Waisting all these tears

My name is Ashley Matson and I live in the U.K. I'm in a band with my best friend Peyton called the "Unnormal" I'm trying out for the X-Factor. What happens when Payton and Ashley have to compete against they're crush? Or will I've happen and hearts be broken??? Or will they break under pressure???? (It's bad but will get better)

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43. Performance of my life

Zayn's pov

We have our final week together and we all don't want it to end. We are all trying to spend as much time with each other as we can. I am really going to miss them. The boys and I are going to be singing torn, because if we win we get to go on tour without of gf's so it's like hard but still it's a good song to sing.

Peyton's pov

Ashley and I will be singing because of you by Kelly Clarkson. It's a song that we used to love so much it also describes Ashley's home life a little but her parents got divorced. Her dad treated her like shit. Her family didn't care about her and her old friend stabbed her in the back by dating her crush. So we are kind of saying thank you and screw you.

Elkes pov

I am singing blown away by carrie underwood. It describes how I was abused in school and my parents didn't care about me all that I had was my brother. I was bullied at school, and now since I'm her it's like my whole life has been blown away and I'm now finding my path to my dreams and happiness.

ONE DIRECTION

[Liam]

I thought I saw a girl brought to life she was warm she came around she was dignified. She showed me what it was to cry. But you couldn't be that girl I adored you don't seem to know, or seem to care what your heart is for. And I don't know her anymore.

[harry]

There nothing left, I used to cry, my conversation has run dry.... That's what's going on oh nothing's fine I'm torrnnnnn

[all]

I'm all out of faith this is how I feel. I'm cold and I'm ashamed. Lying naked on the floor. Illusions never changed into something real. Your a little late. Yeah I'm already tornnnn (I'm already torn)

[harry]

There's nothing left. I used to cry. My inspiration had run dry. That's what's going on. Nothing's fine.

[harry,Louis,niall]

I'm torn, torn, I'm torn

[all]

I'm all out of faith this is how I feel.

I'm cold and I am shamed lying broken on the floor.

Illusions never changed into something real.

I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn.

[zayn]

I'm already, I'm already torn

[all]

Torn oooooh torn....

"Boys let's be honest. You are the next big boy and and pop star not just here in the UK but in America already!!!!" Simon said.

"Boys I luved it your one big talented group of young lads" said Paulina.

"Ok up next we have the...... Un Normal!!!!!"

Ashley's pov.

All we need is to go out and totally nail this performance. As zayn walked off the stage I blew him a kiss and all he did was a small smile. Oh well here we go.....

[Peyton]

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery.

I will not break the way you did you fell so hard.

I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far...

[Both]

Because of you I never stray to fall from the side walk

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I won't get hurt.

I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me because of you I am afraid.

[Ashley]

I loose my way and it's not too long before you point it out.

I can not cry because I know that it's weakness in your eyes.

I'm forced to fake a smile a laugh every day of my life.

My heart can't possible break if it wasn't even whole to start with...

[Both]

Because of you I never stray to fall from the side walk.

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I won't get hurt.

Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me because of you I am afraid.

[Ashley]

I watched you die.

I heard you cry every night in your sleep.

I was so young you should have known better than to lean on me.

You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain.

And now I cry in the middle of the night over the same damn thingggggggg....

[Peyton]

Because of you I never stay to fall from the side walk

Because of you I played on the safe side so I won't get hurt.

[Both]

Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty because of you I am afraid... Because of you because of you...

"Girls that was spectacular!!!! I luved it I felt your fain and hate yet I felt happy idk you girls have to the power in your finger tips" simon

"Wow just wow I didn't know you have felt this way. Normally you girls are do happy it's just like a huge bomb went off" Kelly said.

"So next we have Elke performing."

Elkes pov

Those were two great performances I just don't know if I can live up to them....

[elke sings blown away. Sorry I just wrote two songs so I am kinda lazy my bad...]

"Elke it think your message was great and meaningful. But I think you could've added your own like touch to it to make it you and your story you know?" Said Kelly.

"I think the song was a little big for you but you still did a great job." Said Demi.

"OK IT OFFICIAL EVERYONE HAS ONE DAY TO VOTE OK!!!! VOTE NOW IF YOU WANT THE UN NORMAL, ONE DIRECTION, OR ELKE TO WINNNNN!!!"

***authors note****

Hi. So I just want to thank everyone for.... Over 800 reads thank you so much I love you all and also comment who oh want to win the X-Factor and, I know I never got my 10 comments but hey I mean 6 is enough right. Well I decided.... I AM DOING A SEQUEL!!!! Yes great news lol. I love you all. Thx byee<3

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