Don't Judge my book by its cover

Hi, I'm Aurora. Pathetic name, I know. You know how most teenage girls leave home and the roll up their skirt, add lots of makeup etc etc. Well, that's the complete opposite in my case...

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21. Chapter 19

NEW AND IMPROVED TRAILER GIVE ME THOUGHTS LOVE YOU BYEE

 

Im on school holidays!!!! we broke up on valentines day so that was good. I just sat around being a loner like usual :/

Shout out to all my loners out there! xx

The BRITs where Amazing!!!!! I watched it live and almost pissed myself laughing when Harry came on with "sorry I was having a wee". Ah, only you Harry!

BTW are the BRITs on all around the world or is it only England???

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Nota sound came out my mouth. My throat turned dry and tight and my lungs felt pike they had contracted 1000 times smaller. As for my heart. It felt like it had been stabbed. My head began to pound and the room slowly began to spin. I can guarantee that all the colour has drained from my face.

"Roo, It's okay. Stay calm" Louis said slowly letting go of my wrists and staring straight into my eyes.

I whispered an inaudible 'no' and began to back away from him towards the fireplace.

"Wait" he said grabbing my hand but I shove him away hard.

"NO GET OFF ME!" I screamed and ran from the room. I ran out out of the house with out shutting the door. I sped down the street, into town and down an alleyway where I finally collapsed. I fell to the ground crying leaning my back against the wall. It was hastily getting dark and stars where starting to appear.

I squinted my eyes and searched for my Harry star. One of the stars shone brighter than all the others.

"Harry. Where are you. I need you. You need me. Come home please" I sobbed at the sky. I stayed there for hours before a body slid down the wall next to me.

"Hey" an Irish accent whispered in my ear.

I looked up and saw Niall but he looked different. His hair was all messed up, he had large rings under his eyes from where he got little sleep and his eyes themselves where bloodshot and bright red from where he had been crying. I suddenly felt guilty beyond words.

"Im so sorry" I said flinging my arms around his neck.

"What do you have to be sorry for?" His said into my hair whilst stroking it gently.

"After I was told I made it into a total Roo show and didn't even stop for a second to think how hard this would be on any of you! I-"

I was cut off by him gasping.

"Your feet...." He whispered gingerly turning them over. I followed his eye line and stared wide eyed at them.

I had forgotten to put any shoes on and had run through London Streets bare foot. (I don't know how many of you have been to London but that is NOT a good idea)

My feet where bright red, filthy and had small dots of blood forming.

"Great" I muttered slamming my feet back down and wincing in pain.

"Im so sorry Ni. You loved Harry as much as I did"

"Don't talk in the past tense. He is not gone yet. He will come back and we will be whole again" He whispered pulling me in closer towards his chest. I rested my head on him and closed my eyes.

As much as I tried to think about something else, my mind kept tracking back to Harry, Is he dead? Is he alive? Is he in the country? has he been taken to the other side of the world.

I only knew one thing. If he was going to leave this world.......then I was too.

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4th January 2014.

In other words, first day back at school. As much as I protested, The boys said that until we get news on Harry, we where to continue life as normal.

I lent my head against the car window and closed my eyes.

"Are you okay darling?" Paul asked from the drivers seat.

"Not really Paul. I really don't want to be here. Im just so worked up about-" I stopped myself because I knew that If I kept on talking I would burst into tears.

He nodded slowly as we pulled up outside of school.

"Just remeber if anyone gives you any trouble, Im here for you sweet heart" He said giving me a warm smile.

"I know. Thanks Paul. I owe you one" I said returning the smile and climbing out the car. The field was really busy, maybe I could slip by without being noticed..........

Famous last words there.

From the moment I stepped out of the car, the school fell silent and all eyes landed on me. I slipped my raybans over my puffy eyes and walked quickly into the building.

"ROO!" Liz screamed and threw her arms around my neck. "Niall told me everything. I'm so sorry, I can't believe anyone would do something like that to Harry!"

I sniffed and nodded at her. She looked at all the other children staring at us and yelled. "what the hell are you all looking at! Get back to your knitting!" Everyone jumped and scurried off to their first lessons.

"Thanks" I muttered as we walked into our classroom.

"her! she is the reason my HarryBoo has been kidnapped!" Brit hollered from the corner. She was surrounded by other students and stared at me.

"How dare you" I whispered in a sharp tone. "How dare you blame this on me"

"are you really starting something?" she said walking towards me suddenly not looking sad any more.

"I dunno are you?" I said through gritted teeth.

Right before I lunged for her a voice shouted through the classroom.

"GIRLS!"

We all jumped and turned to see Miss. Golds. Our head teacher. She had fake blonde hair, stretched back skin and looked like one of those dragons you can keep as a pet.

"Can I have Aurora Johnson and Brittany Evans" she said and dragged us out the classroom to her office. I sat on the chair outside whilst Brittany went in first.

After about 10 minutes she came out looking really smug.

"Now your gonna pay" she whispered in my ear before sauntering off to class. I rolled my eyes and went into the Heads office.

"Ah Miss Johnson take a seat" Miss Golds smiled at me as I collapsed in the chair in front of her desk.

"Now Miss Johnson we have been in here very often about your uniform but today this is not the case. Im here to talk to you about a certain boy named Harry Styles and a certain girl called Brittany Evans."

Hearing his name was painful enough but hearing it next to Brittany's was just horrendous.

"Miss, I don't want to talk about that" I said through gritted teeth as tears began to form.

"Good heavens child! Im not here to talk about that! You and Brittany have been in quite a fight last month and I do not want a repeat of that do you understand!" She snapped and I nodded meakly.

"Secondly, I understand how you are feeling. My daughter is a massive fan of One Dimension and she has been heart broken since the kidnapping."

"One Direction and I highly doubt your daughter is feeling anything like what I'm feeling." I snapped.

"Don't use that tone with me young lady!" She barked. "I was simply going to suggest a way to channel your.......feelings."

I looked at her with raised eyebrows.

"A Mr. Tomlinson called me up this morning and we talked about your problem. He also brought up that your a keen singer song writer. I want you to write as many songs as you can about what ever it is you're feeling and maybe put together an album. Now-"

She began to ramble on but I sat up and began to pay attention. I have always channeled my emotion through song so this should be perfect.

"Does that make sense Miss Johnson?" Miss golds Barked, interrupting my train of thought.

"What? oh yeah sure. Im gonna go to class now." I stood up and made my way to the door.

"Oh and Miss Johnson? One more fight with Brittany and I will suspend you for a day" she snarled before finally letting me leave.

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I sat in the field checking my phone for any contact with Harry when I heard whispers above me. I looked up to see a group of year 8's (12-13 years old) looking down on me.

"Um...Roo? we um just wanted to say we are really sorry about Harry. We understand how hard it is-"

"I dont want your pity!" I snapped at them before sighing. "Sorry."

They nodded, still looking slightly scared before scurrying away.

"I don't know why your getting all the sympathy. Harry is my Boyfriend I deserve it!" Brittany whines from behind me.

"You think I want sympathy! You think I came in to school today to get so much attention! I was literally dragged here!" I snapped in her face.

"No wonder Harry was kidnapped. At least he got away from a slut you" she smirked knowing she hit my buttons just right as the crowd surrounding us oohhh'd

"Thats It!" I screamed throwing my bag on the grass and lunged at her.

I guess you can tell what happened next.

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"I AM DISGUSTED IN YOU TWO!" Miss Golds screamed at us as we nursed our injuries in the medical room. "JUST THIS MORNING I TOLD YOU WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF YOU GOT INTO ANOTHER FIGHT AND HERE WE ARE NOT 4 HOURS LATER!!" she ranted going bright red in the face.

"I have no choice but to suspend you both for a day. You are to call your parents and carers." She said before storming out the room.

I grabbed my phone and squinted through my black eye before landing on Liam's number.

"Hey love what can I do for ya?" He said into the phone.

"Can you pick me up from school? Like, now?" I plead.

"Roo what have you done?" I can almost picture him running his fingers through his hair.

"I'll explain everything later." I said before hanging up. 

Boy do I have some explaining to do when I get home.

 

 

I think its only fair to tell you that I sellotaped my fingers together whilst writing this chapter becuase I wanted to know what it was like for a dinosaw to write a book............

 

 

 

 

 

Also, have you got any songs I could use for Roo's thing? I tried searching 'songs you sing when your boyfriend gets kidnapped' But thaat didn't really work..............

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