Things I can't

Travelling all around the world, Harry left Hayley with only her eyes to wipe, untold words, a broken promise and a shattered heart.
But some things can't be erased : a past full of memories she'd rather forget but always will cherish, and an indelible mark, bonding them, forever will remain.
Three little words engraved in her skin and meaningless now that he's gone.


12. Waiting

It had been already two hours since we had been waiting in the empty corridors of the hospital. Doctors were only passing in one direction, then the other; but none came to give us news about Hayley. I was both terrifying and rasping... The waiting was driving me crazy! I think it was probably the longest hours of my whole life. When the person you love the most in this world is at the hospital because of you, the feeling that you feel at that moment is probably the worst of all feelings. I felt so guilty. I thought about what Niall had told me earlier, when he told me that she didn't need me in her life. Maybe he was right ... Maybe I needed her more than she needed me ... If I hadn't been in her life she would not be there; she would surely have a wonderful boyfriend who would take care of her, better than the way I did it when we were together. I hated myself so much. I only could blame myself. I didn't realise what I had till I decide to live my new life in solo. And ...
Louis got me out of my thoughts. I looked up at him, sadness was written on his face.

"I'm sorry mate but we have to go back at the hotel. We need to take some rest, the day will be long ... You can stay here. We'll find an excuse for your absence in interviews, don't worry."

"Thank you so much guys ..." I said, a forced smile on my face.

"Keep us updated. If something is wrong we will come back promptly" Louis said, giving me a gentle tap on the shoulder.

I didn't reply; I just nodded. I hadn't the strength to speak more because of the lump in my throat. I didn't want to cry in front of them; I knew very well that if I broke down, they would never leave. I could not inflict my mistakes to them. They really needed some rest.


Niall's POV

The boys were about to leave but I couldn't let Harry alone.

"Guys, listen to me. The three of you can return at the hotel. I'm going to stay with Harry. Hayley was and is always like a little sister to me. I won't succeed to sleep anyway. I wouldn't be late for the interviews tomorrow don't worry."

"Ok. I get it" Liam said, and came to hug me and then went to hug Harry too.

"No problem. Take care of Harry please Nialler" Louis said to me a worried look on his face as he was looking at Harry who was staring at the ground.

And then they left. I sat on the bench, next to Harry. He didn't move ... Then began for Harry and me a long night of waiting.

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