How Could I Decide?

I want to be with you. Every second. Every minute. Every hour. Every day or your life. I want to tell you if only I had the courage...and I don't know if you feel the same. But all I know is that I'm going to be your Mrs. It's my mission, goal and journey I'm willing to accept.


41. Telling Simon

Great(!) forgot that the rest of the boys and even management didn't know a thing! I was surprised! Really surprised! I thought the paparazzi would have told the world by now! Seems not...but. Should I tell them? Should I tell them everything? Harry? The tattoo? The trap? Breaking up? Twitter? Should I tell them?



'Jade?' Simon stared me in the eyes but I held my head low. Harrys face held no emotion. He probably thought that I wasn't going to tell them. And...I wasn't. I couldn't. 

'Just tell them.' Harry came over to me and sat down on the couch. 


'Just tell them. I don't care.' He looked annoyed with his hands on his curls, his head low.

'So, you never loved me?!' I started to get annoyed as well. Has he been lying all this time? He only wanted me to ruin Niall?

'Of course I bloody love you! I just always knew that I would never get a chance with you! I've wanted you so badly! Fucking badly! After all these years I never went for any other girl! I've always been single! Since One direction!' He got up shouting in my face as I backed away, but I slammed against the wall.

'Harry! You're not helping!' Simon said walking into his office, with the boys following him...except for Harry. He was still towering over me. The hallway was empty, no one else in sight. Doors on each wall. It felt like the whole building was closing in on us. Harry's Jade green eyes stared me, with few tears rolling down his light pink checks. My eyes were getting tears as he sent me them with his eyes.

'I've just wanted to call you my...girl. That's all.'

'I know...' I whispered...lifting my head up...centre locking our eyes,

'Then...why can't you?' Our lips were brushing...but we didn't fully kiss.

'Nialls quitting the band...because of us. Me...and you.' 

'Then why don't we run away from this? Me and you.'

I almost choked! What!?

'What? Are you crazy?!'

'You do crazy things...when you're in love Jade.'


I did want this all to end. But not like this. I wanted for Niall and Harry to make up and become friends again...then Niall wouldn't quit the band. We could forget the whole break up thing with Harry. Everything would go back to normal. My head was spinning like crazy!


'I can't Harry. We can't run away from this.'

'We can. We can change our names, dye our hair, start a new life.'

'You're still crazy. You're a celebrity. You can't go anywhere without being noticed.'

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