Who I'm Not (Draco Malfoy AU)

"Who are you really, Malfoy?", I asked making sure he knew my puzzlement.

He's constantly calling everyone mud bloods. What the hell are mud bloods? His blue eyes pierced my brown ones. His blonde hair in a mess.

"You don't need to know, Amber."

"If you care about me you'll tell me!"

Malfoy pushed me back to a wall. His blue eyes turning a deep ocean blue. With his hands placed above my head.


13. Those three words said

•Amber's POV•

I woke up to the sound of Draco snoring. His arm wrapped around me. I smile and getup. They don't allow me to leave until everyone is awake. I slipped into the bathroom, looking at my reflection. Tired, dull brown eyes. Nothing, like my brothers'. Or family's, and if I'm a Pureblood, but Harry's sister. Did my father have different relations with another woman? I sigh and wash my face. Trying to get the excess markup off. Once I did I sigh. Sitting on the counter. Just the thought of this. Being lonely in this world. With my brother still hating me, and his worst enemy is my boyfriend? The creaking of the door interrupts my thoughts. Draco walks over, still sleepy. He walks up to me, looking down.

"You alright, Amber?", he asks moving my hair from my face. 

"Y-yeah", I whisper.

he sighs and gives up as he proceeds to get ready for the day. I just sit and watch him. The shower starts and I look up. Draco has on his boxers only. God, I hate him. That's when he turns to face me. His eyes dart to the water falling down. I only shake my head and walkout. Lightly shutting the door behind me. I sit on his bed once again going into deep thought. The door opened and his mother came in. I smiled at her and tried my best to look like I wasn't sad. But it isn't true. 

"Is Draco in there?", she asks pointing to the bathroom. 

"Yes, he's showering." 

She nods and walks out from the room closing the door. Today I just want it to be Draco and I. No one else to bother us. But that's never going to happen with Voldemort living here. Memories of my parents burn into my unconscious mind. Making me seem crazy. I didn't even notice Draco sit next to me in a towel. He pulled me close to him, with his arms around me. It felt like a lifetime before he pulled away. But it was only a few minutes. I hold onto him though. Not wanting him to get up and go to the damned meeting. But he has to. I finally pull away and he gets dressed. Leaving me in shorts and a tank top. Something I don't usually wear. He puts on his suit and looks down at me. His eyes darting to the door. I shake my head not hungry. 

he sighs and walks back over making me stand. I don't look away from him. Scared what he'll do. He hugs me tightly before kissing my head. I smile as hold onto him. Wishing that this wasn't how our lives are. Stuck being Death Eaters, until Voldemort is finally killed. But I don't know if that'll happen. In all actuality, I miss Dumbledore. And no matter how much Draco insults him. I know he misses him too. My heart sank when he pulled away, and walked out. Draco will never have a normal life again. I hold onto what we had for that short moment. He smiles sadly before leaving. Knowing that I can't leave the room. Even though I'm a Death Eater, I'm too innocent to know what they're planning. I grab a stuffed bear I had at the orphanage where I lived before my parents adopted me. See my parents look like the Malfoy's. Blonde hair and blue/grey eyes. But of course I have brown hair and brown eyes. 

I hold it close to me, because it's my only memory. I held onto it. Tears burn in my eyes. I miss them so much. But James Potter wasn't my actual father. I don't think. But I just don't know. Rain pelted down. I don't know how but when I'm mad fire's set, and when I'm sad it rains. My parents knew and I hate it. Them lying to me. The door opened and Draco came in. He took the bear from me. And hugged me tightly. I calm down a bit. He wipes the tears from my face. 

"You need to tell me what's wrong. Right now." 

"I miss my parents. And I don't like my only living family member hating me!" 

"I know you do. But please stop crying. It hurts me watching you do this. After this happens I promise, I will always be here." 

I nod and he hugs me. He took my hand. I pull away and go to put on a yellow dress, black leggings, and a pair of TOMS. I smile at myself. When I walk out Draco and his mother are talking. They look at me and Draco only smiles. He takes my hand and we walk out. No one notices us leaving. We walk outside and head towards the park I know so well. We sat on a bench and he sighed. That nervous look on his face came again. He got down on one knee. I smiled at him. 

"Amber Potter, will you marry me?" 

I knew this was the cause of his mother. 


He puts the ring on my finger and I hug him. In the sky, it darkened and the Dark Mark appeared in the sky. I groaned. We hurried back to his house, saying good-bye to his family. We were back in his room in Hogwarts. We hurried through the corridors. Harry bumped into me. Causing me to fall on my butt. When he saw who it was he helped me up. Looking down, he saw the ring on my finger. Before we could explain he pulled the two of us along. Voldemort shouldn't be attacking yet. Just a week ago Harry, Ton and Hermione were away at Ron's brothers wedding. But then more happened and Fred lost his ear. Now is the war? We hurry to the courtyard. Standing in the middle of the group. 

There were the Death Eaters. I gulped. Neville said his speech. Narcissa called Draco over. 

"Draco", she called. 

He looked at her, his hair in waves. Draco let go of my hand, I look sadly at him. Hermione walked over to me. He had just left me. He was hugged by Voldemort and walked over  to Narcissa. His eyes met mine. Tears burned into mine. That's when all hell broke loose. I ran aside, hoping to avoid the Death Eaters. Malfoy was fighting side by side with his family. He can't be doing this. I watched as he had to do this. For his own life. I didn't do a thing. No one noticed the girl crying in the corner. I held my breath as I watched everyone fight. Harry and Voldemort went into Hogwarts. Just to the main level. My brother is going to die this time. I just remember hearing, "If Harry Potter dies, then Amber will too." 

I'd die if Harry didn't save his arse. Then I heard the cheering. Looking inside the castle. Voldemort was gone, and Harry was walking out. Once again with a few scratches. I came running to him first. Hugging my brother tightly. He hugged back quickly, not letting go. People were cheering. Knowing the Potters were still alive. I pulled away and smiled. Coming to crash into me was Draco. He hugged me tightly. As I hugged back I looked at all the dead bodies of first, second, and all the years laying on the ground. I saw Pansy, Blaise, Grabbe and Goyle getup. I smiled. At least they're okay. They may tease me. But to see them dead? Now that's a different story. 

"I love you, Amber", he says in my ear. 

"I love you too, Draco." 

He kisses my head. Forgetting everyone was watching. But I don't care. We pulled away. Schools over, nothing left of it. But holding onto the memories of this school is all I have. Draco took my hand, as us remaining Slytherins headed towards the Common Room. To retrieve our things. People were chatting, and I saw Neville looking lost. But Harry had helped him. There was no snickering behind Draco and I. There was silence following us. We got in and Draco let go of my hand. Pansy looked at me. 

"I'm sorry, Potter. For everything, I put you through. Can we be friends?" 

"Yeah", I smile. 

Note: this is not over. There will be more. But I wanted to get Hogwarts outta the way.. ~Dani

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