Dark ll || Z.M

'I am not going to loose you again Brook!' he yelled at me, his eyes fully on anger. 'Zayn I can do what I want to do!' I shouted back, finding my voice. He grabbed me and pushed me against the wall, 'In those three months you seem to of forgotten your mine' he whispered harshly, 'you seem to of forgotten, you do as your told' he snapped.


43. ATC



Q: Zayn, Do you think all the drama will ever stop? Don't you want a calm and happy life with Brook?


A: I don't know, I want it to stop. However every time we try and move on something new or something old comes back to us, and I am sick of it being me that gets hurt. I know I hurt her though, I am scared of loosing her, like she is of me and I want it to be okay. I want nothing more than to have a simple life, but though it isn't simple I am happy. I am happy with her, as long as she is okay, I am happy, as long as she will be okay I will be okay, I want her to be happy. I am happy, when everyone is gone, and everyone leaves we will be okay. I am telling you now, we will be okay.






Q: Are you going to stay loyal to Zayn and stay away from Brook, or try one more time to get her to like you again?


A: I don't know. I want to stay loyal to Zayn, I want to make him and Brook happy. I want the two of them to be good together, but the more I think about them together. The more I hate him. The way he treats her, the things he says out of anger, the ways that he hurts her, and I am then left thinking about how much I want to be with her, how I could make her happy. But part of me knows she is never going to look at me the way that she looks at Zayn, but maybe she could learn to love me a little bit more. I am leaving though, and she hates me for that. I don't want her to hate me, I want her to love me like I love her, I want to give her everything, but Zayn isn't going to let her go again with out a fight, but the fact that I have to say “again” says it all really.




Q: Are you tired of all the drama with you and the boys. Specifically them fighting over you. Don't you ever just want to choose one and go along?


A: I am so tired of it. I hate it. I wish I never met them sometimes, I wish I would of told Zayn no. Then none of this would of happened. Instead I fell in love with him. I feel different with each of the boys though. Niall is my best friend, and like a brother, I could never be with him like I was, and Zayn needs to understand that. Then Louis, he hurt me so much, and he can be such a dick, but it is normally for a good reason, but when he kissed me the other week, I didn't feel anything. Liam looks after me, and I know I am hurting him so much, because he takes it all so personal, and I wish I hadn't of kissed him, but there was something there, something that made me feel safe. Something that was different. Then Harry. Harry, he breaks my heart because I hate to see him broke because me. Harry makes everything better, but I couldn't hurt him any more, I couldn't break his heart, and I hate that he is leaving. I don't want him to leave, and I do love him. I love him more than anything. Except Zayn. Because Zayn Malik isn't Harry and he isn't Liam, Zayn Malik is mine, and he is all I want, I am all he wants. We are everything I need.

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