Don't Judge my book by its cover

Hi, I'm Aurora. Pathetic name, I know. You know how most teenage girls leave home and the roll up their skirt, add lots of makeup etc etc. Well, that's the complete opposite in my case...

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11. Chapter 11

******one week later*****

I woke up to find myself resting on Niall's bare chest. Every night for the past week I have been having the same nightmare about Jacob. And every night Niall has come in and stopped them.

"Morning" He said sleepily from behind me. I turned around to see him plaiting my hair into several little braids.

"Morning" I said sitting up and unraveling my hair.

"Hey! I worked hard on those" he pouted at me crossing his arms on his chest.

"Okay mr Stylist! You can do them again later! Now out!" I said shoving him off my bed.

"Ow! Why!" He said pulling himself off the floor.

"Because I need to shower and change! Now out!" I said pointing to the door.

"I don't mind" He muttered crossing his arms.

"Niall James Horan Don't make me count to three" I said in a sassy/ funny/ deadly voice.

"Really Roo? How old do you think I a-"

"One" I counted

"NOOOOOOO LOUIS YOUR SISTER IS BEING MEAN TO ME!" He screamed as he ran out my room and down the hall.

"Thank you" I said to myself before locking the door and heading to my bathroom. 


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After I showered, I got dressed in a Black skirt, White top and Burgundy tights. I added Harry's Jumper on top. Yes that is sad but its the only thing that makes the break up seem a bit less real.

I walked downstairs to see Niall, Liam, Zayn and Louis staring daggers across the room. 

I approached the room and turned at the doorway to see what they where staring at. 

"Im sorry boys but there is nothing I can do." 

I turned to see Simon Cowell sitting across from them.

I crept out the room before anyone noticed me and listened in.

"But He can't do that to Roo! It completely unfair" Louis shouted. 

"Its Harry's house! If he wants to do that to her then there is nothing I can do." 

Before they could retaliate I walked back in.

"Do what?" I whispered loudly.

"Roo honey, Maybe you should sit down" Simon said impatiently.

"Im fine thanks" I snapped a bit to harshly. 

He sighed and turned to me.

"Roo. You know Harry is probably the face of One Direction. This means he gets given the most things. This house being one of them. So basically he owns this house and has let the boys live here as long as they want on and off tour." 

I could see where this was going.

"So what?" I laughed shakily. "How does that affect me." 

"There is one other spare room here that Harry can give to anyone he wants. He gave it to you. Now darling I don't know quite how to say this, but he wants to give it to Brittany. The boys have a small concert today and he wants you out by the time they are back."

My whole world just shut down.

"Well. Thanks for your input Simon but I no longer want to be a part of this conversation" I said in monotone before exiting the room. 

I walked aimlessly around the house before finding a door I had never come across before. I opened it to see a large grande Piano with a microphone attached to it. 

I used to sing all the time at home when Jacob died. 

I sat down at the piano and played a few chords. The piano was perfectly tuned and I had just the song for the occasion.

"On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone, I walk with him till morning
Without him I feel his arms around me
And when i lose my way I close my eyes and he has found me"

I continued singing singing until I got to the final chorus of which I belted from the bottom of my heart.

"I love him
But everyday I'm learning
All my life
Ive only been pretending
Without me his world will go on turning
A world thats full off happiness that I will never know

I love him
I love him
I love him 
But only on my own..."

I forgot about everything and everyone as I thought about how much I still loved Harry. I loved him so much but I let him go and he has moved on. He is happy where he is with Britt. I have been to strong infront of him but I can't do it anymore.

I really am Eponine and Harry really is Marius, Forever moved on with Cosette. 

"That was beautiful" 

I looked up to see Lou walking towards me.

"Sorry I thought you had left" I said staring at my feet. 

"Im not going anywhere" he said softly, sitting down next to me. 

"Im sorry Lou, I have no where to go" I whispered.

As the tears dripped down my face Louis pulled me to his chest. 

"Your not going anywhere"

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"Boys! I'm home! gosh that was the best day ever" Harry sang as he walked past the music room.

"This is just sick." I muttered before storming from my brothers grip out the door.

"STYLES! HEY STYLES!" I screamed down the corridor.

He turned and his face lit up briefly before dropping.

"What?" He sighed.

"What the fuck is your problem? You know I have no where to go! You know that I will have to camp on the streets!"

"Britt needs the room" He mumbled staring at his feet.

"Unlikely! Not like she needs it! She will probably be in your room banging you every night!" I yelled. "You may not love me any more but-"

"You think I don't love you?" He cut in. "For fuck sakes Roo! I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU! I LOVE THE WAY YOU STICK YOUR TOUNGE OUT WHEN YOU CONCENTRATE ON SOMETHING REALLY HARD! I LOVE HOW YOUR EYES TURN GREEN WHEN YOUR HAPPY AND THEN FADE TO GREY WHEN YOUR SAD! I LOVE THE WAY THAT YOU HAVE TEN FRECKLES ON YOUR RIGHT CHEEK AND ONLY EIGHT ON YOUR LEFT! I LOVE THE WAY THAT WHEN YOU LOOK UP TO ME YOU STAND ON YOUR TIP TOES! I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU AND I CAN'T ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I BROKE YOUR HEART!" He yelled, tears streaming down his cheek.

"You think I don't love you? You think I stay locked in my room all day is because I am stroppy? It's because I can't risk bumping into you. You think I have been screaming all night is because I'm attention seeking? Its because ever since you left I have been having the worlds worst nightmares. You think the reason I never go on twitter is because i want fans to hate you? It's because I cry every time I see someone shipping Brarry. You think I spend all this time with Niall is because I want to make you jealous? Its because every time I remember that you are no longer mine he is my shoulder to cry on"

"Oh" was all he said.

"I guess I will go pack..." I said before trailing off.

A hand grabbed my wrist and spun me round. Before I had time to retaliate, his lips where on mine.

He started kissing straight away but I hesitated. Was this what I wanted? Harry had smashed my heart into pieces and was I really ready to let him back in? As i pondered this, my lust for Harry took over and I found myself kissing back.

"So where are we?" He whispered into my forehead. 

"I don't know" I lied.

"Now how do I know thats a lie?" He grinned.

"How?".. 

He took my face in his hands and smirked.

"Because your eyes have never been greener"





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