Protect Her

Alison is the school slut, she's the girl who tried to kill herself, the girl who always gets into trouble. When her parents can't handle her anymore they sent her to London, to live with her cousin, the one and only Louis Tomlinson.

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7. chapter

My thoughts snapped back to reality when Louis entered my room. "Hey." He smiled. "Hi." He hugged me and I was really confused. "Your dad was in a car crash... he didn't make it." I didn't know how to react. My dad had abused me for so many years but he still was my dad. I had mixed feelings and I hated that. I just nodded a bit in shock. "Okay." I said, Louis looked at me weird. "Are you okay?" I nodded again "Yeah, but I'm hungry I'll see you later." I said as I walked out of my room a bit overwhelmed.

I didn't know what to do. He was my dad and I loved him. I think.... he did abuse me but he's my dad! I'm really confused right now. I walked into Niall's room. Me and Niall had gotten pretty good friends. "Hey Nialler." I said as I leaned against the doorframe. "Hey Alli." I smiled and sat down next to him. I looked at my feet first but than I turned to face Niall and flashed him a weak smile. He hugged me and we layed down on his bed. Next to eachother, not touching or anything. Just laying down, facing the ceiling.

"What's wrong?" He asked me. I took a deep breath. "Niall my dad died, and now I feel like a heartless bitch." He turned his head, so did I. We were now looking at eachother. "Why do you feel like that?" He asked me confused. "Because I don't feel anything." He looked back at the ceiling. "And why don't you feel anything? I think there is a reason." a tear rolled down my cheek. "Can I sing you a song I wrote a couple of weeks ago?" He nodded. "Is there a piano in your music room?" He nodded and we walked up there. It was on the attict and I sat behind the piao. "Don't say anything please." I said as I started playing. I heard a door open but I didn't care.

I started singing.
(this song is called 'for the love of a daughter and it's by Demi Lovato but in this story she wrote it, k love you)

"Four years old with my back to the door, all I could hear was the family war. Your selfish hands always expacting more, am I your child or just a charity ward?" I started as I took a deep breath before continuing.

"You have a hollowed out heart but it's heavy in your chest. I try so hard to fight it but it's hopeless. Hopeless, you're hopeless.

Oh, father, please, father I'd love to leave you alone but I can't let you go. Oh, father, please, father put the bottle down, for the love of a daughter, oh.

It's been five years since we've spoken last and you can't take back what we've never had. Oh, I can be manipulated so many times." I took another deep breath and tried to fight the tears. It didn't work, I continued. "Before even 'I love you' starts to sound like a lie.

You have a hollowed out heart, but it's heavy in your chest. I try so hard to fight it but it's hopeless. Hopeless, you're hopeless. 

Oh, father, please, father I'd love to leave you alone but I can't let you go. Oh, father, please, father put the bottle down, for the love of a daughter." I took a deep breath and more and more tears fel down my face.

"Don't you remember I'm your baby girl? How could you push me right out of your world, lied to your flesh and your blood, put your hands on the ones that you swore you loved?" I glanced at Niall who also had tears streaming down his face.

"Don't you remember I'm your baby girl? How could you throw me right out of your world? So young when the pain had begun, now forever afraid of being loved.

Oh, father, please, father I'd love to leave you alone but I can't let you go. Oh, father, please, father.

Oh, father, please, father, put the bottle down for the love of a daughter...
For the love of a daughter..."

I put my arms on the piano and burried my face in my hands, crying and sobbing softly. I felt arms wrap around me. It weren't two... it were ten. The boys... I actually only wanted Niall to hear it, but now they know I feel...

Relieved.
 

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