulder and stared blankly ahead. The crew helped my mum get into her car, and Pattie was going to drive her to the venue. When we arrived i walked straight in and ignored everyone. I walked onto the stage and sat down in the middle of it. People were starting to come in for the soundcheck. I had my back to them.

I could hear them all whispering, and then i heard cheers, i looked up to see Justin walk onto stage, he frowned at my and nodded his head indicating for me to stand up, i ignored him and stayed where i was. I caught him shaking his head at me. Justin walked straight past me and got on with the soundcheck, after about 20 minutes i decided to get up, i stood up and left the stage. I headed towards the dressing rooms. I walked in and looked at myself in the mirror. I was still wearing the dress from earlier. I still had bright blue hair, which i now hated. I needed to get rid of it. I walked around trying to find my hairdressers and i run into him

"I need my hair done" I stated

"You only just went blue" he chuckled

"Now" i snapped

"Okok" he muttered

We walked over to the salon bit and he got to work on my hair;


(just imagine it longer)

I thanked him and then left. I walked towards the stage. Justin had just walked off as soundcheck was over and he needed to get changed

"Justin" I called

"Yeah" grunted

"Sorry about before" i apologised

"It's ok" he half smiled

"Great, i need your help" i stated

"Continue" he replied

"I need you to learn something for me" i smiled

We walked off together and returned about 10 minutes later. I went up onto the stage and sang a few songs, and then Justin done the same, then we both sung Beautiful, and then Justin started to sing One Less Lonely Girl, and Justin had done as i asked, he had brought my mum onto the stage, we sat her down on the stool, and he sung to her, her face was glowing the whole time. She looked at us both and smiled, before leaving the stage, she was only at the side so that she could see the whole show

"Right guys, the next couple of songs aren't necessarily going to be mine or Justins, but they are relevant to the situation i'm in" I shouted into the mic

I looked over at my mum and then begun to sing

"Oh, why you look so sad? 
Tears are in your eyes 
Come on and come to me now 
Don't be ashamed to cry 
Let me see you through 
'cause I've seen the dark side too 
When the night falls on you 
You don't know what to do 
Nothing you confess 
Could make me love you less 

I'll stand by you 
I'll stand by you 
Won't let nobody hurt you 
I'll stand by you 

So if you're mad, get mad 
Don't hold it all inside 
Come on and talk to me now 
Hey, what you got to hide? 
I get angry too 
Well I'm a lot like you 
When you're standing at the crossroads 
And don't know which path to choose 
Let me come along 
'cause even if you're wrong 

I'll stand by you 
I'll stand by you 
Won't let nobody hurt you 
I'll stand by you 
Take me in, into your darkest hour 
And I'll never desert you 
I'll stand by you 

And when... 
When the night falls on you, baby 
You're feeling all alone 
You won't be on your own 

I'll stand by you 
I'll stand by you 
Won't let nobody hurt you 

I'll stand by you 
Take me in, into your darkest hour 
And I'll never desert you 
I'll stand by you 
I'll stand by you 
Won't let nobody hurt you 
I'll stand by you 
Won't let nobody hurt you 
I'll stand by you"

I looked over at my mum who now had tears in her eyes, i looked at Justin who nodded. 

"This sing is on behalf of Fay, to her mum" Justin shouted into the mic

Justin - 

You chose life for me

No you never gave up

I admire you for the strength you instilled in me

You were so young

You were just my age when you had me

Mom, you were so brave

There was nothing that would stop or get in our way

And I know you will always be there for me

Me -

So when you're lost and you're tired

When you're broken in two

Let my love take you higher

Cause I still turn to you

I still turn to you

I still turn to you

Justin -

It was '94

That year everything started to change

From before, you had to be a women

You were forced to change your ways

To change your ways

Me - 

Then you found the lord

You gave your life to him

And you could not ignore

The love he had for you

And i wanted more of your heart

Both -

So when you're lost and you're tired

When you're broken in two

Let my love take you higher

Cause i still turn to you

I don't know what I'm going to do

So please don't go away

Everything that you are is who i am

Who i am today

So when you're lost and you're tired

When you're broken in two

Let my love take you higher

Cause i still turn to you

I still turn to you

I still turn to you

Cause i, i turn to you"

My mum was now full on sobbing, i gave her a weak smile and then started to sing the final song

"This song is one of my own, and it's the last performance of the night" I spoke into the mic

Me - 

All a longer it was a fever

A cold sweat hot-headed believer

I threw my hands in the air, said show me something

He said, if you dare come a little closer

Round and around and around and around we go

Oohhh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it

Something in the way you move

Makes me feel like I can't live without you

It takes me all the way

I want you to stay

Justin - 

It's not much of a life you're living

It's not just something you take, it's given

Round and around and around and around we go

Oohhh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it

Something in the way you move

Makes me feel like I can't live without you

It takes me all the way

I want you to stay

Both - 

Oohh the reason I hold on

Oohh cause I need this hole gone

Funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed saving

Cause when you never see the light it's hard to know which one of us is caving

Not really sure how to feel about it

Something in the way you move

Makes me feel like I can't live without you

It takes me all the way

I want you to stay... Stay...

I want you to stay, oooooooooooh

 

I burst into tears at the end of the song and run of the stage and straight into the dressing room, i slammed the door shut and lock it behind me. I let the tears slide down my face without bothering to wipe them away, i heard a soft knock at the door

"Go away" I cried

"Fay" Justin soothed

"Leave me alone" i screamed

Silence. And it was this way for about 10 minutes until someone started to bang on the door

"I said leave me alone" I hissed

"Fay...Its your mum

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