Most of the Time *Harry Styles*

"It's weird Harry." I say in his chest, as I snuggle closer to him.

"What is?" he asks.

"I feel so scared around you, yet I feel so safe." I whisper.

"Well you are safe with me. Most of the time." he says. I look up into his eyes, confused at his statement.

"Most of the time?" I ask, scared of the answer.

"Go to sleep Marlee." he says and gently pushes my head back into his chest.

"Goodnight Harry." I say.

"Goodnight Marlee." he says and we both fall asleep in each other's arms.


7. Chapter 7

Marlee's POV-

Harry and I shared a pizza and played some games in the game room, which he beat me on almost everything. To make up for me beating me, Harry won me a cute little stuffed giraffe out of the prize claw machine. We did some karaoke and he sounded amazing, but I sounded like a dying whale. It was still fun and we enjoyed every minute of it.

We are now driving back to his place to hang out for an hour or two. I couldn't help but notice that Harry seemed distracted all night.

"Harry, is something wrong? You seem like you have something on your mind." I ask him. His whole body stiffens and he keeps his eyes on the road.

"It's a long story, Marlee. I don't think you're ready to hear it." he warily says.

"What do you mean?" I ask just as we pull into his driveway. We both get out of the car and walk to his front door.

"I haven't known you for that long. You're not ready to hear it. I don't know if I can trust you. Just drop it, Mar." he says. We walk up to his room and sit on his bed.

"You can trust me, Harry." I whisper.

"You're not ready, Marlee! That's final, so stop!" he yells. Sadly, it's not the first time he yelled at me. It doesn't happen often, but it has happened.

I sigh and just lay back on the bed, letting my legs dangle off the side of the bed.

"I'm sorry I yelled at you." he says and lays back on the bed next to me and lets his legs dangle off the side of the bed too.

"I'm used to it." I quietly say.

"You shouldn't have to be used to it." he says more to himself than me.

For the next few minutes we stay silent, staring at the ceiling, engulfed in our own thoughts.

"Are you sure you can handle this? I don't want you to hate me after I tell you this." he asks.

"I'll never hate you, Har." I say and take his hand as we both sit up to face each other.

He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath.

"You can't be with me, Marlee. I'm not good for you. I'm already changing you into something bad with you arguing with your parents. I'm not safe and I'm not a good influence. I do bad things that I shouldn't but I can't help it. That night, I would do anything to change. He's gone and it's all my fault. There is not one day that goes by that I don't think about that night. Mar, I want you to stay the good girl you are and with me, I'll change you. I'll change you without even trying. Please don't stay with me. Go as far away from me as possible. Leave before you can't go back." he says.

"I'm not leaving. I don't care what you did in the past or who you are now. You mean the world to me and you're going through a hard time. I'm not going to leave you and let you deal with it on your own. You bring out the fun, playful side in me and I like that. I've never talked to anyone but Peter and you. If I'm talking to you, you must have a huge affect on me. I'm not leaving." I say.

"Marlee! Bad things happen when you're around me! Please don't say here! Leave and go find your Prince Charming!" he yells again.

"You are my Prince Charming, Harry!" I yell back.

"No! No I'm not! See I already brainwashed you! Leave! Now!" he yells.

"I can't." I whisper.

"Why not?" he asks.

"Because I love you." I breathe out.

"You love me?" he asks, his voice hardly a whisper.

"I love you so much." I say and look in his eyes for the first time since we've got home. They're full of guilt, happiness, anger, sadness, and many other things, but mostly love.

"I love you too, Mar." he whispers. I crawl closer to him on the bed and wrap my arms around his neck.

"I don't want to leave." I say.

"Don't say you were never warned." he says and we both chuckle.

He lifts me up and lays me gently on the bed, with my head resting on his pillow. He puts his legs on both sides of me and his hands on the pillow around my head. We stare into each others' eyes like we're having a conversation with them. I pull his head closer to mine and gently kiss his lips. He smiles and leans in for another kiss but this one lasts a lot longer. My hands tangle in his curls as one of his hands is gently holding my neck and the other one is soothingly rubbing my back.

We break apart once we run out of breath. He lays next to me and pulls the covers over us.

"I want to tell you." he says and pulls me closer to him as we cuddle into each other.

"You don't have to tell me." I offer.

"I want to." he says.

"I'll always love you know matter what it is." I say.

"I love you too." he says and gently kisses my lips.

"Okay, well here it goes. About 2 years ago, I had a friend named Sawyer. He was my best friend. We did everything together and we always had sleepovers and we were inseparable. One night we went to a party after our soccer team won the championship game at school. We were 17 and we wanted to get drunk so we did. We were driving home and I was driving. I saw headlights coming straight towards us. I was being an idiot because of the alcohol and I turned my car to the left and tried to go, but it was too late. The car hit us. Sawyer was in the passenger seat, so he got it the worst. The next morning I woke up in a hospital. My mom came in and told me that Sawyer had passed away. It was all my fault. I thought of either turning left or right to try to go and I turned left. If I turned right, I would've died and not Sawyer." he finishes.

I stay silent and look up to see tears streaming down his face. I wipe them with my thumbs as I whisper, "It's okay."

"Marlee, Sawyer was your older brother." he says.




Good chapter?

Harry killed Marlee's older brother?

How did she not know about this?

Will Marlee keep her promise about still loving and being able to accept Harry after he told her?

Comment what you think!

1 more like and 4 more favorites is the requirement for a new chapter!

Love you all!

~Cammy xx.

Join MovellasFind out what all the buzz is about. Join now to start sharing your creativity and passion
Loading ...