*Sequel to Red Hero, Protector,Defender. This is book #4* I wanted to try. I wanted to let him devour me under the silk sheets. He placed his lips against mine and kissed me passionately. I was ready for this.
I'm married to him now. We're allowed for this right? "Shianne I love you so much." With that he started. I can tell you now. I wanted him more than ever.
They're married. Everything is once as it was. Peaceful. Well until Cyberious comes back. Shianne is still human. He wants her changed otherwise she needed to die.
"Let's be alone together, we can be young forever, screaming from the top of our lungs lungs lungs."-Alone Together, Fall Out Boy.
*please read from book one before you read this so you don't get confused.*


11. This is Gospel

*this chapter is just a song name from Panic at the disco. It's a good song :)*

I haven't gone near the razors, I'm trying to learn from my mistakes. I ended up throwing away my memories except for my picture of Patrick and I, then I kept my clothes. Liam found out about what happened thanks to me not cleaning up the blood razor that was on the bathroom floor. But it's nothing I could hide from him anyway. I told him everything about me, so I shouldn't of had any problem telling him. But I did have a problem. I'm so used to keeping everything bottled up, I never really spilled my guts to anyone before, nor did I have a love bond so strong with anyone before. I guess I just need to get used to having someone to catch me when I fall. I've been with Liam for so long and I'm still not used to him. I'm going to have to start getting used to the idea. I put my hands down on the sink counter in the bathroom, rejecting my image. I'm never going to be what Liam see's. He sees a beautiful girl, all I see is a tragedy in clothes. I could see Liam in the mirror as he wrapped his broad arms around my petite waist. He rested his head on my shoulder. "You coming to bed?"He asked. I smiled. "In a few.". Liam lifted his head and turned me around to look at him. "You're not going to harm yourself are you?"He asked worried. I shook my head. "No. You already know I didn't mean it."I said. "I know. Come on to bed. I'll sing you to sleep."He said. "In a sec, just let me brush my teeth."I smiled. He sighed, kissing my cheek then went back out to the bedroom. I turned back around to the mirror. "Ugh, why am I so ugly."I sighed. As if on Que, Liam walked back in and folded his arms across his chest. I turned back around. "Something wrong?"I asked. "Why are you hating so much on yourself?"He asked. "Because, I want to."I said. "Well you shouldn't. Why are you so upset with yourself?"He asked. Tears steamed my face. "BECAUSE LIAM YOU KNOW WHY!! I'M COVERED IN SCARS!"I cried running out of the room. "Shianne!"Liam called after me. I ran downstairs, unsure of where to go. I ran out the door on to the back deck. I slumped down against the house and just let the tears run. I felt cold arms wrap themselves around me and pull me into an embrace. "Shianne. Baby look at me."Liam said. I looked away and I wiped my tears. I didn't want him to see me like this. "How are we supposed to be husband and wife, if you won't let me in?"He asked. Clever. I turned back to look at him. "Why do you care so much about what you look like? Is it because I think you're beautiful?"He asked. I shook my head. "Liam my scars. They make me feel ugly."I whispered. "Then we can go to Cassie and get them removed. I'll do whatever makes you happy again."He said. I forgot she gained that power. I nodded. "Right now."I said. "Let me call her OK."He said getting up. I stood up and walked back in following him. Soon I will feel like me again. I will be happy. 

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