Waisting all these tears

My name is Ashley Matson and I live in the U.K. I'm in a band with my best friend Peyton called the "Unnormal" I'm trying out for the X-Factor. What happens when Payton and Ashley have to compete against they're crush? Or will I've happen and hearts be broken??? Or will they break under pressure???? (It's bad but will get better)


45. Secrets of my horrible past.

Zayn's pov

We are all back stage for our last night together. We all want to spend it together. So the girls are coming to our room and we are all hanging out. Luckily there is not any tension between all of us. The girls showed up and I know we are just hanging out but they look GOOD. Ashley is wearing skinny jeans and socks while carrying her shoes. She has a white flowy Tshirt with a cross on it that is showing some of her stomach. Peyton is wearing skinny jeans toms and a red v neck shirt. Elke is wearing some pink shorts with a cheetah print shirt.

Peyton's pov

I'm excited to spend time with the boys but I really what to spend some time alone with Niall.

"Hey boys" I say walking in. Zayn is practically drooling over Ashley while I see Niall look at me and smirk.

"Hi Peyton!" Louis yelled popping out of nowhere.

"Why hello there Mr. Tomlinson." I said trying to act proper but failed.

"Hiiiiii now let's play a gammmmeeeee!!!" He yelled in my ear.

"So what are we playing!" Ashley asked

"Truth or dare, would you rather, or just ask them a random question!!!!" I said.

"Meeee first!!!" Louis yelled.

"Ok so Liam truth or dare!!!" Louis said with an evil smirk on his face.

"Dare" Liam said for the first time we all looked shocked.

"I dare you to.... Run into Demi's room and tell her your horney." Louis said.

"Ok that's not too bad..." Liam said

"In only your boxers!!!" Louis said smirking. Liam stripped and left the room when he did Elke's eyes got huge and she was almost drooling.

"Ok so move on who's next?" Elke asked.

"Me!" Said zayn.

"So Ashley what's the worst thing that has ever happened to you..." Zayn said.

I looked at Ashley. I knew this... Ashely looked frozen and shocked. I could see her tears almost fall from her eyes and I knew the rest of the night might not go so good.

Ashley's pov.

I can't believe this just came up. I'm about to start crying. I can't tell them. It's too much.

"Ummm u know I can't say sorry new question" I said really fast.

"Nope you have to answer it's apart of the game." Zayn said.

"No I don't it's too personal and scary ok. I don't want anyone to know!!!" I said getting kinda pissed off.

"Why can't you tell us can't you trust us??" Louis asked.

"It's not that it's just I can't say. It's a dark side of my past and I don't want to talk about it only one person knows and that's going to stay that way!!" I told him.

"I can't believe you don't trust me...or us..." Niall said.

"No it's not like that." I said my tears started to fall. I looked at Peyton signaling some help that I need.

"Look guys she doesn't want to talk about it can't you see that she's crying. It has nothing to do with you it's just something bad that doesn't need to be brought up." Peyton said.

"Oh you your friend knows and not your boyfriend!" Zayn said raising his voice.

"Zayn I've known you for a few months I've known her my whole life. The only people that know is Peyton and Leah ok nobody else needs to know so can we please just drop it!!!" I said.

"No I can't you don't trust me how can I. Be with you when you have a dirty past!!!" He said getting up and leaving.

"I WAS ABUSED!!!" I screamed at him.

He stopped dead in his tracks.

"W-w-wh-what when..." He asked.

"Since I was 5 my dad abused me. It started mentally calling me fat, laughing at me, calling me names ruining my confidence. Then at about 12 he hit me and it has been going in ever since. I had to cover it at my moms. I have to fake a smile every day or my life. Don't you realize who because of you I sang too. I'm sorry I didn't tell you this but you had no right to push me. I wasn't ready to tell you. But I did because I'm afraid of losing another person I love. But you know what I'm used to it by now...." I said that walking out the door.....

Zayn's pov.

I stood there in shock. How could I have done such a thing. Why did I do this to her. All the boys are in shock and Peyton's crying into Niall. She knew about this. She was so pissed at me I'd be bloody murdered if looks could kill.

"Why didn't you tell anyone??" I asked Peyton.

"Because it's her secret not mine why do you think she came here so she's away from that monster." Peyton said to me.

"How come you have never turned him in!" I asked getting louder.

"Because like I said it's Ashley's secret not mine. It's not my place to do that. I have helped her out so don't tell me what to do. You are the one who just hurt her. Good luck getting her back this time Malik let's see how long she can go with being mad at you!!!" She yelled at me. She kissed Niall and walked out the door. Giving me the oh so friendly middle finger as she went out.

"Come on boys lets get some sleep " Harry said.

Peyton's pov

I come into the room to so Ashley laying on her bed crying her eyes out.

"Ashely are you ok?"

"No why couldn't he have trusted me?" She asked

"I don't know you didn't have to do that though" I told her.

"Yes I did I would have lost him!!" She yelled.

"No he feels really bad though I told him off in there."


"Yeah now you need some sleep pray for a good day tomorrow. Just pray..." I told her. Soon she feel asleep with me next to her I just stayed there hat night cause she needed me. I hope everything will fall into place tomorrow....

Authors noteeeeee

Hey peoplesssss just letting you know that the finally is the next chapter AHHHHH LIKE OMG I know I know exciting. But just adding some fillers her know you know my pasttttt ooooooo. But my dad don't abuse me just mean soooo become my fan and I will be yours don't forget to favorite!!!:) thx I love you byee<3

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