You and I.

When 18 year old Alana gets an offer to move to London to be a choreographer for a famous British band she can't help but say yes. She then moves to London but goes not know that she's about to fall in love with a famous boy band member known as Zayn malik. How will the job make her life better but yet a living hell? Find out in this story! ;)


39. makeups and the recognized person!

Alana's pov

"Pardon me for my lack of excitement,

But I’m not entirely thrilled.

Stutter when I talk,

Flail around as I walk,

Yeah the moment’s been killed.

And I’m not good at this no, not all.

I’m not good at this.

I’m a wreck and I know it,

And I tend to show it every chance that I get.

Butterflies in the skies, they just fly on by.

Yeah they’re making me sick.

They don’t flutter about, I’d do without.

All they do is kick.

Mean it truly,

Sincere heart.

Why do you do this to me?

Tear me apart.

It’s my fault and I know it,

And I tend to blow it, no thanks to you.

Its like you sit and you watch me,

You poke and you taunt me, it’s all that you do.

And I’m not fighting that no, not at all.

Just want to be something, a name you call.

The lips you taste just to fall, madly in love.

Mean it truly,

Sincere heart.

Why do you do this to me?

Tear me apart.

I got my eyes set on you,

My heart is burning red.

All of my words come out wrong,

Run circles in my head.

You had me and I melted,

In the palm of your hand.

You know it yes I felt it,

You’ll never understand.

Mean it truly,

Sincere heart.

Why do you do this to me?

Tear me apart.

Mean it truly,

Sincere heart.

Why do you do this to me?

Tear me apart" I sang in the shower. It's been a week since I've seen the boys. Simon told me the boys have been looking for me. He hasn't told them were I am though. He also told me how he loved me working for them as did the boys and would love for me come back. He said I didn't have to live with the boys just spend a lot of time with then. I told him I'd think about it. Yesterday was pretty hard. Random paps mobbed Zayn and got some words out of him. He said while crying which this is the first time I've ever seen Zayn cry "yes I cheated on her. It was the worst thing I've ever done. But no one knows why but the boys. I loved Alana more than I've ever loved anybody. Perrie will always have a special place in my heart. The only reason I did is because I found her crying in an alley she said some things that I won't just happend to her at a club and she wanted a hero. I took her home and put her to bed. She asked me to come back over just in case in the morning. She called me crying so I rushed to her house. When I got there she asked me why. Why she can't have closer. I told her fine once but I'm telling Alana I just hope she will understand. So yes I slept with her. Biggest mistake I've ever made. But one last thing if you see her notify me on twitter or notify one of the boys on twitter. Thank you and Alana if your watching I love you.

I think I want to forgive him. He put so much emotion. What he did for Perrie was sweet. So I climbed out of the shower and ignore my 300 text messages from the boys and texted simon.

Me: ill take the job back. But can you not tell the boys? I want to surprise them.

Simon: of course! Be at the dance studio around 2pm. I'll have them here by 1pm and I'll tell them that I have the new choreographer then you can walk in and catch up. Oh yeah and Alana love it's great to have you back!

I put my towel around me, grabbed my phone,and went to my closet. I grabbed my dance bag and put the usual things in it along with my new black dance shorts and sports bra. Then I decided to wear my black tank top that showed my belly button piercing and down and then my jean booty shorts with my black converse. Then I did my makeup and straightend my hair. Then I rode to the the studio in my new blue convertible mustang.

When I got there I put my ear on the door and heard the boys. "I DONT WANT A FUCKING NEW ONE I WANT THE LOVE OF MY LIFE BACK" Zayn shouted crying. "Zayn bud this is the most you've ever cried obviously you really loved her and trust me so did we but we can't help it we have searched everywhere we even went to her home town for god sake but face it dude she doesn't want to be around us anymore" Liam said sadly. Then I walked in and all the boys stared and I smiled. "Well I'm your new choreographer now get your asses over here and give me a hug" I laughed. All of the boys but Zayn ran up to me hugging me and telling me how much they missed me. "Please tell me I'm not dreaming" Zayn said with tears running down his face. I pushed up my sunglasses with tears falling out of my eyes. "Hmm that could be but if this was a dream could I do this" I say kissing him passionately. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him. "Please take me back I missed you and love you so much" he whispered in my ear. "OF COURSE" I said kissing him again. For some reason I kept getting a weird feeling someone was outside the door. Then that's when a recognized person walked in. "SAVANNAH" I screamed. What the hell is going on?

Hey guys! Sorry it's been so long over my winter break my family went to Tennessee and got stuck there in the mountains in a caving because of and ice storm there and a blizzard by my house. So no internet :( anyways I got stuck there for 3 extra days for free! It was a great cabin 4 stories high! But yeah it's just good my school was cancelled everyday because I was supposed to be back the day before school started but then all that crap happend but now I'm back and schools cancelled again tomorrow so I'm sleeping in! I'll probably update tomorrow though so yeah. But do the usual rate 1-10 fan me like favorite comment tell others to read! Love ya'll bye you little carrots!

- Zayns Girl

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