I will go where ever you go

Lily was just a girl with no family, she had been in and out of foster care for her whole life. She blamed herself for her family's death and thought no one would love her. But one day when she gets herself in big trouble and a blue eyed blonde haired boy saves her she starts to realize what love is really like.


25. She's gone

Nialls P.O.V

I dialled Lilys number frantically into my phone. "come on, come on Lily please pick up" i whispered. I screamed her name out as i ran down the road. Where was she! My eyes lit up. Maybe she went home. I ran as fast a i could to the Brownes home and opened the door with the key Lily gave me. I called her name...no answer. I sprinted up the steps and swung open her bedroom door. She wasn't in there. I looked around her room and saw that her piggy bank was shattered into pieces on the desk and her money was gone. I saw pieces of paper on her bed and i walked over slowly. Niall was printed on the cover in her handwritting. I choked on my own breath. My hands shook whilst i picked up the paper.

Dear Niall, 

Oh Nialler where do i even start,  I have to leave, i can't do this anymore. But i'm so sorry i didn't say goodbye but i think it's better that way. I just can't loose her. I hope you understand. Please don't be mad at me, i love you and will forever but don't wait for me to come back...there is no point. I'm nothing special you will be able to replace me with something better soon. I will miss every single thing about you, the way you run your fingers through your hair when your nervous or stressed, your smirk when you see me , the warmth from your hugs and touch of your lips. You don't no how much this tears me apart but I have to go now, i really am sorry Niall, but i had no choice.

Yours forever

Lily xx

I was speechless. Hoards of tears flew from my eyes, she had left me.  "no, NO" i shouted kicking the chair over. I didn't even no where she had gone. I backed up against the wall running my hand through my hair. I covered my mouth as i slid down the wall and buried my head in my hands. I cried like i had never cried before. I was so angry and so upset i didn't no what to do anymore. My heart had just been ripped out and stepped on. I stared at the letter over and over again, this couldn't be happening. I sat there for what must of been hours just staring at the picture of me and her on her wall, letting the tears slide down my cheek. I couldn't loose her. I need her. When everything's wrong she makes it right, whenever i'm with her i feel like i'm flying and my body is filled with warmth. I wiped the tears of my face and stood up. I have just lost my one and only. I jumped as i heard the front door opened. I walked down the stairs to find Caitlin. "Oh my god Niall, what are you doing here you scared me" she blurted out with a nervous laugh. I tried to speak but i was so drained i couldn't. She studied my face frowning. "Niall.... whats happened, have you been crying" she questioned. 

My eyes didn't move from the floor. "Lilys gone" i whispered.

Lily's eyes widened in shock. "Wait.. what...shes gone, Where?" she stuttered, panic rose in her voice.

I handed her my letter and watched her as she read it. She gasped and covered her mouth with her hand. "No... no this can't be happening, SHE CAN'T LEAVE" Caitlin screamed running up the stairs.


Caitlins P.O.V

"....SHE CAN'T LEAVE" I screamed in Nialls face and legged it up the stairs and into Lily's bedroom. I shook my head frantically  going to her wardrobe. "Lily" i breathed as i notice half her close were gone as well as her ruck sack. Oh my god, this was happening, Lily had gone

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