Time=Change

My brother left for a chance at Stardom when i was 11. He promised me he would still text,call, and not forget about me. I promised him I wouldnt change. Turns out, we both broke a promise.

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12. Chapter 12. You Need To Know

Chapter 12. You Need To Know

Sydneys POV

I sat next to my brother, still in his arms. I finished this part. Now, Harry.

"Can we go upstairs for a minute?" I asked. He nodded. We stood up and walked up the staircase that lead to our rooms. We walked into my room. He sat on the end of my bed and I walked into my closet. 

There. In the very back of my closet, my music book. I uncovered it from all the shoe boxes and pulled it out. I hadnt wrote in it for a while.

I took in a deep breath and walked out of my closet and sat next to Niall clutching my book to my chest. "Whats that?" He asked. I sighed, "my song book." I set it down behind me and grabbed out my guitar out of under my bed.

I held it like I was about to play it, and grabbed my book and turned to page 13. I took in a deep breath and Niall watched. I started strumming.

You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
Oh, oh
But you don't really give a shit
You go with it, go with it, go with it.
'Cause you're fucking crazy rock'n'roll

[Pre-Chorus:]
Yo-u said "Hey,
What's your name?"
It took one look
And now we're not the same
Yeah you said "Hey."
And since that day
You stole my heart
And you're the one to blame

[Chorus:]
(Yeah)
And that's why I smile
It's been a while
Since every day and everything has
Felt this right
And now you turn it all around
And suddenly you're all I need
The reason why I-I-I
I smi-i-ile

Last night I blacked out I think
What did you, what did you put in my drink?
I remember making out and then, oh, oh
I woke up with a new tattoo
Your name was on me and my name was on you
I would do it all over again

[Pre-Chorus:]
Yo-u said "Hey,
What's your name?"
It took one look
And now we're not the same
Yeah you said "Hey."
And since that day
You stole my heart
And you're the one to blame

[Chorus:]
(Yeah)
And that's why I smile
It's been a while
Since every day and everything has
Felt this right
And now you turn it all around
And suddenly you're all I need
The reason why I-I-I
I smi-i-ile
The reason why I-I-I
I smi-i-ile

[Bridge:]
You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control

[Chorus:]
(Yeah)
And that's why I smile
It's been a while
Since every day and everything has
Felt this right
And now you turn it all around
And suddenly you're all I need
The reason why I-I-I
I smi-i-ile
(The reason) The reason why I-I-I
I smi-i-ile
The reason why I-I-I
I smi-i-ile  

If you thought this was going to be some sweet song about how much I missed someone or something. You. Were. Wrong.

I laid my guitar next to my bed and looked up at Niall. "Syd, that was amazin'!! Where did ya learn t'sing like that?!" He said smiling. "I picked it up from you. But there is something you need to know about this song...Its.. Written for someone."

~Flashback~ First time I met Harry. Around Spring/Summer.7:23p.m.

They all walked in laughing and smiling. I was sitting on the couch watching TV. It had been about a year or so since Niall had back. 

I had gotten a new phone and was also texting my friends in a group chat. And Dad wasnt here. Neither was Greg. 

I jumped up and ran over to Niall and hugged him."I missed you so much!!!!" I said squeezing him. "Ya, missed you too, now let go of me." He said pushing me down and away from him. The smile was wiped off my face. 

"Well Niall that wasnt very nice of you," Harry said holding out his hand to help me up. I took his hand and he pulled me up. "Im Harry."He said smiling, showing his deep dimples. "Sydney." I said. I could feel myself blush at his charming nature.

"Whatever, come on lads lets go out back and play football." Niall said. "Ya!!!!! My game!!!!" Louis screamed running for the back door.Niall, Zayn and Liam followed behind him, laughing at Louis' funny ways.

Harry was still standing next to me. Niall paused and turned around, "You coming mate?" "Nah, Im not very good. Ill just stay here." Harry said. Niall shrugged and walked outside. Harry turned to face me. "Can you show me around, love?" I nodded.

I showed him around every inch of the house, and now. My room. I lead him in. "And here is my room." I said sitting on my bed. Harry looked around. He stopped in front of my dresser. "You and Niall used to be pretty close huh?" He asked turning to me looking down at a photo. 

It was a old photo of me and Niall, when I was at school.I was in Third Grade and Niall was thirteen. It was best friend day, and I didnt have any friends. Earlier before school I asked him to be my best friend. "I'd love to!! But I have class that period darlin." I remember him saying to me. And later that day when the Best Friend Day party started during class I was all alone, fiddling with a little paper heart that was supposed to be for my best friend.

Then there was a knock on the door. Miss Micals opened the door and Niall walked in with his hands in his pockets, "Uh hi, Im here for Sydney Horan, my little sister." "What do you mean?" "Im her best friend." I shot up from my seat and ran towards Niall crashing into his legging hugging it. "Hey there Darlin'!" he said picking me up and holding me. I was a tiny child.

I stuck my paper heart on his shirt and hugged him tight. And at the end of the day every kid got a picture with their best friend.

"Ya, he was my best friend.But, I guess he isnt anymore." He put the frame back on my cluttered dresser. He held out his hand. "Come on." "Where are we going?" "Do you trust me?" I took his hand. "Yes." 

We left the house and started walking around town. We walked down the board walk. "Want some cotton candy?" He asked . "Sure." I said eagerly. He handed the vendor two dollars and was handed cotton candy on a stick. I took a little piece off and we started walking again.

I was having the greatest time. It was around 8:20 when we decided to head back. Harry had three missed calls from the boys asking where he was. Nothing about me of course.

We snuck back upstairs and into my room. I quietly shut the door and sat next to Harry on my bed. "Thank you, for actually acknowledging me." I said looking down. He took my hand in his and made me look into his eyes. "I'll never ignore you. Your beautiful." "Im twelve." "I dont care. Age is just a number, maturity is a choice." 

Harry grabbed a blue sharpie off my bedside table. He took off the cap and turned over my wrist and wrote his name in a heart. Then handed it to me. I took his wrist and wrote my name on his wrist in a heart.

After that we watched a movie and I fell asleep. When I woke up. He was gone. Yesterday was a blur, until I looked down at my wrist, and smiled.

~End of Flashback~

Niall was speechless. "Niall, he was there for me. You treated me like shit. You've changed since then, a good change. And I have too." He still couldnt speak. "You can come in Harry." i said knowing Harry was just outside the door. He cautiously walked in and sat next to me. I intwined my fingers with his.

"Niall, I know this is crazy. But I want crazy. He is my inspiration to keep going." "I wont hurt her mate. I'd never hurt your little sister." 

Niall took in a deep breath, absorbing the new information. "Okay. Harry, Ill let you date my sister. But mark my words, if you ever, ever! Hurt her. I will kill you."

 

~Part One Finished~

 

A/N hey guys!!!! So tht was pretty intense!!!! I did not write the song, the name is Smile by Avril lavinge.Hope you guys liked it!!!! Im not sure if im going make a second book so help me decide!!! Like, Favourite and comment!!!!! Love you crazy MOFOS!!!!!!!! Hope you guys liked it!

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