How Could I Decide?

I want to be with you. Every second. Every minute. Every hour. Every day or your life. I want to tell you if only I had the courage...and I don't know if you feel the same. But all I know is that I'm going to be your Mrs. It's my mission, goal and journey I'm willing to accept.


45. I'm sorry?

'Harry...I can't. I...I...' I couldn't spite the words out of my mouth, so I mouthed them

'I don't love you.'

'What?' He whispered, his eyes didn't leave me alone.

'I love Niall.' I whispered back, afraid on what he was about to do next.

'I...I' Harry was trying to say something, punch the wall but something was stopping him. 'I'm sorry.'

He leaned back, letting go and messed up his hair as he turned around, his back facing me.


'Im sorry. I...I...don't know, something got the better of me.'

'Harrys it's alright.' I stood in the same spot.

'No. I should have treated you like this!' His voice grew louder.

'Treated you like what?' Simon and the boys were now in the corridor looking at us.

'Nothing.' I said...kinda in a happy way. I didn't want them to find out.

'It didn't sound like nothing to me.' Louis spoke, looking over at Harry.

'Look, Jade, Harry. We really have to get on with the new album. If there's a problem which will get in the way of that, tell me now.' Simon was firm and clear.

'Simon, this won't get in the way! It's nothing really!' I said, fake smiling.

'Well it better be. Oh and give this to Niall will you?' He handed me a letter. I expected this was to persuade Niall staying in the band.

'Please try Jade. You're our only hope. He loves you.' Harrys face turned to me.

'I know.' I whispered, my head down low. I didn't want to see Harry.

I said my goodbye and walked to mine and Nialls house. Urgh, why did I leave him? He's going to be bloody upset right now. 




I opened the front door to see Niall, still sitting on the couch in the same position. But this time, he looked bloody furious. Shit.

'Nie...are you alright? I'm sorry I went off-'

'Its fine babe. I guess it was kind of a shock for you. I just want to-'

'End everything with Harry?' I finished his sentence.


'Look...' I walked over and sat beside him, his arm went around my waist. 'I know you and Harry-'

'I bloody hate him. I wish we never met!'

'Niall, don't say that!'

'Jade, look what he's done to us! He's waited all these years to come at us!'

'I know, I know but...' I sighed.

'What's wrong princess?' He lifted my chin up. 'Is Harry-'

'No! No. Nothing.' I was rethinking about Harrys deal. Should I? I mean, he would leave us alone after that night, wouldn't he? A deals a deal...right?

'Oh, I bloody hate that bastard. If it wasn't for him, we would probably be in the studio right now!'

'Oh! Wait!' I scrambled through my pocket and Niall let go of me.

I got out the letter Simon gave me and passed it to Niall.

'Here. It's for you. Um...I went into the studio to see Simon and he gave me this to give you.' Ok, maybe a little white lie.

'Oh great(!) Thanks babe.' He pecked my cheek and threw it onto the table. 'I'll look at that piece of junk later. Now...'

He leaned over me as I fell back on the couch.

''s 'us' time.' He gave a smile and kissed me passionately. I placed my hands around his neck, enjoying the moment.

'Mmm' He leaned back a center-metre away. I loved moments like these was still bothering me. The deal. That one end this all.

'Something's bothering you...' Niall looked upset and sat upright, bringing me with him.



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