The Love Of My Life

I 'had' a normal life. I guess you can say that?! When I say 'had' its because its true. I had a family that I loved and they loved me back. Though I was the only child I was happy either way. Everything changed in my life, the day of my birthday. I never thought that one accident would ruin my life forever. Or so I thought.
Years pass and I meet new people and loose others, in which many of these people I regret knowing... But I will never regret laying my eyes on a pair of glowing caramel eyes. After him everything changed.

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27. Chapter 27: Realization

"Well Hello Skylar"

I turned to find two sets of brown hair and eyes, Jason and Justin.

Jason had a cheesy smile. Justin looked terrible. He had bangs under his eyes. His skin was pail and his soft pink lips where dry and purple. I felt bad for him but that soon changed to anger.

I got off of Max and walked to Justin. I felt a tear run down my cheek. I wasn't sure if I was crying for what he did to Tyler or for calling me worthless.

"Why" I whispered. More tears spilled down my cheek.

"What" Justin barely whispered.

"Why'd you do it!" I yelled. He knew I was talking about why he shot Tyler. He looked back and forth into my eyes searching for something.

"I-I I don't know what your tal-" but I cut him off. I slapped Justin across the face. The force was strong enough to case his face to turn to the side.

I was shocked with my own action. I didn't know what came over me. I wasn't thinking straight. I just couldn't stand the thought of him lying to me. I had slapped him even before I knew what I was doing. I hid the shocked looked from my face with a blank one, not wanting to show him how I truly felt. I had used physical force instead of using my words. Just like Tyler. Like Tyler. Oh God, please no. Was I catching Tylers old habits.

I heard multiple 'ooooohs' come from behind me, reminding me that the boys were still here. Justin turned to look at me, anger was clearly showing in his eyes. His soft caramel eyes darker then before.

"Why!" I yelled.

"Who told you" he said through clenched teeth.

"Justin Why!"

"Who Told You God Dammit Skylar!" He yelled. I turned to look at a smirking Jason then back at Justin. Justin looked at Jason then back at me.

"Because I Don't Want To See You Get Hurt From That Low Life Fucker" Justin yelled back. Why did he care? He had called me worthless. I was worthless to him. I was nothing to him. 'Then why would he have gone to your place that night?' The voice in my head spoke.

"Why Do You Care! You Said I Was Worthless Anyways!" I yelled what I was thinking.

"I didn't mean it" he whispered looking down.

"You hurt me. I FELT worthless" I said looking down as well. He had broken my heart that day. Which surprised me because I thought it had belonged to Tyler. I have never felt so hit before in my life. I felt as if all the bones in my body had shattered. The feeling was new to me. I wanted Justin to be with me. I want him to love me the way I loved hi-No! I've only known him for a week, I couldn't be feeling this way about him. Could I?

And that was when it hit me. All along I've been telling myself to give Tyler a second chance but not because I think he will change but because I didn't want to me alone. Justin had left me and if Tyler left me I would be alone and I didn't want to be alone. I wasn't back with Tyler because I liked him or loved him I was with him because I need someone with me. Tyler was my cover up, my back up. If I had no one I don't know how I would have survived. I didn't want Tyler I wanted Justin. If he was to do or say the wrong thing I wouldn't forgive me, I wouldn't find the courage to forgive Justin. If whatever he said really did break me I wouldn't have the strength to pick myself up again and try. I need him in my life, I wouldn't be able to live without him.

He broke me from my thoughts as he placed his hand under my chin and lifted my head so I was looking at him. "Your not. Worthless isn't the word to describe you"

My heart completely shattered. He had said the wrong thing and I didn't have the courage to fight. My eyes squeezed tightly shut trying to stop the tears from falling but they were still able to slip through my eye lids. "You didn't let me finish" he quickly said causing me to open my eyes, with tears still in them.

"Your not worthless. Your worth everything. Skylar I've only met you for a week and I-I can't believe I'm saying this but I don't think I'd be able to live without you. I get jealous when I see you with a guy like Tyler. I know he hurts you. You don't have to say it because I know he does. The way you look at him with fear and horror tells me he treats you like shit. That's why I did it" I looked into his beautiful caramel eyes. The eyes I've been dying to stare at. The eyes that glow every time they look at me. He had taken my thought and had told me exactly what I wanted to hear. He did care.

"Justin... I don't know. I mean Tyler-"

"Give me a chance. Please. Tyler won't know" he whispered so only I could hear.

I breathed in softly before looking into his eyes and replying in a soft whisper "Ok"

He's different from Tyler. I want to get to know him, the real Justin. He says he wouldn't be able to live without me and I feel safe around him, but I need him to prove to me that he truly does care about me.

He smiled from ear to ear and threw me over his shoulders. My skinned burned when it made contact with his.

"Justin put me down" I laughed. Suddenly him calling me worthless, him shooting Tyler, and me sleeping him only minutes again vanished. He started running towards the water. Even though he was wearing jeans, a white t-shirt, leather and his shoes.

"No. Justin please. DON'T" I was getting dizzy. All the blood was rushing towards my head.

"You want me to put you down" he suddenly stopped and for a second I thought he was going to put me down but he simply took out everything that was in his pockets and his shoes before continuing towards the water.

"Yes... Wait No" Justin suddenly threw me off his shoulders and I landed with a loud splash into in the icy cold ocean water.

I quickly rose back to the surface and gasped. The water was freezing. I began to shiver. The water was cold as hell but Justin simply pulled my closer to him and placed his hands on my hips as I put mine on his shoulders. He walking deeper in until the water until it reached his chest and he stopped.

"J-J-Justin I-it's co-co-coold!" I shivered and held Justin closer. Just because the sun was out didn't change the water temperature. The sand was warm from the sun but it wasn't warm enough to warm the water as well. He suddenly bent down and picked my up from behind my thighs which caused me to wrap my legs around him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and put my head in the crook of his neck. I smelled his minty scent through my nose as I tried to stop my teeth from

chattering.

"Aw, baby it's ok. It's not that bad"

I slapped his back playfully and my teeth began to chatter either way.

"Look sunset" Justin said making me lift my head and look out to see the sun go down. Have I really been at the back all day? I haven't even noticed the sun disappearing. The thought of Tyler looking for me worried me. I looked towards Justin only to find him smiling at me which cause me to smile back. He looked so young. His cheek was still a bit red from where I had slapped him and I gently stroke it. He didn't seem to mind though.

"What" I said as I realized he continued to look at me. Something in his eyes that I couldn't quite pick up had me thinking. He did care about me, but how much?

He simply shook his head while a small smile formed on his lips as he whispered. "Your beautiful"

"I'm not" I said looking anywhere but him.

"Skylar you are. Your like no other girl I've met" I looked up at Justin and couldn't help the blucher that crept up my cheeks. He began to lean in and so did I.

I wasn't thinking about Tyler. About Jason. About The boys back on the beach. About any gang members. I just wanted to feel Justin's lips on mine. His warm lips, his amazing eyes, his damn good looks. I just want him.

He finally closed the gap between us and he kissed me with so much passion. I've never felt anything like it before. He was gentle which cause my body to burn. My stomach felt as if a million butterflies were set free. I've kiss Tyler but nothing compared to the way Justin kissed me. The way it felt to have him so close was enough to let me know that he cared for me in ways Tyler did but would never come back to do.

His soft warm lips on mine made me never want to stop. He licked my bottom lip for entrance but I denied it. I felt his hands travel from my thighs to my bum, my legs still wrapped around him. He squeezed my bum making me gasp, a new burning sensation passed threw my body. He took advantage and slipped his tongue into my mouth. We fought for dominance until I gave up and let him explore my mouth. Our sweet kiss suddenly turned into something more. We both need more of each other. He pulled away only to start kissing my neck. I was about to give him more room when I remembered we were on the beach and The boys were probably watching our every move.

"Justin" I said. Trying to hold back a moan as he found the spot that drove me over the edge.

"Mmmh" he said distracted with the kisses and random sucking on my skin he was planting on my bare neck down to my shoulder and back.

"Jason and the others are waiting for you" I said turning my head to see them staring at us. I couldn't make out there facial expression. Suddenly Sam rose his hand in the air and waved in my direction causing my check to burn red out of embarrassment.

"They can wait" Justin mumbled into my neck.

"So can this" I said pulling on his hair playfully. He groaned in plain and pleasure. He glared at me playfully.

"Ow" he frowned as I let myself drop from his hold. The water reached just bellow my neck so I began to walk to shore to try to avoid a wave from hitting me square in the face. I could hear Justin right behind me.

I walked towards my belongings and wrapped my towel around me. The guys were barley walking my way.

"Leaving so soon" Max said running passed the others and right up to me.

"Yea. Tyler will be home soon and I don't want him to worry"

"Tyler? Your dating Tyler McCullean but you just made out with Justin Bieber just now" he said in disgust. 'Slut' I though. I wouldn't blame him but he didn't know what I was going through with Tyler. He didn't know what was going on with me and Justin.

I looked pass Max's shoulder to see Justin gathering the stuff he pulled out of his pockets earlier and take off his shirt while talking to Jason. I bit my bottom lip trying to keep myself together. It's not like I haven't see him shirtless before but his body was dripping from the water and that had me feeling all types of ways.

"Yea. So?" I said while looking at Max.

"So? Your cheating on him" 'Slut' I thought again. If only I could tell him the full true story.

"No I'm not. Justin's right he's treat me like I don't deserve to be treated. I need to be with someone who cares about me" the look of disgust was quickly replaced with one of sympathy.

"Like Justin Bieber" A cold voice spoke behind me. I turned only to find myself staring into icy blue ones. Zac.

*********************** (A/N)

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#TeamTyler

#TeamJason

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Did Skylar make the right decision with leaving Tyler for Justin? Does he really care? Did she even think that Tyler was really changing for her or was he faking it all along?

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