Who I'm Not (Draco Malfoy AU)

"Who are you really, Malfoy?", I asked making sure he knew my puzzlement.

He's constantly calling everyone mud bloods. What the hell are mud bloods? His blue eyes pierced my brown ones. His blonde hair in a mess.

"You don't need to know, Amber."

"If you care about me you'll tell me!"

Malfoy pushed me back to a wall. His blue eyes turning a deep ocean blue. With his hands placed above my head.


19. Save Me

•Amber's POV•

I look at my mother as she helps me put on a purple necklace. I smile at her slightly. She knows I'm not happy. She braids my hair and does my makeup darkly. I look down as she goes to find the dress and heels. I play with the necklace. Thinking of how I invited Draco. Because I knew he'd do anything to stop it. I see the beautiful white dress and heels. I step out of the towel and into the dress that zips in the back. Once I step in the heels, mother stops me from going out. 

"I want you to be happy. Your father did this behind my back. I know Draco, and I've talked to him. It may not be good enough though. Because your father is in charge, even if he objects." 

"Thank you, mum." 

Father opens the door and escorts me out. I smile at the ground. My cousin Lucy goes ahead of us. In the back row is Draco. He smiles at me. I smile back at him. That's when the music starts. Father holds my arm. I try my hardest to look happy. Father is only mad because Draco made me fall for him. With him being the arrogant ass I fell for. I'm handed over to Ashton. He smiles. I force one. I blank out, as everything's said. I'm just hoping the one thing from Draco will change things. That saw hen its Draco's turn. 

"I have something to say", he speaks up.

everyone turns to him. Ashton glares along with father. 

"We can all see she isn't happy. We were going to be married, but her father drops the bomb that she has to marry him. We're all wizards and witches here. He used Crucio on her. A torture curse. Do you really want him marrying your daughter? He'll just hurt her whenever she messes up, or talks to another guy. He wants her for money. Because he'll use her to cheat on her. I'm on love with her. For every mistake and insecurity. He doesn't deserve to marry her", Draco says smiling at me. 

I smile back. 

"Is that true?", Ashton's sister asks. 

Who's ten years older than us. At 29 years old. His parents are dead like mine.

"you used Crucio?"

"Yes", he whispers dropping my hands. 


"Yes! I used Crucio!" 

They all gasped. I stepped away from him and into Draco's arms. He held tight to me, Ashton glared. I saw the jealous looks in his eyes. 

"She doesn't have a choice", father says, "She'll change. She'll forget about Draco. You're marrying Ashton." 

He pushes me back. Everyone goes back tears fall Down as it goes on. I say the vows mother helped me made. I couldn't face him. Ashton said his and put the wrong on my finger. A beautiful diamond ring. I put his on him. That's when we kiss. I hated it. That's when reception was. We danced for awhile. But I sat down. With Draco joining me. The tears continue to fall. 

"I'm sorry, Amber." 

"I can't do it, Draco. I can't be with him. He can do what he wants", I cry. 

He hugs me. I bury my head into his shoulder. Draco runs my back. When he takes my hand, something cold and smooth hits my hands. Looking down its a green necklace. I smile at him. The reminder of being in Slytherin. 

"I love you, Amber." 

"I love you too, Draco." 

He kisses my hands and gets up leaving. I wish he used Obliviate when he had the chance. Ashton sat down next to me, wrapping his arm around my shoulder. I faked a smile and carried on. 


"Amber, come out", Ashton said. 

I haven't spoken to him, not since last night. I haven't come out. I'm dress in a grey baggy sweater, black ripped jeans, and black converses, with a belly ring, and the necklace Draco gave me. Tears escape my eyes. This is a reality. My father doesn't care about my happiness. No more being in Draco's arms. I wipe my tears away, as he magically unlocks the door. He comes in and hugs me. I cry because he doesn't understand how much he's hurt me. 

"You ruined my life! I hate you Ashton!" 

"I-I'm sorry." 

"No, you're not, Ashton! Because I was happy  and you're an arrogant, jealous jerk! Do you know the pain in my life! My real parents are dead, and my brother doesn't know where I am!", I say pushing him harshly away. 

He slams me to the wall. I still have tears in my eyes as his wand is pointed at me. I shut my eyes, wanting it to end. He's pulled back by Blake. I burst out in tears again, Josh helps me out. I'm shaking by the time we get outside. My bullies are protecting me. 

"I don't want to do this anymore, Josh." 

Ashton on is standing in the doorway. I know he is. My depression is back because he caused it in high school, and now. Josh got up and left. 

"Do you hate me that much?" 

"That involves caring. No, I don't hate you. But I should. I was in love with you in high school. Because even though your friends bullied me, you didn't. I thought you were different, but I was wrong! You're like every other guy who I dated." 

"You were in love with me?" 


He sits next to me. Not touching me. 

"Do you want me to end it?" 

"My father won't let you. Just let me talk to him without you hurting me. Please." 


"I'll be back in a few hours." 

He he watches me go. Because I need to see Draco. I need to be able to talk to him. I cross my arms. Goyle and Blaise recently moved in with Draco. Because he can't be alone. Running to me was Blaise. He smiled at me. 

"Shouldn't you be with Draco?" 

I shake my head. 


I show him my hand. He nods as we head towards Malfoy manor. The gates swing open, there he is standing at the door. Blaise walks off. I stand awkwardly away from him. But he steps closer to me. Pulling me close to him. 


"I can't do this. I don't wanna be married to him." 

"I-I tried. Your father doesn't care." 

"Do you really love everything about me?" 

I'm looking at the ground again. He lifts my chin.

"yes. Since I first saw you." 

We're so close. 

"We can't keep seeing each other." 

He pulls away. 


"You know how bad I want to kiss you? To make you feel better about yourself? I can't! I can't let you do that." 

"You're the only thing I have left to be sane!", I cry with the tears forming in my eyes. 

"I'm sorry, Amber." 

He lets go of me and walks in. Not looking back at me. I drop to my knees. Crying into my hands. I don't care anymore. The one person who said he'd never leave me. Walking through the gate was my brother. He runs over and makes me face him. He sees me and helps me up. 

"Let's take you to him." 

"No! He doesn't want to ever see me again Harry! I married Ashton! He doesn't want me anymore", I say. 

"Amber, I thought..." 

 "My adoptive father had arranged this when I was a child! He doesn't care if I'm happy!" 

Harry helps me back to Ashton's mansion. I cross my arms as we reach it. Ashton runs out and looks at me. 

"What happened, Harry?" 

"Draco has pushed her away." 

I hug Ashton. I know I've taken them both by surprise. He hugs back as I soak his shirt with my tears. He rubs my back. Inviting Harry in. While he carried me up to my bed. The door shut and I played with the necklace. 

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