30 Day Boyfriend

'I dare you to be my girlfriend for 30 days..'

'No way Bieber! No cha-'

'I dare you Kayden, if I dont treat you the way every girl should be treated or if i do something wrong like cheat, I leave. Ill never bother with you ever again. Ill be out your life forever. However, if i win and you fall for me, we go public, tell the whole world that we're a couple.....what do you say?'

'Your on Bieber'


14. Day 10- Planes, Trains and Auto-mobiles


World Tour. Those are possibly the best words an artist wants to here. Going on tour means going to see the fans from all around the world, trying different foods, getting to see other countries and cultures. But to make this tour even better, I get to bring my gorgeous girlfriend with me and show her off to all the world. I plan to have a date night in every country we visit. 

There is some downsides to being on tour, like...the media...the limited time...the arguments with crew...and the one thing that scares me most...the arguments I'm bound to have with Kayden.



Before we actually start the tour, Justin has to do rehearsals. Rehearsals are only going to take place for a week, considering all the dancers know the moves and really, Justin does whatever the hell he wants to do on stage, so he doesn't need to learn moves. 

We flew to Atlanta this morning for Justin to start rehearsals. The flight was long and tiring, but I fell asleep in the bed on the plane, so I'm not suffering from jet lag like the rest of them. Luckily, Justin still rents the apartment he used too when he first moved to Atlanta, so that's where me and him are staying. The rest of the crew were staying in a hotel for the week. 

Me and Justin were currently in the small apartment pulling out a weeks worth of clothes from our cases. Once we were done, I decided to go in the shower. 


'Justin, I'm going in the shower, can you go get me a towel please?'  I stood in the bathroom and shouted out to Justin.

'Sure babe, I'll bring it to you in a sec' 


I striped out my clothes and turned the shower on. I caught sight of my naked body in the tall mirror that was hanging on the wall in the bathroom, instantly feeling sick. 

Do you have one of those secrets that no-one and I mean not even your best friend knows about? Well mine is that I hate myself. I hate everything about myself. I have scars all over my body, and believe me, I now know how stupid I was to cut. The scars make me feel sick. I silently sobbed to myself as my eyes traced over every possible scar I could see. I hate them, and I hate me.




A gasp escapes my lips as I franticly try to cover up my naked body. Justin stood in shock, his eyes glazing over as if he was about to cry.


'Kayden...what are you doing?'


 I couldn't talk. All I could do was bow my head and grip onto the towel that was now wrapped around my body with all my might. 


Justin let out a heavy sigh and pulled my hands off the towel, causing it to fall to the ground. He placed one of his hands in mine and lifted me up off the ground, gently placing me in the shower. He dropped his hand from mine and began taking off his own clothes. 


'Justin, what are you doing?'     He didn't reply, he simply shook his head. 


After stripping out off his clothes, Justin came into the shower. He pulled me further into the water and took hold of one of my wrists, gently kissing it.


'Close your eyes'  he said before asking me a question I never dreamed of hearing him ask. 


'Tell me why did these cuts'


looked up at him, too see he had his eyes closed.


'Justin...I don't understand'  It was true, I didn't understand what he wanted me too do.


'Tell me. Tell me why you cut yourself here'   


His voice wasn't angry or upset. He sounded interested. I let out a sigh and shut my eyes, being dragged into the memory of the first time I cut myself.


'These cuts were the first cuts I ever did. I was in school one day and this girl in the 9th Grade was always calling me fat. I remember that on this particular day I was walking home from school, it was cold so I decided to take a short cut through the park. What I didn't know was that Kara, the girl that would always call me hung out there. She came over to me, called me worthless and said I was no good and no-one loved me. She told me I didn't deserve to be alive. She beat me up, and when she finally let me go home, I sat in my bathroom and cut myself, to relieve me off all the pain I was facing' 


Justin kissed my wrist one last time before getting down on his knees. 


'How about these? What made you cut this time?'     His eyes were still shut as he kissed the scars on my stomach.


'I cut myself this time just before the accident. Me and mom had a huge argument. I told her I was leaving and never coming home. I told her I hated her and that I never wanted too see her again. I walked out the house and went to Sophie's. Just before I got there, I was approached by these teenage boys, properly around 19. They were clearly drunk and kept asking me to 'help them out' and basically threw themselves on me. I pushed them off, only to get told I was 'worthless slut' and that 'no-one would ever love me'. I was so upset that when I arrived at Sophie's, I locked myself in her bathroom and did  the exact same thing'.


Justin kissed my stomach one last time, before standing up and kissing the scar on my shoulder blade.


'What about this scar? What happened this time?'


'Mom and dad had just been in the accident. I was alone and had no-one. It all became too much for me one night and I basically lost it. I cried for hours on end before taking myself to the bathroom once again. I cut all over. I obviously didn't cut that deep because I only left a few marks, but that cut on my shoulder blade was the last one I did before I knocked myself out of consciousness.'


Justin stood up to his full height and opened his eyes before rubbing his thumb over my cheek, telling me to open mine.


'Kayden, these scars do not make you look ugly. Your perfectly gorgeous in every single aspect of beauty. No matter what you say, they do not show weakness. They are apart of you and tell a story, never forget that.'


'You must hate me for doing it'


'Kayden, I could never hate you. They make you more beautiful if that is even possible. They make you...you.  They tell a story. They shout how strong you are. Your beautiful on the inside and out. I love you.'


He bent down and kissed me before washing my hair and washing my body for me.





We were now getting ready for bed. Justin was lying with me on the bed, humming some of his songs in my ear.

'Will you sing to me?'

'Sure baby! What song would you like?'

'You decide. But don't stop until I'm asleep'  I yawned and lay my head on his bare chest. He let out a small chuckle.

'Okay, you comfy?'   I nodded my head and shut my eyes, allowing the sweet sound of my boyfriend beautiful singing voice fill my ears. 




'They say that hate has been sent, 

so let loose the talk of love.

Before we out law kiss, 

baby give me one last hug.

There's a dream,

that I've been chasing on so badly for it too be reality.

And when you hold my hand, 

oh I understand, that its meant to be.

'Cause baby when your with me,

its like an angle came by, and took me to heaven.

cause when I stare in your eyes,

it couldn't be better,

let the music blast,

we gon' do out dance,

bring the doubters on,

they don't matter at all,

cause this life's too long,

and this loves too strong,

so baby know for sure,

that ill never let you go.'


















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