Waisting all these tears

My name is Ashley Matson and I live in the U.K. I'm in a band with my best friend Peyton called the "Unnormal" I'm trying out for the X-Factor. What happens when Payton and Ashley have to compete against they're crush? Or will I've happen and hearts be broken??? Or will they break under pressure???? (It's bad but will get better)


17. Tears and tragedies

Ashley's pov

i can't believe zayn said that. I went in the room. "OMG Ashley what's wrong?" Peyton asked worriedly "z-z-zayn called me a whore cause I met elkes brother and got his number" I studered "Ashley come here" she said and let me cry on her shoulder. I can't believe he would do this to me. Especially right now he knows this is a hard time for me. It's the two year anniversary my grandpa died. (In real life too). He was my everything. And that one of the reasons I've been so sad. Peyton and I are singing a song in his memory. And I put together a slide show too. We've been working on it but I keep crying during rehearsals. I hope I don't mess it up. "Hey pey I think I need to rest I have a big day tomorrow with lots of drama in it" I say "yeah good idea sleep good" she said 

(next day)

ashleys pov

i woke up. Today is going to be crazy. Let's hope for the best. 

Averies pov

i am really starting to like Ashley. I'm going to be staying with Elke for a while. I hope I see her a lot. I hear bad news about her grandpa. I desided to learn more about her. So I am going to ask my sis "hey Elke what happened to Ashley" I asked she sighed "well she dated zayn. She fell head over heals for him. She suffered from hate. Then zayn cheated on her while it was happening, and when she needed him the most. Last night after you came zayn flipped on her for talking to you. He called her a whore. She took it bad. And it's her grandpas two year anniversary he died today. So she's going to be a wreck today." She says. I can't believe that guy would do that "why would this 'zayn' do that to her" I ask kind of mad "idk all I know is he still likes her so be careful and don't rush things with her, she's my friend also so I can't really be your spy" she says "ok that's fine but I'm still staying here" I say she laughed "that's ok your welcome" 

ashleys pov

im about to go on stage when zayn comes up to me "look I'm sorry, I yelled at you" he said "you know what zayn don't talk to me your not worth my time right now, you knew how I was feeling and how sad I was cause of his anniversary but no you had to too it and make things worse so what if I talk to a guy it's not your god damn business!" I say all mad "but I..." He starts "no zayn I'm done" I say trying to stay strong. I walk on stage as they are playing the video of us getting he ready. I look and see Averie in the audience. He smiled at me and I blushed. "And now we have the Un Normal" said the announcer 


shut the door. Turn the light off. I want I be with you.  Want to feel your love. I wanna lay beside you. I can not hide this. Even though I try.       Hard beats harder. Time escapes me. Trembling hand touch skin. It makes this harder. And the tears stream down my face. If we could only have this life for one more day. If we could only turn back time. 


you know ill by your life your voice your reason to be. My love my heart is breathing for this. Moment in time ill find the words to say before you leave me today


close the door. Throw the key. Don't want to be reminded. Don't want to be seen. Don't want to be with our you my judgment clouded.  Like tonight's sky. Hand are silent voices numb. Try to scream out my lungs. It makes this harder. And the tears stream down my face. If we could only have this life for one more day. If we could only turn back time


you know I'll be your life your voice. Your reason to be my love my heart is breathing for this. Moment in time I'll find the words to say. Before you leave me today 


flashing lights in my mind. Going gback to the time. Playing games in the street. Kicking balls at my feet. Dancing on my toes. Standing close to the edge. There's a pile of cloths at the end of your bed. As I feel myself fall I make a joke of it allllllllll


you know ill be your life your voice your reason to be. My love my heart is breathing for this. And this moment in time I just found the words to say. But you already left me yeasterday

by this time in in full crying mode. Peyton's comforting me. I look and the audience is giving a standing ovation. I smiled I knew that that was for him. The judges were crying too "OMG Ashley I'm so sorry, but that was amazing, I loved how you changed the lyrics at the end" Demi said "thanks" I smiled " you know I felt your emotion your pain and hurt. Like when I saw the slide show I don't know how you sounded so good together" simon said "and Peyton you can like change you charector to sad when you have to like you can feel something but make us feel something else. When you two come together it's magical" he added I smiled at Peyton. "Well you were really off key when you were crying." Paulina said. I stood in shock. I can't believe she said that Peyton looked nervous so she said "well she was crying she can't help it" "but she doesn't have to cry like I understand but you performance wasn't good enough" Paulina said back. I just broke down. I ran out. I just ran away over to our room I took the stair instead though. But Peyton was chasing me "Ashley wait up" she yelled. Then I look and see her. She fell down the stairs. She's covered in blood and uncounsous...

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