Story Of My Life

I left.
She left.
I had my reason.
She never said why.
I hate him.
I love her.
He can't find me.
I have to find her.
I'm hiding.
She's hiding.
He can't know my secret.
Why can't I know.
He won't be a part of my life.
She'll be a part of my life.
But little does he know.
But little does she know.
My heart is taken.
My heart is taken.
-Story Of My Life-


19. Concert Of My Life Part 2

Dani's P.O.V ( Listen to wishing you were somehow hear again - Phantom of the Opera for this whole chapter)

Sirens screamed through the night. Headlights blinded me. I was confused and lost. All I knew is that they were gone.

I sat back in my seat and took a deep breathe. I shed a tear then opened my eyes and said

"I understand how your feeling Sam but I can't talk about this. I just can't. It took me a year to just say there names. But it took me 2 years to be able to except that they are gone. I can't go down that path again. I want to be able to help you Sam but I just can't. Not now."

His face was all red and his eyes were all puffy but he understood. Out of me and Sam I took it the hardest. He shook his head like he understood. I got up and Andy did as well and walked over to him and gave him a hug. I stood there awkwardly. After Andy was done telling Sam something she looked at me. I told her I would meet her out in the car and gave her the keys. I walked over to Sam and sat by him and gave him a hug. After I hugged him I did something both of us were not expecting. I kissed him. He didn't kiss back at first but once he realized what is happening he kissed back. After the kiss I told him:

"That was for all the years and years to come that we have to live with that flashbacks and missing them"

He cried and got up with me. I walked him back to him car and asked him if could drive himself home and he said he would be fine and text me when he got home. I told him okay and walked to my car. Andy was driving cause she knew I couldn't drive after what just happened. I told her the address to Niall's hotel. It was dead silence until she spoke first.

"What are you going to do about this whole thing. You can't go back into a depression and either can Sam. " 

"I know it's just Andy, I don't mean to be mean at all but you weren't there. You weren't there holding Jordan's hand while she died. You weren't there watching them take 3 body bags that contain your best friends. You weren't there" I told her. I never yelled at her I just told her that she wasn't there.

"Dani, I know I wasn't there. I know I will never understand what you went through. But the one thing we shared about that night is we both lost 3 friends that should be alive. "

She said to me as she pulled into the hotels parking lot. We got out and went to the elevator and went to the boy's room. Security stopped us and I had to call Niall to come out and get us and he did. We walked in and Andy ran over to Harry who gave her a huge hug. I stood in front of the door awkwardly until Niall pulled me into his room. He gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek. Once he stopped and looked at me he knew I've been crying and my face was white. He took me over and sat me on his bed and asked me something I really didn't want to explain. The 2 words I didn't want to hear. What's wrong. I just looked down and then just cried. Niall pulled me into a hug and rocked me back and forth telling me everything will be okay. I think I stayed into his arms for a good hour just thinking of my friends. Once I was done crying I had to tell him. I mean I just can't cry and not tell him why. I sat back and looked at him and said.....


We were driving home from the mall on an August night. Me and my four best friends. Sam, Jordan, Melissa, and Haley. It was a perfect night. It wasn't raining we were taking our time getting home. We were all 16 at the time. We were going the speed limit all wearing our seat belts and not playing the music real loud or even detracting the driver. It was perfect. We were all talking about the funniest moments of today at the mall when all of sudden we heard car horns hocking and headlights coming straight at us. The next thing you knew it was black for a second then everything became clear. I looked around at say that the airbags went off. I called at Haley- who was driving at the time- but she didn't answer. I called and called again. I sat up and saw that Melissa isn't in the car anymore. I looked around and couldn't find her expect to holes in the windshield. I turned to see if Sam was okay and he was only bleeding from the head. We both got out and check Haley and saw that she was dead. I started to cry then but I heard my name being called and saw that it was Jordan. I ran over to her and grabbed her hand and told her everything is going to be okay. She said to me" Follow your dreams and don't let anyone stop you from living." I looked into her eyes and he was crying and I told her to stay with me. And she couldn't leave me. I walked her take her last breath and she died. Sam ran over to me and told me that he found Melissa. I couldn't let go of Jordan's hand so I asked him were she was. He said on the other side of the car that hit us. Her neck snapped and her arms and legs are broken. I cried to myself realizing that my friends were dead. Sam called 911 trying so hard not to cry and to keep calm but by the time the ambulance and the cops came he was gone. He had to drag me away from Jordan's body. I dropped to my knees and cried into his chest. I will never be able to move on from this day or be able to get Jordan's face out of my head. I watched at the paramedics take 3 body bags to the car and drive away. That was it. The cops took the guy that killed my best friend. I will never see them again. Never share another laugh with them again. Never share another band memory with them again. Never .

End of flashback

As I finished the story to Niall he was in tears and as was I. I didn't realize that the boys came in and heard me tell the story until I heard Harry start crying really loudly. I looked over at Niall and he knew that I wanted to be alone with him. He made the lads leave. I told him that today was the night that they were killed. HE smiled and walked over to me and gave me a hug. I smiled into his hug cause for some reason they always made me feel so much better. I let go of his hug and turned around and saw that he had a guitar in the corner of his room.  I walked over and grabbed his guitar and strummed a few notes. I smiled to my self remembering a song I use to sing to my friends. I strummed the first few notes and started to sing....

You were once my one companion
You were all that mattered
You were once a friend and follower
Then my world was shattered

Wishing you were somehow here again
Wishing you were somehow near
Sometimes it seemed if I just dreamed
Somehow you would be here

Wishing I could hear your voice again
Knowing that I never would
Dreaming of you won't help me to do
All that you dreamed I could

Passing bells and sculpted angels
Cold and monumental
Seem for you the wrong companions
You were warm and gentle

Too many years fighting back tears
Why can't the past just die?

Wishing you were somehow here again
Knowing we must say goodbye
Try to forgive, teach me to live
Give me the strength to try

No more memories, no more silent tears
No more gazing across the wasted years
Help me say goodbye      


I finished the song that I would sing all the time to try and get over them. I looked over a Niall and he was speechless. The only thing I knew was he was saying...

"Your going to sing tonight at the concert for a tribute  to your friends who died today. " 


(A/N The song was Wishing you were somehow hear again from the movie and musical 'Phantom of the Opera')                                                                                                       

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