Rebel

Chantelle is a girl who doesn't follow rules. She likes to travel the less traveled path. She doesn't fall IN LOVE. Never has, never will. Period. She doesn't have these things called "feelings". She's single but will never admit it. She's in a relationship with fun and freedom. There's just one thing many people don't know. She's Harry Styles' twin sister. When her brother comes home for the summer with the boys what'll happen? Will she fall for their boyish charms? Or will she remain the way she is? Or neither and she changes completely? Find out in Rebel.

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55. Cry

The color run was a blast! It totally got my mind off...things. But unfortunately I'm on the plane back, and hour till we land. I'm feeling anxious, what will I do when I see Niall? Ignore him? Smile? Hug him and take him back? UGH! Why is life so difficult? This whole week had my mind off things after I broke up with him, and now it's come to an end and I'm scared shitless. I opened my Twitter mentions, hoping that it would get my mind off things. Lots of questions and people begged for Niall and I to get back together. Others hating on me. But spending this time with Mackie, I've grown a back bone again. So they don't get to me. I stared at a tweet for a while.

@ChanceStyles I know how you feel, please just listen to Rihanna, Cry. I wont say anything, just listen to it for yourself.

I exited Twitter and went on to YouTube looking up the song. I put in my ear buds as the music played.

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart
How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life... 

I wiped away a tear. Mackie couldn't see that I was crying. I hadn't cried all week. I bit my lip, trying to hold back the flood as I purchased the song on iTunes.

"We will be landing shortly, so please buckle your seatbelts and thank you for flying with us." The Air Hostess smiled at me, walking to the back. I smiled back and buckled my seatbelt as we neared the runway.

...

The taxi dropped me off outside the house. Mackie would be sleeping over and her parents would pick her up tomorrow. Or her butler, Jeffery. Her family was rich, like loaded. I let a breath go I didn't know I was holding. "C'mon let's go." Mackie and I both walked up the steps and I could feel my anxiety levels rising as I fumbled with keys trying to open the door. It unlocked and I turned the knob, pushing it open. I was relieved when I didn't find Niall in the living room. I was even happier when I didn't see Zayn either. Each boy came up and hugged me.

"Good to have ya back sis." Harry kissed the top of my head. I giggled and hugged him back, as Mackie started her story on our trip with the boys surrounding her in the Living Room. Harry grabs my bags and I grab Mackie's taking them up to my room.

...

I've been sitting here for an hour now. Staring at the wall, nothing changed. It didn't move, it didn't talk, it'd didn't even smile. I don't know why I was expecting something to happen from a wall. I mean it's an inanimate object it's not supposed to do that stuff, but I just wish it did so I didn't feel so lonely and out of place. I got up and walked out of my room and into the bright hallway. I looked down the hallway and walked over to Niall's room. Should I do it? Before I could even answer myself I was nose to nose with someone. I backed away, until my back hit the wall. What is going on?

 

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