Teenage Dirtbag (not famous)

Diana has lived in many different homes. Her dad is in the army and they always have to from place to place. It's hard on Diana because she doesn't make many friends. All she wants to do is live a normal life...



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11. It's all my fault

Diana's POV

I can't believe this. I never really got to time with my dad a lot. I have lost two very important people in my life. It's all my fault. I never even should have left that day. I'm such a damn idiot. Harry is trying to let me it's not but I know it is.

Harry and I are driving to my flat to get my things. I don't think I will be able to do this. Harry said that he will help me. Scarlett said that she will help me as well. Scarlett didn't go to the hospital because she didn't want to go to the hospital. We are going to have his viewing in a few days.

"We're here." Harry said turning off the car

"I can't do this." I said starting crying

"You'll be fine. I'm here." He got out and walked to my side. He literally had to pull me out of the car.

I got out the key and opened the door. I covered my nose and mouth with my hand because it smelt horrible. Not only that it was trashed. I tried to turn around but I was stopped by Harry.

"Come on. Where's your room?" Harry asked closing the door

"Harry I can't do this."

"Yes you can."

"No I can't!" I said almost yelling "I don't want to do this right now. It's to early. I just want to leave. Right now." I stormed out of the house and got in Harry's car.

Harry finally came out but he had something in his hand. It looked like a piece of paper.

"Here it was on a table. It has your name on it."

"Thanks..."

I looked at the note. I don't want to read it right now.

"Can we go to Scarlett's house?" I asked still looking at the note

"Sure." Harry started the car and drove to Scarlett's house

"Scarlett?" I called out closing the door behind me

"What are you doing here? I thought you were going to your dad's to get your things?" she asked confused

"We did. I just didn't get anything. Harry found this note from him." I handed her the note. "I haven't read it yet. I'm to scare to."

"Diana, I think you should read. It must be important."

"I know I just don't want to yet." she looked at me with pleading eyes "Fine. Give it here." She handed me the note and walked up to my room.

I sat on my bed staring at it again. I hesitated then opened it. It read:

'Dear Diana, I just want to said that I love you very much. I wanted to talk to you but you wouldn't answer any of my phone calls. I knew you were at Scarlett's house but she kept on telling me otherwise. I wanted to tell you how sorry I am for almost hitting you that night. I'm sorry that I started back drinking. I never told anyone this before but I have always done drugs and I was never proud of it. Don't ever think that my death is your fault because its not. It's my fault for starting back drinking and doing drugs. I was hoping that I could see you get married to that special guy but we all know that I would never live to see that day. I'm sorry my angel. I want you to know that I love you very much.

Love, Daddy'

I started to cry again. I don't know what I'm going to do now. I'm more lost than I have never been. Why would my dad do this to me? I just got over Brody's death. I feel so lost.

A/N: I am going to be honest. I legit almost started crying. Not kidding. I will try to update tomorrow. Thanks for reading!(: I love you guys!<3

~Kate<3 (:

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