Just another fan (TH)

Just Another Fan is just another Tokio Hotel fanfic :D


8. I promise

I had no idea what to say. I was wearing a long sleeve sweater, so I didn't expect them to see it. They were all just staring at me, like they were expecting me to say something.
"I don't know if I can send you through. You don't have enough confidence, and you seem like you have quite a lot problems. I don't think you're ready for this", Dieter said to break the silence. I felt like someone had just punched me in the face.
"That's okay. But it would mean a lot to me if you let me go through, I'm working on my confidence, and I think this would help me a whole lot", I begged.
"I definitely think we should give her a recall note. She's an amazing singer, and that's what this program is about", Tom said.
"You are amazing at singing, and if you really want this, then you have to get more confident, and you have to stop cutting, so I'm gonna say yes", the bald man said.
"Thank you so much", I said.

"Bill what do you think", Dieter asked. "It's your decision".
He just sat looking at me for quite a while.
"I don't know what to do with you Anna", Bill started. "You're such an amazing singer, and when you sing I can hear how much you've been through. That's a really great thing, and I definitely think you should keep on singing".
"Bill, please don't throw me out. Please, I'll do everything. Everything. Come on, you know I can do this", I begged.
"You won't do everything. You'll try, but I don't think being in DSDS is good for you. You're too fragile", he said. That made me really angry.
"You have absolutely no idea of how strong I am. I've only cried 3 times in my whole life. I only cried once after my dad died, except from now. I'm the strong one. My mom broke down, and I don't think she'll ever find her way back. She's fragile. My little sister is having a really hard time too, but she's stronger than my mom. I'm the one who went to both school and work every single day for the past 2 months, even though my dad died. 5 days after my dad died I went back to school, and I made money so my family and I could keep on living. I'm the strong one. You don't know anything about me, so do not say I'm fragile, cause I'm not", I yelled. 

The judges just stared at me. They had no idea what to say.
"Well I didn't see that coming", Bill began. "I'm just saying that I think being famous would break you".
"It might, but I have to do this for both my dad and my sister", I said. "Please just send me through this time, I beg you".
"If I send you through will you promise me, right here and now, that you won't break from it", Bill asked.
"I promise", I said.

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