How Could I Decide?

I want to be with you. Every second. Every minute. Every hour. Every day or your life. I want to tell you if only I had the courage...and I don't know if you feel the same. But all I know is that I'm going to be your Mrs. It's my mission, goal and journey I'm willing to accept.


15. Telling the truth hurts

'Niall...he was right'

'Jade, he wasn't! Your lovely and he should treat you like that!'

'No...I mean...'

I gave out a large sigh and sat down.

Harry followed me and sat down next to me, looking at me worriedly.


I saw him waiting for a answer.

'Ever since...I met Niall...I fell in love with him...for the first time I fell in love. Then...he joined the band and I got to know you and the rest really well...and we...'

Harry carried on with my sentence like he was reading from a play script.

'...became best friends'

There was a awkward silence then, but i spoke up.

'Niall was right...I betrayed him. (sighs) We became really close friends and I...'

'That's when you began to like me? Like like me...'

I gave a small nod and placed my forehead on the table.

'I've been so stupid. Why? Why? He hates me and now-'

'Jade, your not stupid. I guess...i can say the same thing now.'

' do?'

'Yeah...but you and basically knew each other since the beginning...I'd never have a chance with you.'

I never thought he would feel the same way as I do. But I did still have feelings for Niall...and now Harry. Oh GOD! This! From then...i didn't know what to do. I lifted my head up and looked at his green eyes.

' you still feel the same way?'


I said very quietly to him yes. He leaned in and gave me a hug.

'I know its not been easy...but me and the boys will help you.'

'Thanks Harry. You've always been there. But...'

'I'll try and get Niall to calm.'

'Thanks...I just need some time to clear my head and that. I hate it when we fight...'

He gave a nod and headed upstairs as I went to the back of the tour bus, into the spare room watching TV. Now it was my decision. Harry or Niall? Niall or Harry? Ohh.........................why???

Harry or Niall? Niall or Harry? I kept thinking over and over. I loved Niall since I was 16 years old. Since prom. Then I met Harry a few years later. Harry felt the same way as I did. Oh! Whyyyyyy??? Will Niall ever forgive me? I mean I still have a thing for Harry but Nialls love was stronger than ever before now. All the good times me and him had in the past...and also the bad. But we forgive and moved on.....................

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