Dark ll || Z.M

'I am not going to loose you again Brook!' he yelled at me, his eyes fully on anger. 'Zayn I can do what I want to do!' I shouted back, finding my voice. He grabbed me and pushed me against the wall, 'In those three months you seem to of forgotten your mine' he whispered harshly, 'you seem to of forgotten, you do as your told' he snapped.


32. Telling Harry.

Brook's Pov

We walked home. Zayn stomped, whilst I toddled to catch up. "Zayn, wait" I tried to catch him, I was out of breath. I grabbed on to his arm, and tried to dragged him around. "Brook stop! I know you want to help, but I dont want to take anything out on you... I am trying to change." He told me, I sighed and nodded. "I don't want you to change" I whispered but he didnt hear because he had marched off again.

I reached home with Zayn a few feet in front. The door flung open, and Zayn slammed it before I got there. I reopened it and looked to see Zayn going up the stairs. "Wow, he is pissed at you" Liam spoke, leaning against the door frame. I sighed taking off my coat, "its not me he is pissed of at" I told him, walking into the living room to sit down with the boys. I plonked down next to Niall and he put a comforting arm around me, "Sorry that was all my fault" he sighed, I shook my head. "I am glad ig happened" I told him, he smiled at me.

"So why is he pissed?" Niall asked, "Family problem, we went to see his mum and she told him something... and it didn't go down well" I explained, "What did she tell him?" Harry asked, "I don't know if should say..." I told them, did Zayn really want me to share such a dramatic twist in his life? "We are his best friends, you know he will tell us anyway" Liam spoke, as concern grew realising this was really serious. "His dad... isnt his real dad" I sighed, "his mum was married before to someone called Drake" I confessed Zayn secret. "Your fucking with us?" Niall asked, I shook my head. I really wish I was lying.

"I am going to go and check on him, make sure he hasn't broke anything else" Liam spoke, "your freezing, let me get you a few blankets, and a hot chocolate the way you like?" Niall sweetly offered, I nodded at him smiling. The two of them left and Harry sat down on the coffee table in front of me. "You not going to show me your ring?" He asked me, I clenched my fist with the ring on. "How did you know?" I asked, "Zayn said something about it last night when we were out... and you keep playing with it" he smirked, I laughed, “I was not!” I defended myself, “You were, and you've been wearing a smile for a while now” he told me, “Come on don't keep it to yourself” he smirked at me.

I held my hand out in front of me, he smiled, "thank you.. thank you so much" I grinned at him. "What for?" He asked with a lovely smile, "for pretending to be happy for me and Zayn" I told him. "I am happy for you, your happy that's all I could wish for" he smiled, "one day your going to find a girl that loves you, so much more than I could" I told him, "I hope I get a girl who loves me as much as you love Zayn" he told me. "You will, I promise" I hugged him.

"Harry, I was thinking... and I completely get if you want to say no... but it would mean so much to me... but we have to keep it between me and you" I began, "you know I would do anything for you" he softly reassured me, I smiled. “This is like asking an awful lot of you though” I sighed, he laughed, “Just tell me what you want me to do?... It's not murder is it?” he asked me, I shook my head laughed. “Go ahead” he smiled, Then we discussed it.

Zayn's Pov.

Liam came through the door, and I turned my back on him. "Zayn... Brook told us everything" Liam spoke, "she had no right" I snapped. "We made her" Liam told me, "how could she do it Liam?... Lie to me for so many years!" I almost sobbed, "he is still your dad, he is all you know" he frowned at me, "that's the thing, she says I am like him, my real dad.. I want to know him... if I am so much like him, then I want to know I am like him" I told him.

"We will help you find him" Liam spoke, I laughed "and that's going go be really easy Isn't it?" I told him, "oh hi I am your 20 year old son who you just walked out on, fancy a beer?" I snapped, "don't take it out on me" Liam told me, I sighed. "You would feel exactly the same" I told him. "Brook is worried" he spoke, "she shouldn't be" I said.

"Do you know, I proposed to her today" I laughed, Liam furrowed his eye brow. "After everything that has happened in the past few weeks" Liam shook his head, "yeah, after everything... and you know what she said yes... we are getting married Liam" I told him, "Your getting married?!" Liam spoke, I nodded. "We haven’t exactly had it easy but I realise that she is the one solid thing in my life, and I am going to keep her, we might fight but everything we have ever done was because we love each other, you could at least pretend to be happy for me" I snapped the last part. "I am... but you honestly think you two can cope in a marriage... you break up every ten minutes dating, you can't divorce every ten minutes, you have to stick by each other any time something gets difficult" he explained, "I know that" I whispered, "then congratulations" Liam smirked at me.

"Now your dad, how are you going to around that?" He asked me. "I am going to go and find him, meet him, and see what happens" I confirmed to myself. "That’s big of you" Liam told me, I laughed "I am about to be a husband, I cant be petty" I spoke. Liam smiled, "What?" I asked, "as soon as brook was in your mind you were calm, she doesn't even need to be here to make you feel safe" Liam shrugged, "I love her" I smirked, "When did Zayn Malik become a soft touch" he laughed at me, “When I realised what I had to gain and what I had to loose” I sighed and looked over at him, he smiled over at me.

Brook's Pov

“Are you defiantly sure?” I grinned at Harry, he laughed and nodded his head. “I wouldn't like anything more” he told me, I grinned and over my face with my hands, the smile that was so insanely big. “Your comfortable doing it? I mean... giving what we were?” I asked him, I asked him for the hundredth time that he was okay, he laughed like he did ninety nine other times. “It's going to be a good thing, I know we have history but if this is how I have to be in your life then I don't care, I would love to do it” he smiled at me, I wrapped my arms around him. “You don't want anyone to know?” he asked me, I shook my head, “They will say it is unfair on you... but we know its good right? Our way of keeping things good, even when your... gone” I was no longer thinking of the wonderful thing me and Harry had discussed, but now him leaving.


“Have you decided when you are leaving?” I asked him, he nodded his head. “Sunday night... this Sunday” he told me, I looked down. “It's going to be so strange not seeing you face every morning” I told him, and he chuckled. “I am only a phone call away, you know that” he told me, I nodded. “Besides, your going to be so busy planning this wedding!” he nudged me and laughed. “Yeah I will be won't I?” I asked him, he nodded. “Yeah, and you'll be busy pulling all the hot American chicks won't you?” I asked him, making him laugh as I spoke giving my best American accent. “We are going to be okay aren't we Harry?” I asked him, he nodded and hugged me sighing. “We are always going to be okay” he spoke.

“Here you go” Niall kicked the door open, making me and Harry pull apart from out embrace. Niall was stood with hot chocolate, and some blankets. I smiled at him, and handed them to me. “Sorry it took so long, I couldn't find the hot chocolate” he told me, I shook my head “It's okay” I told him. Niall sat one side of me and Harry sat the other, they flicked the TV on and we draped the blanket over all three of us. This was so wonderful, I loved this. Soon to join us was Liam, and Zayn. “Sorry about that” Zayn whispered, and stood behind the couch bending down to kiss my head. “It's Okay” I smiled at him, and he stood up. “So I don't know if Brook has told you?” Zayn walked around to stand in front of us.

“Harry guessed” I told him, “Well I told Liam” he told me, I smiled at him and we both looked at Niall. “You don't know” I teased him, “Tell me” he frowned, “Would you like to or me?” Zayn asked me, “You can” I told him, and smirked. “Me and Brook are back together and we are getting married” Zayn smiled, “I loved how the words fell from his lips, they tumbled and he didn't fight to stop them. I never thought this would happen, but excitement filled me as I realised with each passing day I was a step closer to marrying Zayn Malik. Those words seemed impossible last week but now they were coming true, and they were all that mattered.

“You two are... getting married?” Niall asked me, I nodded and he threw an arm around my shoulder. I laughed loudly, and hugged him back. I smiled lightly at Zayn. “Hands off my fiancée” Zayn smirked, I love that smirk. “Harry can I have a word?” Zayn asked, I suddenly got nervous. Why did he want to talk to him, what was going on? “Err.. yeah sure man” Harry stood up and went out of the room with Zayn. “Mrs. Malik?... I suppose it does kind of suit you” Niall laughed, I gave a smile at him, but I was more concerned at what was going on behind the door that was being hidden by Liam.

The door was slightly open and I tried to peer out to listen into what they were saying, “So I want to ask you something....” then Zayn stopped and looked through the cracking door. I smiled at him, he cocked his head. “Man stuff doll” he told me, and closed the door completely. What was he asking him, at least they weren't fighting. What were they talking about though. I was concerned, but I didn't care as long as things were going to run smoothly. I was going to complete the rest of today with out any arguments, today was going to as smooth as my wedding day. The first thing on my list is make Zayn mother, be in his life again.

The big achievement for today wasn't only getting Zayn to propose, it was finally being able to let go of Harry and that was what I wanted I let him go, but kept him. The deal we made was perfect, and I wouldn't want it any other way. I only need to know now what Harry and Zayn were talking about.

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