DNA // On Hold

" I own you!" He snapped. "I own every part of you. Your body, your emotion, your thoughts" "H-Harry please " I own you until the day I die. Your mine, no one is to touch you, speak to you or look look at you. Because your mine aren't you" he hissed, his eyes growing darker and darker.

" I'm yours"


20. Decisions


Jade's p.o.v

He stared at me, anger in his eyes, slowly walking towards me. "H-Harry I..." I whispered, only to be cut off. "You didn't what? Hmm, you are nothing like I thought you were." Harry growled. "Please you have to believe me" I whimpered. "Believe you? You have already escaped from me once and now lied to me. You were planning on turning me in weren't you" Harry hissed, grabbing my neck. I shook my head, but he wouldn't listen. " I don't like liars...I told you that the first day we met" Harry pulled out a gun and pointed it to my head. "See you in hell kitten" and then...nothing. 


I woke up gasping for air. I looked around the dark room, to see Harry sleeping besides me. It was just a dream Jade, just a dream. But then again, if he did ever find out. I shivered at the thought, of what Harry would ever do to me, if he found out that Mia give me a chance of freedom. 


I slipped out of bed and grabbed the card, I hid the card and my phone as I walked downstairs to the kitchen. I turned on the light, setting down both items on the table. I wasn't sure if I should call her. I would betray Harry, Louis, Liam, Niall, Zayn, Jesy, Aria, Valen and Sam. I would betray all of them. 



But but this was my freedom on the line. My chance to go back to school with my friends, and finish my education. My chance to see Hattie and Mariana. But then I would leave the girls behind. They have been there for me through the start, taking blames, helping me out. Harry? He confused me, he's violent, possessive, cruel, mean,rude, controlling. And yet I am starting to slowly fall for him. 


If I called Mia...she would deal with this problem. She will stop gangs in London. Make people feel protected and not live in fear. She could give me back my life. And yet she could take away their lives. Alisha, what would happen to her? She would probably go to a care home and live without her mum and dad who love her. 


Just then someone came down the stairs, into the kitchen. I hid the card as Valen came into view. Her hair was a mess and she wore the same clothes as yesterday. She looked pale and tired, weak almost. Her eyes lost the spark, and she didn't have a cheeky grin. Valen smiled at me, weakly and sadly as she grabbed a nice pack from the freezer and walked back upstairs, not asking me what I was doing, like normal. 


I knew she didnt want to talk. She wouldn't talk to anyone, she just stayed with Zayn her boyfriend, hoping he would be alright. If I stayed here, I could turn into Valen. Sure she was strong and funny. The one who would fill up the house with her laughter, so it wasn't silent. She always looked on the bright-side of things, but now...now she's broken. If I stayed here any longer I would turn into a broken person. 


I took my phone and letting my fingers brush over the keys. I wasn't sure if what I was going to do was right. I mean if Harry found out, I would be dead, just like I was in the nightmare I had. But I couldn't handle this, I didn't want any part in this. Yes I met some amazing people, but seen things I didn't want to. I skimmed over the keys, typing out a text thinking it was safer. 


To: Unknown

From: Jade

If you promise me you can grant me my freedom I am willing to talk 


As soon as I pressed the sent button, I felt guilt wash over me and crush me. The thing is I don't even know why I felt guilty. Why should I when Harry has stripped everything away from me. Every last last bit he marked me, forced his way into my life why should I feel guilty. 


But it then again maybe it's because I am betraying the others. They didn't seem so bad, Liam seemed caring and understanding and head over heels in love with Jesy. Niall was clearly in love with Sam and would do anything to keep her happy. Zayn was funny and cared for his girlfriend. Louis was a sweetheart and would do anything to keep Aria safe. Valen would know when something's wrong and she's funny. Jesy was caring and bubbly. Aria is beautiful and understand me. Sam is smart and a wonderful mum. 


This is is why I might have felt guilt, betrayal. I lied to them, I lied to Harry for my own reasons.Am I being selfish? No Harry's being selfish? I don't even know who's being selfish or wrong. Fuck I don't even know what's right and wrong. I sighed, thinking maybe I shouldn't have pressed the button. 


By doing this I am tearing a family apart. Niall, Sam and Alisha will be separated. Sam won't see her brother again or her best friend. Liam and louis won't see their niece and they won't be able to see their girlfriends, they will be torn away from their family. Lexi? She gets to be free as well, she never wanted any part in this either. 


The buzz and the light from my phone stopped my thinking. I looked at my phone as it said new message from unknown. I gulped and typed my passcode and opened the text. As I scanned the text, I realized I would have to make a decision quickly on what to say and do as Mia asked. I slowly replied to her text and sent it I have probably just made the worse...









Hope you liked this chapter and did anybody hear about the Tyler Oakley and Liam drama? It's all over twitter, Liam also called out management, holy shit it's to much to handle. Just check out twitter. 







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