Love At First Sight

Katie lives with her sister Peyton after her parents went to New York and never returned. She started cutting at age 12 and hasn't been able to stop at age 17. The only good thing in her life is her sister and One Direction. When she gets to meet them does her world change for the better or worse? Read to find out!

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41. Depression

Katie's POV:

 

The room remains quiet for some time, and all I can do is scowl at Harry. I hate it when people think they need to help me because the bottom line is, I can't be helped. My parents tried desperately to help me with endless hours of therapy, and guess what I wasn't even a mess then. I had a slight case of OCD and they were afraid of me. 

 

Now their gone and I have a spiraling depression that is slowly getting out of control. It lessened a little when I met Harry and it's slowly getting better, but that doesn't mean I don't have meds. I've tried really hard to hid them but something tells me Harry found them, he did say he looked everywhere for me. 

 

"Katie, don't get mad..." Erika whimpers trying to stand a little farther away from me. She knows how I can get when I have one of my panic attacks and so far I'm showing signs of one. Harry has been lucky enough to avoid one in the 6 months we've been dating and I should have had one by now, especially after Ellen. 

 

"Why on Earth would I be mad? I'm just asking why the hell my two best friends in the world lose contact with me for a little over 9 months and are just now talking to me now?!" I say managing to stay calm. Neither Erika nor Camille know about my depression. They don't know the secret struggle I've been going through even after I met Harry.

 

"I found your meds, and I didn't know if you were coming back to me at all. I called up these girls after Pey told me about them and they agreed to meet with me. I forgot to tell them you were back until today, and I told them about the meds to see if they could help. That was basically my plan." Harry growls.

 

I've never seen him full blown angry and right now I don't even think he has a reason to be. Of course I'm pissed off that he found my meds but I'm also quite grateful he cared enough to call my friends to come help me. I find myself stepping away, closer and closer to the stairs suddenly scared of angry Haz.

 

"We really just want to help, boo. I never knew you were going through this and I don't even think Peyton knows... I've texted her and told her to come over so please just stay down here and explain." Camille sighs walking towards me.

 

I shake my head and let a few tears form in my eyes, help is automatically associated with my terrible parents and that's led me to be closed off and harsh towards those who try to 'help'. I run upstairs and shut myself in my bathroom crying silently and ignoring the persistent knocks sounding from the door.

 

I hid my meds in a logical place, where I couldn't even fit so I have no idea why Harry looked there, in a book on the book shelf where I hollowed out the pages. I guess he trashed the house looking for clues to where I could be or something.

 

"Babe, open up I'm so so sorry. I'm not mad honestly. I just want to help in anyway I can." Harry says from behind the closed door, and I can't help but believe him so far our relationship has had only small lies mixed in and our fights end in make our sessions. So I open the door and fling myself in his arms.

 

"Harry I really do need help, and I think with you here I can finally admit that." He rubs soothing circles in my back and I melt into his embrace. Erika and Camille stare at us for a moment until a knock from the door snaps us out of our trance.

 

"I'll get it." Camille mumbles flashing a small smile, it helps having them here. It really does. Ever since I met the boys I've been on a roller coaster that only goes up (TFIOS lol). Somehow all my issues have seemed to lessen and I've been brought into 5 amazing friendships.

 

Louis now accepts me and we spent at least two hours at Starbucks yesterday getting to know each other. Zayn and I agreed we have to talk and hang out more because we both want to be best friends. Liam is always going to support me because he loves me and Harry, which makes us pretty close friends even after the whole I love you episode. Niall is definitely my best friend out of them all and he is making my sister happy which helps a lot. 

 

"Katie!! I need your help!" Camille calls from downstairs and I can hear her voice trembling. Harry releases me and intertwines our fingers before leading me downstairs and the sight I'm met with is heart wrenching. Peyton is clinging to a bloodied Niall for dear life while she herself continues to bleed profusely from a giant cute on her head. Then Ni faints and all I can do is scream.

 

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GUYS I'M SO SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN LIKE FOREVER! GUESS WHAT I MADE THIS CHAPTER SUPER LONG TO MAKE UP FOR IT AND I FINALLY THINK THAT MY MATURITY IS SHOWING. ANYWAY I HOPE YOU LIKE IT AND I WILL BE UPDATING IN THE NEXT COUPLE OF DAYS!

 

LOVE Y'ALL!

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