The Love Of My Life

I 'had' a normal life. I guess you can say that?! When I say 'had' its because its true. I had a family that I loved and they loved me back. Though I was the only child I was happy either way. Everything changed in my life, the day of my birthday. I never thought that one accident would ruin my life forever. Or so I thought.
Years pass and I meet new people and loose others, in which many of these people I regret knowing... But I will never regret laying my eyes on a pair of glowing caramel eyes. After him everything changed.

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43. Chapter 43: Surprise

 

 

"Hey Doll"

 

My jaw dropped when I saw what was in front of me. Not only was I surprised to see Tyler in black jeans, a white button up shirt, black blazer and black tie (Pic Under A/N). And may I just say... Damn. He looked good. Any girl would be lucky to be with him and I believe that girl is not me. I feel as if he deserves better.

 

He was holding a bouquet of red roses but was standing in a pile of red rose peddles. The peddles lead to the empty study room down the hall from us.

 

"Tyler" I didn't know what to say. the words were caught in my throat, all I could do was knowledge him.

 

"No hug" he joked with his arms wide open.

 

Without any hesitation I ran towards him and slammed my body onto his giving him a tight hug. He hugged back and laid his head on top of mine. It had been a month and not being around someone who knew so much about my past felt good. To have Tyler-who I now consider a brother- leave me like I was nothing hurt and to have him in front of me brought so much warmth within me.

 

I felt him kiss the top of my head before whispering "I missed you"

 

"I missed you too" and I was being one hundred percent honest.

 

"These are for you" he said pulling out of the hug and handing me the bouquet of flowers. I took them smiling and smelled them. They were beautiful but ever since me and Justin's first date, white roses have been my favorite.

 

"And what's all this" I asked gesturing to the rose peddles on the ground.

 

"Why don't you go find out" he whispered.

 

I gave him a confused look before he nodded for me to follow the peddles.

 

I made my way towards the study room, following the rose peddles. When I was in front of the door I braced myself for anything. I put my hands on the door knob and twisted my wrist to the right. I pushed the door forward slowly. Once the door was about a foot open my eyes widen and I felt a wide smile form on my face.

 

I opened the door all the way and stepped in looking amazed at the beautiful black grand piano I've dreamed of having ever since I began to play (Pic Under A/N). I walked towards it and put the flowers on top of the small bench. I slid my fingers on the keys gently.

 

"You like it" I heard Tyler say from behind me.

 

I turned around to face him and before saying "I love it... Thank you"

 

"Anything doll"

 

"But why? What changed your mind" Did he suddenly want something from me? Did he do something I didn't approve of and is trying to win me over with gifts? If he's killed anyone I know I wouldn't forgive him.

 

"I decided. Since you love to play piano and you can only play at work. Why not let you play at home for me" he said while taking a couple more steps into the room.

 

"Thank you. Again. It means so much"

 

"I know. That's why I bought it for you" he said and wrapped him arms around my waist. He leaned in and kissed me. It felt so wrong knowing for the passed month I've been with Justin and call me whatever you want but I don't regret what me and Justin have going on together. One day I'll be fully his.

 

I kissed him back. Not because I wanted to but because I don't want to hurt him and I have a feeling Justin isn't going to like this. I didn't deepen it neither did he, which I was great full for. And just like before, I didn't feel the warmth run threw my body they way it did when Justin kisses me.

 

I quickly pulled away and smiled at him.

 

"I've missed that" he said resting his forehead on mine. I just smiled at him. Tyler was home and safe.

 

"Play for me" he asked.

 

"Ok" I whispered before heading towards the piano and sitting down on the seat.

 

Usually when I play I like to play what mode I'm in. Or when I want to let people know something that I can't quite say out loud and to them directly. And today I felt like I should let Tyler know... I was broke because of him and I was positive he couldn't fix my broken heat. I couldn't go on with him in my life and I needed to let him go, even if he didn't want me to. I wanted my freedom and he should want what's best for me. And Justin is just that.

 

I placed my hands on the keys and began to play 'Fix A Heart' by Demi Lovato. It was the first song that popped into my head. I played the piano while singing softly.

 

 

 

"It's probably what's best for you

I only want the best for you

And if I'm not the best then you're stuck

I tried to sever ties and I ended up with wounds to bind

Like you're pouring salt in my cuts

 

And I just ran out of band-aids

I don't even know where to start

'Cause you can bandage the damage

You never really can fix a heart

 

Even though I know what's wrong

How could I be so sure

If you never say what you feel, feel

I must have held your hand so tight

You didn't have the will to fight

I guess you needed more time to heal

 

Baby, I just ran out of band-aids

I don't even know where to start

'Cause you can bandage the damage

You never really can fix a heart

 

Ooh, ooh

Whoa, whoa

Yeah

Ooh, ooh

Whoa, whoa

Whoa, whoa

Oh, oh

Yeah" I sang. I closed my eyes and continued singing and playing the piano.

 

"You must be a miracle worker

Swearing up and down

You can fix what's been broken, yeah

Please don't get my hopes up

No, no, baby, tell me how could you be so cruel?

 

It's like you're pouring salt on my cuts

 

Baby, I just ran out of band-aids

I don't even know where to start

'Cause you can bandage the damage

You never really can fix a heart

 

Baby, I just ran out of band-aids

I don't even know where to start

'Cause you can bandage the damage

You never really can fix a heart

Oh no, no, no

You never really can fix a heart

Oh no, no, no

You never really can fix a heart

Oh-oh, oh, oh-oh yeah-oh, oh, oh, oh

You never really can fix my heart" I sang the last part of the song. I felt a tear stream down my check but quickly wiped it before he even noticed.

 

I had gotten so into the song I had forgotten to who I was signing it too.

 

"That was amazing" I heard Tyler say.

 

I opened my eyes and saw him leaning against the piano looking right at me. I smiled at him and he frowned once he noticed my red puffy eyes.

 

"Why are you crying" he walked towards me and whipped my tears with his thumb.

 

"I'm just happy" I lied. That song meant something to me... About Tyler... Not being able to fix MY heart. I felt horrible for playing that song out of all of the amazing songs out there but that one seemed to be the at the top of my list.

 

"I'm glad your happy... Why that song though. It was beautiful don't get me wrong but..." He trailed off as I thought of a lie quickly.

 

"It's been stuck in my head all week" I shrugged and he simple nodded. Ever since meeting Justin I have been lying a whole lot lately.

 

"Well... I have another surprise for you"

 

"What?" I asked confused looking at him.

 

"I'm talking you out tonight... I got you an outfit to put on upstairs in your room. Go put it on and we can go"

 

"Where are we going"

 

"Why don't you just go get dress and let me handle that" he smiled at me, I smiled back and stood up.

 

"Ok. I'll be down as fast as I can" I said walking out of the room and up the stairs into my room.

 

Once I entered I found a beautiful black dress on my bed. It had a v-neck chest and long sleeves (Pic Under A/N). Next to the dress were a nice pair of black and white bow heels (Pic Under A/N).

 

I re-did my make up and hair. I did a natural look and I scrunched my hair forming small waves. I quickly undressed out of my jeans and v-neck. I put the dress on and it fit my body like a second skin complimenting my curves. I was putting on my heels when I heard someone clear their throat.

 

"Wow..." I turned around to see Justin coming into my room through my balcony, eyeing my whole body from head to toes.

 

"Thank you..." I blushed "... Tyler picked it out for me. He's taking me out" I said.

 

"I see why he picked the dress" he said eyeing my chest and bum.

 

"Justin... My eyes are up here" I said jokingly.

 

He chuckled before walking towards me and wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me close to his chest.

 

"Don't you think this is... To much" he said a little annoyed.

 

"What do you mean"

 

"I mean for Tyler... A little to much for him"

 

"Justin.. Are you jealous or something" I smirked.

 

"No! I just don't like that he gets to hold, touch, and kiss you when your looking this sexy" he whispered in my ear causing my knees to feel weak but I was glad he was still holding on to me.

 

"You know it doesn't mean anything" I reassured him and I saw him slowly relax but the thought was still there.

 

"Yeah... I know"

 

"Then stop acting like I'm a toy that you don't want to share because I'm not and I can handle myself"

 

"Ok ok forgive me" he pecked my lips. He never apologizes to me he simple asks me to forgive him. He must not be a big fan of the word sorry.

 

"Ok then" I forgive people way to easily. That's why I lasted so long with Tyler.

 

"So what was that down stairs"

 

"The piano" I asked confused.

 

"That... The kiss... And the way you sang and the way you literally played your heart out. You have an amazing voice by the way" he said causing me to smile but it quickly went away when I remember the song.

 

"To tell you the truth..." I paused and look a deep breath before continuing "... It was like a dedication for my feelings to Tyler" I felt a tear stream down my face. Justin quickly whipped it away and rubbed my check softly.

 

"He... Can't fix your heart?" Justin asked with a cute confused expression.

 

I giggled and nodded 'yes'

 

"Why are you laughing"

 

"Your so cute when your confused"

 

"Well I don't like being called cute... I prefer hot... Or 'sexy'" he winked at me causing me to laugh quietly.

 

"Oh yes. You're very sexy" I said sarcastically.

 

"Sarcasm isn't getting you anywhere with that. You called me sexy" he said cockily, leaning down and brushed his lips on mine. "You're sexy too"

 

Fireworks blew in my stomach as Justin's lips connected with mine. His hands touching every part of my body before they landed on my bum. He licked my bottom lip but I pulled way before anything else could happen.

 

"Tyler's waiting for me downstair" I informed him breathlessly.

 

Justin tensed and looked straight into my eyes "I don't like this... Nor the fact that you kissed him back downstairs. I want to be the only on to taste your strawberry lips"

 

"Justin you can't be so jealous over nothing. Like I said... It doesn't mean anything and I only kissed him back because I don't want to hurt him out of knowhere. I've had a broken heart and it not fun to have one, I don't want to break any hearts. I have to go before he comes up here to see what I'm doing" I said a little annoyed while pulling out of Justin's grasp. I grabbed my phone and small purse before heading towards the door. I put my hand on the door knob when I felt him grab onto my free hand.

 

"I'm not being jealous, just worried. Ok maybe a little jealous... But I don't want you getting hurt by him as well. He's been gone for a month and he drops by out of know where?! I don't trust him and I'm just watching over you because I care" Justin said looking into my eyes.

 

"No, I'm sorry. And yes Tyler has been gone for a month and suddenly stops by and I don't think that it has anything to do with his business, I think he just came to spend time with me and I want to spend time with him... Maybe I can even bring up my feeling towards him and you" I said back.

 

He sighed out of frustration before nodding slowly. I walked up to him standing on the tip of my toes and kissed him with all the emotion I could master before heading towards the door and down the stairs.

 

"Woah" I looked up to see Tyler with wide eyes.

 

I smiled at him.

 

"You look amazing" he said walking up to me and helping me down the last step.

 

"Thank you" I smiled up at him and he leaned down and kissed my lips. But I pulled away quickly as I felt a pair of eyes on us.

 

"We should go"

 

"Right... Lets go"

 

Tyler took my hand and walked me towards the front door. While he opened the door I turned around and looked up at the stairs to see Justin peeking his head out of the corner. 'Be careful' he mouthed and I smiled and nodded at him.

 

I love that he cares about me... And I care about him. But I don't think Tyler will hurt me.

 

Me and Tyler stepped out of the house and into his convertible white camero. He opened my door which I thanked him for and he jogged over to the drivers seat. When he got in he pulled up the hood of the car and started the engine. He backed out of the drive way and off we were to where ever he was taking me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

************************ (A/N)

 

Tyler's Date Outfit: http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_DvyYQdnG-5E/SqThAXi03kI/AAAAAAAAAsQ/XzqlFhKDHRU/s1600-h/navy-blazer-jeans.jpg

 

Skylar's Black Piano: https://www.google.com/search?hl=en&biw=320&bih=504&site=webhp&tbm=isch&sa=1&ei=qtUrUoLDKKWdiQKhu4GgDg&q=white+piano+wallpaper&oq=white+piano+w&gs_l=mobile-gws-serp.1.0.0j0i5l2.143067.143543.0.145124.2.2.0.0.0.0.268.451.0j1j1.2.0....0...1c.1.26.mobile-gws-serp..0.2.450.eqpzLlHgLdw#biv=i%7C143%3Bd%7C0EkEwfup9T_bHM%3A

 

Skylar's Date Dress: http://www.icklfashion.com/mobile/product_detail.php?q=132

 

Skylar's Heels: http://www.loveitsomuch.com/stores/women-sexy-black-white-bow-high-heels-1368421262,535033.html

 

 

 

 

 

 

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