*Sequel to Red Hero, Protector,Defender. This is book #4* I wanted to try. I wanted to let him devour me under the silk sheets. He placed his lips against mine and kissed me passionately. I was ready for this.
I'm married to him now. We're allowed for this right? "Shianne I love you so much." With that he started. I can tell you now. I wanted him more than ever.
They're married. Everything is once as it was. Peaceful. Well until Cyberious comes back. Shianne is still human. He wants her changed otherwise she needed to die.
"Let's be alone together, we can be young forever, screaming from the top of our lungs lungs lungs."-Alone Together, Fall Out Boy.
*please read from book one before you read this so you don't get confused.*


5. Realizations

Shianne's POV: My eyes didn't open. But I was awake. I just needed a few more minutes. But Liam's lips pressed against my neck didn't really give me the sleep I was looking for. He also had in hand rubbing my back. I had no choice but to open them. I opened my eyes slowly. Sun creeping its way into my vision. Liam let go of me. I groaned angrily and covered my face with the blanket. "Come on Shianne wake up."Liam laughed. "No. A few more minutes, or hours."I mumbled and I closed my eyes. Liam grabbed the covers and pulled them off me. My eyes popped open and I sat up glaring at him. "I hate you. Give me back the blankets!"I growled. "No. It's already 10:30. Come on love don't spend your first day of vacation in bed."He smirked. "Maybe I want to. I don't know if you've noticed but I'm naked. I'm not comfortable like this, with no blanket."I said. Liam rolled his eyes. I leaned over and snatched the blanket from him. I covered myself with it and laid back down. Liam crawled his way into the blanket and wrapped his arms around me. I turned myself over and looked at him. "About last night, the talk we had. You can't tell anyone. Not even my brothers know."I said. Liam smiled and nodded. "I wasn't planning on it."He said. "There's actually a whole lot more to why I'm so insecure but I'll save that for later when I think the time is right."I said. "Well what if we go get dressed, I make you breakfast and you can tell me then."He smiled. "Fine. I'm not telling you all at once, I'm giving  you little bits for you to put together yourself."I said. "OK I'm fine with that."Liam smiled and he kissed my cheek. I eventually got up, Liam had himself dressed already, he was making me breakfast. I ran into the bathroom and opened my suitcase. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?! My mouth dropped. What did Cassie pack in this? All my pajamas were her short little tank top dresses. Megan obviously packed my clothes which I had no problem with. I pulled out a set of clothes, Panic!At the Disco tee and a pair of jean shorts. I put on my bra and underwear, then my socks, finally my clothes. I brushed my hair and teeth and put my rings and necklace on. Last, my black converse. I walked back out the kitchen. Well I think it was the kitchen. OK I was right. Liam knew me so well to know that I mostly only eat bagels for breakfast. I'm not that fancy when it comes to food. Just put something edible on my plate. Anything but tofu. I'm allergic. "Thank you."I smiled and took my bagel. Liam leaned over the counter across from me and looked at me. "I have to tell you now?"I asked. He nodded. "Shianne if there's still things, I don't know about you, I want to find them out."Liam said. I sighed. Where should I start? I mean for a whole year of age 16 and somewhat 17, I was pretty much a bad person. I cut myself, I beat up a lot of kids. That's only because I had no one to guide me. I don't know. I had a pretty horrible 2 years with no father. My life only came to realization when my mom sent me to Hemlock Grove. Left me for some man. Anger boiled my blood. No. I couldn't do this. Not in front of Liam. I knew if I was angry enough, I'd run and go start cutting myself. And I couldn't do that to Liam. I couldn't hurt myself again. "Shianne? What are you thinking?"Liam asked. I looked up at him. "Just, I don't know what to tell you first. I wish, there was a way I didn't have to tell you."I sighed. "Fine. You don't have to tell me right away."Liam smiled. I smiled back. I just wanted to enjoy my honeymoon while I have it. 

I crawled into bed and Liam snuggled close to me. I didn't like the pajamas Cassie packed, but Liam insisted I wear them. I have to say I am pretty tired. I closed my eyes and instantly fell asleep.

"Shianne!Where the hell do you think your going!"Mom shouted at me. I turned around and glared. "Where I don't have to deal with the looks of you."I snarled, picking up my coat. I slipped on my heavy chained boots and slammed the door on my way out. She was leaving me alone in some lonely place. I'll have no one. I don't understand why I can't just stay in L.A. with my uncle. I mean if my mom is leaving me for some dick weed, she's not a good mother. I don't want her in my life just like how she doesn't want me. I walked down the alleyways and looked for anything sharp. I needed to relieve the pain somehow. I found broken glass and picked it up. I dragged it against my wrist and I watch the blood ooze out of me. I smiled. "Shianne."I turned around to find my old friend Patrick walking up to me. "You need to stop cutting yourself."He told me. I looked down at the blood dripping off my arm and back at him. "You know why I do it."I said. "You also know it can kill you."He said taking the glass. I rolled my eyes. "Shianne, I know you're leaving. But maybe you'll come to realizations of what you're doing to yourself. Please if you're alive still by the time your 19, call me."With that he disappeared leaving me alone. 

My eyes opened. I didn't move but just came to some realizations. Thanks to Patrick. It was because of him, I changed myself. He always tried to help me, all I ever did was push him away. I needed to call him. Soon.

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