The Love Of My Life

I 'had' a normal life. I guess you can say that?! When I say 'had' its because its true. I had a family that I loved and they loved me back. Though I was the only child I was happy either way. Everything changed in my life, the day of my birthday. I never thought that one accident would ruin my life forever. Or so I thought.
Years pass and I meet new people and loose others, in which many of these people I regret knowing... But I will never regret laying my eyes on a pair of glowing caramel eyes. After him everything changed.


16. Chapter 16: What's Going On



I slam my locker shut before turning around and leaning against it. 


My eyes wonder around the the crowded hallways that are filled with students trying to get to class while I stand by my locker searching for a pair of caramel eyes to meet up with my light hazel ones. 


To my surprise they don't. I linger by my locker a little while longer waiting for Justin to come to his locker. Once the school hallways begin to decrease with students, I give up and head to my first period.


'Where is he?' I think to myself. Ever since what happened yesterday, I've been thinking a lot and came up with the conclusion that me and him can not be together. Whether it's in secret or I break it off with Tyler. I can't do that, not to Tyler and not to myself. I've been through a lot theses past years and getting into bigger drama with Justin will just bring back the pain that was just beginning to subside. Tyler won't let me go either way, he would kill whoever tried to take me away from him. I don't know why he cares so much after all the pain he's put me through but all I know is that he won't stop until he's satisfied or decides that I've had enough. I don't even know much about Justin to begin with. His name is Justin Bieber, moved from-god knows where, has caramel eyes, dirty blond hair, and he's about 5 foot 7. that's just from me looking at him. i don't know where he came from, if he has family close by, why he moved here, I don't even know how old he is. Probably 18 but still, he's like a stranger if you think about it.


I take a seat in my usual spot and wait for the caramel eyed boy to walk through the door. But even after the bell rings... He doesn't show up. 


I'll agree to be friends with him but that's probably about it. Although I know I want to be more then friends, I can't. Tyler could hurt both of us and I don't want to cause trouble from my stupid decisions.






Once the bell rings-signifying it's lunch- I head out to my locker. Justin still hasn't should up and I'm starting to wonder what the hell he would be doing. he seems very secretive and although I've lived with Tyler for two years he doesn't keep much from me unless it's a live or death situation. 


Justin's hiding something I just know it. But what?


I make my way the the cafeteria where I see Bonnie and Jazz already sitting at a table with food in front of them.


"Hey" Jazz says once she see's me walking up to them.


"Hey" I say back as I take a seat next to Bonnie. 


"What happened yesterday?" Bonnie questions. 


"What do you mean?" I ask her while lifting an eyebrow.


"After soccer practice...?" Jazz carries on.


The first though to reach my mind it 'Shit! They know about me and Justin's little game yesterday night, but how? Who told them?'. Don't freak Sky  just deny, deny, deny, I tell myself.


"What are you talking about?" I try to sound calm and confused but instead my voice comes out shaky and cracks a bit towards the end. 


Jazz lifts en eyebrow at me, looking at me suspiciously "When coach pulled you to the side...?" She said almost unsure.


"Oh!" Relief and realization hits me fast. For a second I though they had caught onto my awful cheating game with the new kid. Justin.


"Coach said I was a bit off and unfocused so he though it would be best if I stayed behind a bit longer to work on it." I shrug like it was nothing.


"What had you so off? Your usually on the top of your game during practice?" Bonnie raises an eyebrow trying to figure out what's been on my mind. And for some strange reason I think she wants to believe Justin has something to do with it.


"It's just... Tyler has been acting really strange lately. Like the other night-usually when he goes off to do shit- he left me a note... He doesn't do that. I just don't know"


"You mean he's been kind?" Jazz and Bonnie looked surprised with my answer. They both know what Tylers' been like these past months, so finding out that he's been coming back to his old ways, hit's us like a cray train.


"Yeah" I shrug while reaching across the table and taking the apple off of Jazzs' tray, taking a bite.


"That is something to think about" Jazz mumbles. While me and Bonnie nod in agreement.


Throughout lunch my eyes wonder around the room searching but never finding. By the end of the school day, I'm getting dresses for soccer practice still thinking where Justin could be. I know i"m worrying to much but to be honest I want to see him.


Knowing that I have some sort of feeling for him is driving me crazy cause I have no idea if he feels the same way. Then again why should i care? I mean i'm going to talk to him about just being friends, I shouldn't care. But I just know something going on... But what? What's going on?


I quickly shake off the thought about Justin as I run off on the filed were the other girls are at and start practice.





(Justin's POV)


I didn't go to school today. I have been off tract and I know Chris will be up my ass if I don't find something out about Tyler.


I have nothing on him. 


Only that he's dating Skylar. A girl that's so sweet, caring, and living for him to be with. Just thinking about her makes me what to drive down to the school just to see her but I know I can't get off track once again. Plus I'll be able to see her tomorrow and I'll spend all night with after that. I've decided that I'll take her on a date Friday night. I'm not sure where yet but I'm sure she'll love it... hopefully.


This girl has me wrapped around her finger and I just barely met her. She's like no other girl I've been with and that sort of scares me. I've honestly never felt this way about a girl and what sucks about it is that the girl I'm head over heels for is already taken but some low life son of a bi-- 


"Whoa, whoa, whoa... Your getting off track again Justin... Focus" I mumble to myself as I type away onto my computer looking up 'Tyler McCullean'.


Nothing much pops up. Just a few arrest from DUIs, a few bar fights, stealing (but not enough evidence to lock his ass up), and something about  drug shit. But half the stuff I would have guessed myself. I'm not really good with this shit, I'm more of the find and kill type while Liam (out computer/electronic geek, i guess you can call him) knows a hell lot more. He can hunt someone down in seconds, find information that the government doesn't even know about, and even pass information from generations down. But only with the proper equipment or else he couldn't do much. 


I would call him to ask but then i'd know that Chris will find out and come to California to get me and I don't need him here to sass me about what I'm doing wrong. he should have just let Liam come and figure shit out then send me to finish the job. I'll shoot anything evil with a heart me. Just give me a reason why and where this person is located and i'll do it. 


Cruel, I know but I don't really give two fucks. i stopped caring after what happened to my mother and father. Her depression only caused me to feel like shit for not knowing what to do not how to help. her having to move with my aunt caused me pain since she didn't trust me to take care of her. I had money and I was there when she needed me, I guess she just never realized it.



Once I had enough with finding information on the Tyler guy I decided to give up. I can't find shit so why even bother. I don't even know the other members in his gang. I've seen there faces but I don't know their names. 


Shit like this is what tips me the fuck off and I hate shit like this but I know it's got to be done. Tyler's gang not only stoll from us but they also killed Nick and don't even think that we forgot bout that. Although it was just years ago we decided it'd be best to make them feel as if we didn't care and attack without them knowing. And I'm pretty sure it would have worked if I never met Skylar.


Because of her I realized that there was something about her that fit me perfectly. She completed me. I know it's corny but I'm not going to lie. And because she's with Tyler that only blew my cover. I know he knows something up. Just from they way he and the others look at me, I know he knows I'm here for something. Or they just don't like me hanging with Skylar. I heard he's really over protective of her. But the way he treats is total bullshit for him to actually care about her. Something between them had to happen for him to abuse her the way he does. I'm not sure what but I'll figure it out sooner or later. 


it's about seven o'clock at night and all this thinking has driven me off the edge, so I decide to head out for a beer. Just A Beer. No chicks, No fights, No drama, Just A Beer.


Tomorrow I will find Skylar and inform her about out Date. Just the thought of her makes me smile. I shouldn't bring her into something like this. I don't know why Tyler did, it's to dangerous. Anything could happen and if Chris finds out Tyler has Skyler, he wont hesitate to kidnap her a torture her. I can't let that happen, not when i feel this way about her. I care to much for her. 


God these feeling are driving me crazy, seriously. This is all new to me. What the hell man? I mean whats wrong with me? What's going on?















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