Just You and I

You are an average girl with an average life. You have a mom, a sister. You go to school. Oh and one more thing, you're madly in love with your best friend. Will you ever have the courage to ask him out? Does he like you back? Will you be together forever? And what happens when a certain someone ruins everything? Will love find a cure? ... Read to find out ;)

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5. Chapter 5

I made my way back to my seat. My eyes darted around the room and landed on Harry. He was shifting uncomfortably in his seat. 

"Alright everyone, go to your partners and get started. You have the rest of the period." Said Mr. P.

I slowly made my way to Harry's table. Everyone who normally sat there has left to start their work with their partner. In other words, they are going to goof around like they always do.

I approached the table and took a seat across from him. My eyes remained on the floor as I twiddled my thumbs and opened my mouth.

"Hey" I said still starring at the uninteresting cheap hardwood floors.

He didn't reply.

After finding the courage to speak up, I spoke a little louder and a bit more normally.

"Why are you ignoring me?" I said my face finally looking up at him. Harry was looking at the table. He looked up at me and my heart beat got 100x faster.

"I'm sorry" he said. Reminding me of yesterday.

"Do you regret it?" I said hoping that he didn't.

"I don't know"

My heart sank. How could he say that!? HE kissed ME. My stomach was feeling nauseous and the palms of my hands were getting sweaty. 

I left the room. Anger building inside of me. Sadness taking over. Depression devouring my soul. Harry regrets our kiss. The kiss that I have been waiting for for 5 years. 5 FUCKING YEARS. 

I ran home. I ran through hedges, through lawns, and past people walking there dogs. I ran past streets and past couples being all lovey dovey. I even ran past and elderly couple holding hands. I wanted that. I wanted all if that. Every single bit. 

But I will never have it. I'm worthless, I thought. I'm not good enough for Harry. He deserves someone beautiful. Someone who he can truly love and be proud to call his girl. Someone that's cute and funny and has perfect teeth and perfect hair. Someone he can care for and marry. And that someone isn't me. And it will never be..

 

A/N: I decided to update again today cuz I've been gone for a while :/ Sorryyy ! AP classes are NOT easy! Anyways, enjoy! <

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