Just another fan (TH)

Just Another Fan is just another Tokio Hotel fanfic :D


5. The judges

I was a bit late, so I kind of just rushed through all of the stuff I had to do. Suddenly a woman came over to me and told me it was my turn. I went into this little room where I had 1 minute to prepare before I went in to see the judges. I went in and sat on a box in the end of the little room. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
I was alone now, and I really needed to speak to my dad. 
"Dad I hope you know I'm doing this for you. I have no idea what to do if I get through. How am I going to both work and be in DSDS? And I have to work, because mom won't. I really want this, and if I won I would get €500.000 and then I could finish school. But I really don't know what to do. Dad I really need you right now. Everything would be so much easier if you was still here with me. And with Lily, and even with mom. I just really miss you dad", I said out loud. I looked at the ceiling to remove the tears from my eyes. I couldn't cry, not now and not here. I blinked a couple of times, and then the tears was gone. I had no idea that there was a videocamera and that the judges was looking at me as I almost cried. 
"It's your turn now", a woman said and opened door to the room where the judges was.
"Wish me good luck", I said and the woman smiled. I wasn't talking to her, but how was she supposed to know that?

I went into the room and I looked at my feet as I walked down the first steps on the stairs. I didn't dare to look at the judges, but as I turned around to walk down the next stair I had to. I felt like someone punched me hard in the chest as I saw who the judges was. There were Dieter Bohlen, obviously. And some bald guy I had never seen before, and then right there in the middle Bill and Tom Kaulitz was. Bill and Tom, from Tokio Hotel. The singer and the guitarist of Tokio Hotel. No matter how many times I said it to myself I couldn't quite believe it. 

"Hello", Bill said and smiled. I tried to smile, but I failed.
I opened my mouth and said "hi" very quiet.
As I got to the end of the stairs I looked up again. They were all looking at me like I had to say something.
"Hi, my name is Anna and I'm 17 years old", I said.
"Hi Anna, where are you from", Dieter asked.
"I'm half German and half English", I answered as I walked towards the star on the floor.
"Well that wasn't what I meant, but whatever", Dieter said. I could hear in his voice that he didn't like me. 
Maybe it was my clothes? I wore my favorite dungarees with black leggings and a long sleeve black shirt. I always wore long sleeve shirt so no one would see my scars. Maybe it was because I was so shy? Or maybe because he could see that I almost cried?

"Why do you want to win DSDS", Tom asked. Why did I want to win? I had no idea, it was always my dad's dream.
"Well, that a tough question. I want to win because I like to sing, and I really need the money. And my dad always wanted me to enter. But I have no idea how I will make money while I'm here though", I answered, but right after I regretted my answer.
"If you get through you'll get both food and clothes and even showers for free, so that won't be a problem", the bald man said.
"I wasn't thinking about me, I was thinking about my mom and my little sister", I answered and looked at me feet.
"Why can't your dad take care of them", Bill asked and tilted his head a bit. I had no idea why, since I never cried, but for the second time today I could feel the tears fill my eyes. But this time it wasn't as easy to stop them.
"My dad passed away 2 weeks ago", I almost whispered. 

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