Living A Life Without You

Today I sit at the table and write to you again, I know you are no longer with me, you moved on. You will probably never read this letter and it will end up in the trash but I’ll still write, I may sound over protective or like I want you back. I really do, but how can you get someone back after what I did? I am writing this letter to you to say sorry, it’s all my fault. I should have been with you, not with him. Over the other side of the world, I told you I was sick but in reality I just needed to be with him for another day before seeing you. Yes, I was visiting my brother’s grave. But Now I’m visiting yours.


2. Mistakes


I should have been in London with you and the boys, not in Australia, now you’re gone. I will never forgive myself. I know it’s been 3 years but I still write to you every day, I would like to tell you that Sam is doing well. She finished college yesterday. She got her Medical Degree, she misses you very much, I know she does.  Jessica and John finish high school at the end of the year and baby Mitch is getting some of his features in, he has blue eyes like me. Did you know he’s the only one of our kids with my colour eyes? All the others have yours. I miss you Liam, I think about you whenever I take Niall on a walk. He’s finally getting better, I saw him smile yesterday, but it’s just not the same. All the guys miss you, I do too. Life is so different; I’ve known you since I was 4. Yes, I’ve probably mentioned this in about 1,111 of the other letters I’ve written. The funny thing is that the pattern is still happening, your letters disappear every 2nd week. Probably the manager of this place, your final resting place. I miss you Liam and I wish you would come home. It’s been 1154 days without you…

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