Lost in your eyes {a Harry Styles fanfic}

He saved her life, now she's lost in his eyes.

"The worst part of love, is when you see it, but the other person doesn't."
~Emma Crystal

Authors note: There is some swearing, so don't read if you are easily offended.

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1. Jonny Crystals daughter

Emma's P.O.V.

"Yes, one room." I said to the lady as she typed it into the computer.

"What's your name, Miss?"

"Emma Crystal."

The lady looked at me with surprised eyes.

"Your Jonny Crystals daughter." The lady said still surprised.

"Yes, I am. If you want to know he's still in prison and will remain in prison for the rest of his life." I said not making eye contact with her.

"I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have said that. Anyway, it will cost $389 for seven days."

"It's okay." I said as I handed her the money.

"Here is your key, Emma. I hope you have a wonderful stay and please let us know if there is anything we can do." The lady said with a big smile on her face.

"Thank you so much." I said and then started to make my way up to the fourth floor.

I got to the fourth floor and started to look for my room, 572. After walking down the hall I found room 572. I looked up and down the door before putting the key into the lock. I unlocked the door and pushed it open. I walked in the room slowly, hoping I wouldn't start to cry.

I sat down on the bed and started to look around. Suddenly I heard a knock at the door. I got up and opened the door, to my surprise there was my best friend Kelly standing there with a big smile on her face.

"Hey girly!" Kelly said in a high pitched tone.


"Whats wrong?"

"Umm... Jonny proposed to my mother at this exact hotel, and I'm having a hard time taking all of it in."

"Oh. Well, how's he doing?"

"I don't know. I stopped talking to him after he tried to kill me when we went to court. That's when they decided to keep him in cuffs whenever he went to court with me. I still remember screaming as he pinned me to the ground. Look, I can't talk about Jonny. Every time I do I feel like I need to kill myself."

"Why?! You didn't do anything!" Kelly yelled.

"Kelly, calm down. I know I didn't do anything."

"Then why do you feel the need to kill yourself?"

"Because, I'm afraid if I don't, Jonny will."

"He can't though, he's in prison, he's behind bars." Kelly said a little confused.

"That doesn't mean he won't find a way out. Can we please not talk about Jonny?"

"Yeah, of course. I better get going anyways." Kelly put a weak smile on her face and walked out the door.

"I want to die!" I screamed and fell face first into my pillow.

I lifted my head up from my pillow and grabbed my diary out of my purse. I began to write.

'Being Jonny Crystals daughter isn't easy. It's hell being his daughter. Everyone knows who I am, everyone asks me questions about Jonny, but nobody ever pays attention to how I'm doing. If I killed myself they wouldn't care about me as a person, they would care about the information I had about Jonny.'

I felt warm tears running down my cheeks and I quickly shut my diary. I got up grabbed my cell phone and my jacket and headed out the door. I needed to get some fresh air. I wish I could talk to Jonny without him trying to kill me. I honestly just want someone to protect me. I feel lost, unwanted, unforgiven, and weak.

I got down to the lobby and asked the lady where I could find a Macy's. The lady said there was a Macy's down the street. I said thanks and walked out the door.

I walked over to the stoplight and pressed the button. I waited for about a minute and then the sign showed a person walking and I started to walk across the crosswalk. Out of the coroner of my eye I saw headlights. I whipped my head around to see a car going faster than seventy miles per hour and it wasn't stopping any time soon.

I froze. I didn't know what to do. I want to die, but not like this. I heard gasps from the sidewalk but I still didn't move. This is it. My life is going to end in 3...2...1...

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