Things I can't

Travelling all around the world, Harry left Hayley with only her eyes to wipe, untold words, a broken promise and a shattered heart.
But some things can't be erased : a past full of memories she'd rather forget but always will cherish, and an indelible mark, bonding them, forever will remain.
Three little words engraved in her skin and meaningless now that he's gone.


19. Leave

Hayley's POV

I waited a few hours in my room, pretending I was sleeping till the fall of the night and the downsizing of doctors before starting my plan.

Once sure nobody would see me, I took my bag (discreetly prepared during the day) under my hospital bed and made my way carefully and quickly towards the emergency exit so that nobody would see me and would try to stop me.

It was like 11.30 p.m, the hospital corridors were dark and creepy, I wasn't feeling good (I have to admit that I'm a bit scared in the dark)...



Niall's POV

It has been an hour since Harry left right after arriving. When he entered the hotel room he seemed absent, and then he suddenly turned around and started running towards the exit of our hotel.
It was around 11.30 p.m and he wasn't back. No one knew where he could be; to tell the truth, for some time he became unpredictable and no one could understand him anymore... To change my mind, I decided to text Hayley to ask her when she would be allowed to left the hospital; management didn't let me go to see her because of paparazzi, they would have asked too much questions, so she couldn't tell me the time she would be out. I hoped she wouldn't blame me for that. 



Hayley's POV

I turned round since already 10 minutes inside the hospital, a real labyrinth ! Stress began overrunning my all body. I suddenly heard footsteps getting more and more closer to me. As I tried to hide myself in that dark corridor, my phone rang which made me jumped and I dropped my phone in the middle of the hallway. I rushed myself to grab it and started running, hoping not to be caught. I was looking behind me when I bumped into someone and fell on the cold and hard floor.

"I'm so sorry ... Are you okay ? Did I hurt you ?" the person said while helping me to stand up. I froze when I heard that familiar voice... Even if I couldn't see his face, I would have recognized Harry's voice at the heart of thousands of other voices. I didn't dare to answer him, I didn't want him to recognize me. "I'll call a doctor" he added as he saw that I didn't react to his first sentence.
"NO NO NO ! I'm okay, don't need to call a doctor !" I cut him off.
I didn't get the time to answer; as I heard people coming in our direction, I pushed Harry in an open local not far from us and shut the door. He tried to speak but I covered his mouth with my hand and indicated him to stay silent. He nodded, so I pulled my hand away from his mouth. It was a pretty embarrassing moment; we were in a narrow broom closet, stuck against each other, trying not to bring anything down. "What are you doing here idiot ?" I whispered while trying to show through my voice my hatred for him.
"I was tired of being passive in that story; I needed to see you to have a conversation with you, no matter what." he told me, his eyes full of hope.
"But I don't want to ! You don't seem to understand; I don't want to speak to you, I don't want to see you and I don't want you in my life anymore! I want you to disappear! You're dead for me." I was boiling with rage, and I began to have a lump in my throat as the tears weren't far.



Harry's POV

Her words were hurtful but the 5 last were the worst. I didn't know how I managed not to break down. "I know I hurt you..." I started to say but she interrupted me.
"No you don't know!" She yelled before opening the door and running through the hospital. I followed her, not wanting to lose my chance one more time. She took the emergency exit and hurtled down the stairs; I did the same. Once in the street I grabbed her arm and forced her to look at me. Tears were streaming down her face; I tried to wipe them but Hayley push me away "Don't touch me!" she screamed. "Please Hayley, talk to me. I need you by my side" I whispered.
"Oh really ? You need me ? Let me tell you something Harry, I don't believe you. If you really needed me you would have never let me all alone as if I was nothing just to enjoy your fame !"
"Yes, it was my biggest mistake... I felt alone too without you. Please forgive me."
"No no, don't act as if you know what I've been through! Do you know what it feels like when you're insecure and then a person randomnly arrived in your life and that person suddenly makes you feel special, beautiful, so strong that you feel like you could run the world just for that person ? Do you know what it feels like when you're abandoned by that person ? Your whole world falls apart, you've got no one to talk with and you gradually become withdrawn. I don't think you know what it feels like. You didn't seem to be bothered by that gap when you was dating famous girls. And you dare asking me to forgive you ? I will never forgive you, Harry. I've been hurt enough, I don't have confidence in you anymore." she shouted before fleeing. I just watched her leave; my strengths had leave me. I sat on the street floor, leaning against a wall and broke down into sobs.

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