Things I can't

Travelling all around the world, Harry left Hayley with only her eyes to wipe, untold words, a broken promise and a shattered heart.
But some things can't be erased : a past full of memories she'd rather forget but always will cherish, and an indelible mark, bonding them, forever will remain.
Three little words engraved in her skin and meaningless now that he's gone.


17. What to do ?

Harry's POV

I felt so bad at that time. And it did not fix hearing Hayley and her mother quarrelling and even less when, through it, I learned that I had completely destroyed Hayley's heart. I would never have imagined the consequences of my leaving on her. When I left her, I knew that she would be hurt but not that much. I thought everything would be easier for her, that she would have had a boyfriend who would be there with her whenever she needed it. Distance, rumors, all those things saddened ​​her and I could not bear it. She's such an amazing girl, she did not deserve that. I thought I had made ​​the best decision for her happiness, but I was wrong.


I decided to return to the hotel; anyway I had nothing more to do here since I couldn't even try to go discreetly into her room because doctors were doing incessant rounds to check that I was not entering . I wandered around the streets of New York, lost in my thoughts, the world around me no longer existing. I do not even know if the road I took led to the hotel but I didn't care. As a matter of fact, I didn't really want to be back over there ,where I couldn't have been able to avoid tons of questions. These are not really the boys' questions that bothered me, they are my four best friends; I tell them everything. But it rather were questions from the management. People are really nice, they have the courage to endure 5 idiots like us, but they only deal with the professional part, our personal life doesn't matter for them. Once I would be back, the only thing they would think is the need to organize a kind of small press conference where I was going to explain myself about my repeated absences in interviews. Well, "explain" is not the good word; I would have to invent an excuse, as fans began worrying. I felt bad I would have to lie to them but I didn't really have a choice ...

Suddenly I heard a loud horn that made ​​me jump in and got me out of my thoughts. I raised my head and saw, on my right, there was a huge bus and the driver was getting annoyed. He almost hit me; that's what happens when you cross the road without looking.

I didn't linger myself over this incident. 
While the snow started again to fall, I went past Central Park. I decided then to go for a ride just to delay my return to the hotel. I sat on a bench that had been spared by snow thanks to a tree and admired the view. Everything was so quiet and relaxing, it was hard to say that this park was in the middle of a big city like NYC. I let my mind wander.

I was cold, I did not know how long I stayed there, planted on my bench under the snow like a moron but night had fallen. It was time to return to the hotel, the boys might be worried about me; at least that's what I guessed when I pulled my phone out of my pocket and saw: 18 missed calls and about ten text messages.


Hayley's POV

My mother and I had not spoken since the quarrel. She didn't even come back at the hospital. Anyway I did not want to see her. Neither she nor anyone else... I had to find a way to stay in New York, there was no way I was heading back to Holmes Chapel! I had waited for this day for so long, she could not break my dream like that. I no longer was a child; I was major, therefore she had no orders to give me. I wouldn't let her run my life; I wanted to be free. I knew she behaved like that with me because she has already lost some people she liked and she did not want to lose me too but I needed to find my own way. I was looking at the night falling when I had an idea ... 



Niall's POV

I was worried. I went to the hospital in the morning to look for Harry and he wasn't there anymore. When I asked nurses and doctors if they had seen him left, all told me that he had left around 9.30 am, shortly after Haley's mother had arrived. He had disappear since 11 hours; he might have done something stupid...
I was in my room with the three others, we were all trying to call him but he never answered ... 
Louis was trying to call him for an umpteenth time when the door opened, revealing Harry. We all felt relieved.

Hi guys !! I'm sorry, I hadn't updated for about 2 months but I wasn't inspired ... I know, not much happens in this chapter but I'll try to update the next chapter next week :) and thanks for reading the story, it really means a lot ! ;) xx 

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