*Sequel to Red Hero, Protector,Defender. This is book #4* I wanted to try. I wanted to let him devour me under the silk sheets. He placed his lips against mine and kissed me passionately. I was ready for this.
I'm married to him now. We're allowed for this right? "Shianne I love you so much." With that he started. I can tell you now. I wanted him more than ever.
They're married. Everything is once as it was. Peaceful. Well until Cyberious comes back. Shianne is still human. He wants her changed otherwise she needed to die.
"Let's be alone together, we can be young forever, screaming from the top of our lungs lungs lungs."-Alone Together, Fall Out Boy.
*please read from book one before you read this so you don't get confused.*


10. Cuts

"Liam. I can't sleep."I whispered looking up the ceiling. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me on top of him. "Why not baby?"He asked stroking my cheek. "I don't know."I said. "Can you try?"He asked. I nodded and laid my head down on his chest. He hummed a lullaby to me as his fingers gently went through my knotty hair. I slowly closed my eyes and fell asleep. 

I woke up the next morning in an empty bed. I was laying on Liam's side of the bed covered in blankets. But where was Liam? I pulled the blankets off and sat straight up. I looked around and spotted a note on the nightstand made out to "Shianne." in his neat writing.


I went hunting for the day, won't be back til late. 

Love you so much, be safe, 


I sighed. I'm all alone today. I crawled out of bed and went into the bathroom. I fixed myself up and looked in the mirror. This is the girl full of deep depression. But for what reason? I'm happily married to a vampire. Who loves me with all his heart. I tried to smile sincere but it became a fake one. I looked over at the razor blades. No. I can't do this. Not again. I can't repeat my doctor visits again. When did I ever listen to myself. I picked up the razor, taking out the blade. I gulped as I put the blade to my skin. "No Shianne what are you doing?"I asked myself. "Letting my pain go."I whispered. I put the blade to my skin and pressed pressure right on it. I skid it down my wrist and screamed out in pain throwing the blade to the ground. "FUCK!"I yelled. I leaned up against the wall sliding down it to the ground. Tears stung my cheeks. What's wrong with me! Loud sobs escaped my lips. I had to hide this so Liam wouldn't see. I learned that vinegar helps heal cuts. (dont really try idk if its true) I quickly ran downstairs opening the pantry door. I found the gallon of vinegar and pulled it out. I ran over to the sink and poured it over my cut. I stung bad and I winced in pain. "Ew what is that smell?"I could hear Megan from the living room. Fuck. She walked in to the kitchen and saw the blood draining from my arm. "SHIANNE WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!"She yelled rushing over to me. "I cut myself."I sobbed. "Why!"She asked putting her hand over my cut. "I don't know. I was so tempted-."She stopped my talking and rushed me to the bathroom down the hall. She ran my hand over the sink faucet and let the cold water wash out the vinegar in my bloody wound. "Shianne do I need to put you in rehab or something? You can't start this back up again."She said. "I know Megan, I'm just so depressed."I whispered. "Over what?"She asked. "Everything."I cried. She wrapped gauze around my arm and pulled me into a hug. "Why don't I take you out to get your mind off things."She said. I nodded. I needed to get away from everything.

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