Story of my life

Lauren Degrassi. Just a normal 17 year old girl. At least, that's how she looks like. She cursed from cancer three years ago. When she was diagnosed, everything went downhill. She got bullied at school, got depressed and was about to end it all. Until she found out about a band on youtube; One Direction. She still gets bullied, but the music and the boys are helping her through everything. When she finally gets the chance to meet the boys, will they be how she imagined them to be? And what if one of the boys fall for her.. This, is her story.


1. Prologue

I looked at my phone. I was receiving loads of hate messages. People were telling me to kill myself, that nobody liked me, everybody thinks I'm weird, and that they hoped my cancer would return. The tears were brimming in my eyes when I also noticed that my twitter was full of hate. 


I couldn't handle it anymore. Everything was getting way too much. The truth is, they were right. Nobody likes me, nobody cares about me. Nobody even notices me. I was just a piece of air, floating in between others. 


My phone ringed, and me, being the dumb one, answered it.


"Hello?" My voice was shaking.


"Slut. Go kill yourself. If you don't, I will", a voice said.


inmediatly hung up on that person, and by now, the tears were streaming down my face. I didn't even care anymore. Maybe I had to kill myself. If that is what makes other people happy. 


But really, wat was the point of living when nobody would care? Nobody would probably notice that I was gone. I was doubting whether or not to do it. I went to google and typed; "fastest way to kill yourself." I came out on a youtube video where a person was telling everybody not to kill themselves. 


"Don't do it. I lost someone myself, and I can tell you, people WILL miss you. They do care! And if you ever think nobody loves you, think again. Your friends, family, and more. You can also come to my channel and leave me a comment. I always want to talk and help people. And if you look for a sign to not kill yourself, this is it. Stay strong, I love you all", and with that, the video ended.


I saw another video, of five boys, standing in the queue of related videos. I clicked on it and saw it was a music video from a boyband called; One Direction. The song itself was called Little Things. They were all so beautiful, but the one with the brown quiff had something special. He was so cute.


"You can't go to bed, without a cup of tea. And maybe that's the reason that you talk, in your sleep. And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep, though it makes no sense to me", he sang. His voice gave me shivers. 


The solo of the blonde one made me realize something. "You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you. And you'll never treat yourself right, darling but I want you to. If I let you know, I'm here, for you. Maybe you'll love yourself, like I, love you." 


I realized that there will always be a person on the earth, who will miss you, and who loves you, even when you don't love yourself. And it was time for me, to love myself.


I ended up watching more videos of One Direction, and I found out lots of stuff about them. For now, they have saved my life.

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