DanIsNotOnFire Has My Heart On Fire

Skye is your average girl, bubbly, fun and has that one big crush. Not Harry Styles, not Josh hutcherson, but a boy who used to live around the corner from her, but barely knows her. Dan Howell, aka Danisnotonfire.

I'm going to have to put this story up to a higher rating for such adult themes- I hope you don't mind! Also I just want to say that self harm is NEVER an answer. Although here I describe it as a great release for Skye it won't make your problems go away. In fact it will only make your problems worse. So please guys- find healthier ways to deal with emotions. Thanks for reading!


20. Best Friends.

"Hey guys!" Dan exclaimed. "Now, today isn't one of our normal internet support groups in which we share the abomination of experiences of our embarrassing lives. No- today is going to be a serious video. Well not too serious. Just an important subject, y'know?"

As Dan was talking to the camera I was sat behind the sofa waiting for my cue.

"Very recently I met someone. Yes I know, don't cry ladies. Phan doesn't exist- get over it! As much as I know you all wanted to hear me announce a new found love with Phil I'm afraid that's not happening. In fact, I have a girlfriend! And her name is..."

I bounced up from behind the sofa and spread my arms above my head. "SKYE!" I joined in and I quickly jumped over the sofa to join Dan by his side in front of the camera. As soon as I reached his side Dan casually put his arm around my shoulder and I smiled up at him.

"So this is Skye you guys" Dan explained to the camera. "Isn't she beautiful?" I giggled and pushed Dan's shoulder playfully. "Hi guys!" I said waving at the camera. "Don't worry- I'm fangirling just as much as you are. I'm actually in a Danisnotonfire video!".

"How did we meet Skye?" Dan questioned me smirking. I rolled my eyes dramatically at the camera. "Well, I was out on my own and some idiots of the youth decided they would try to mug me. But don't worry- they didn't manage to steal anything!"

"That's right" Dan confirmed joining in. "Because I, Dan Howell, stopped them with my mighty powers. I was her knight in shining armour!"

I giggled. "Yes guys, that's true. He was my knight in shining armour"

"So yeah" Dan said as he was about to finish. "That's all I wanted to announce really. YouTube and all you Danosaurs are such a big part of my life so I knew straight away I wanted to share this information with you because Skye too is such a big part of my life. And if you hate on it? You know what? I don't give a fuck. You know how to click on a new YouTube video"

I blushed and waved at the camera again. "Bye guys! It was nice meeting you all. Well kind of meeting you anyway haha" Dan saluted the camera army style. "See you next time!". He leaned over and turned the camera off.

I kissed Dan on the cheek. "I think that went well. Is it good enough to publish?"

He grinned and returned the kiss on the cheek."It was great. I'll go edit and upload it now. Feel free to do what you please"

I took this opportunity to go see what Phil was up to. I hadn't seen him since he walked in on us and I wanted to apologise for making him feel awkward and embarrassed. Soon I was outside his bedroom door and Dan was still in the living room sorting out the video. I was about to knock on Phil's bedroom door before I heard a peculiar muffled sound coming from his room. Being nosey, I held my ear to the door. Now it was apparent what the noise was. Phil was crying.

Out of complete and utter concern for Phil I knocked on his door gently. "Can I come in?" I called. I wanted to be there for Phil and comfort him. He was there for me when I fell out of with Dan and through everything else. Which was more than I could say for Jackie who was supposed to be my best friend.

Phil never replied but I opened the bedroom door anyway. Phil looked up at me through red puffy eyes. He was hugging his knees on his bed with tears running down his face. I rushed over to the bed and sat beside Phil. Sympathetically I placed my hand on one of his knees. "What's wrong?"

He looked at me and sniffed. "It's just when I saw you and Dan earlier in bed I-"

"I'm so sorry about that" I butted in. "We didn't mean for you to walk in on that. I hope I didn't offend you because if I did then I'm sorry. It's yours and Dan's house and I don't want to make you feel strange in your own home"

"No it's not like that" Phil said in a shaky voice. Clearly he was trying to control his sobs. "It's just that when I saw you guys I felt nothing but jealously. Of course I am happy for Dan; he hasn't seemed this happy in ages. I'm jealous of what strong love you guys have for each other. I have nobody! I long for someone to kiss and hold at night; call them my own. I wish I had what you two had"

I suddenly felt so guilty. I know I hadn't really done anything wrong; I just felt bad that Phil was jealous of us. It hurt badly- I didn't want Phil to be jealous of us. I wanted him to have his own happiness. "You will have what we have soon" I assured him. "You're a wonderful guy and any girl can see that. It just takes the right girl to be the one you deserve. There's no point rushing love- we were all that single person wondering when it was their turn to find love. But it will be your turn next Phil I promise"

Phil nodded and wiped his eyes. "Thank you Skye it really means a lot to me. I'm sorry for being so silly and bringing you down with this". A smile grew on my face and I put my arm around his shoulders briefly in a sideways hug. "That's what best friends are for huh?" I said.

"Best friends?" Phil questioned surprised. "Best friends" I repeated and Phil returned the sideways hug.

"So... Looks like you got a lot of exercise last night" Phil joked and winked at me. I blushed red and pushed Phil so he fell out of his position on the bed and was sprawled across it instead. He burst in to laughter and I stuck my tongue out at him as if I was an immature child. "Very funny!" I said laced in pure sarcasm.

"I know right" Phil replied "I should be a freaking comedian. Rawr!"

I shook my head giggling at Phil. I got up off the bed and walked towards the door. "I'll go check up on Dan- he is such a child he's probably going to be hanging from the light above if he is left alone to his own antiques too long"

"For sure" Phil agreed. "Thank you once again"

"Any time" I responded and shut the door behind me.

I couldn't help but grin to myself. Meeting Dan and Phil was the best thing I ever did- perhaps I had the muggers to thank for that.

I don't think anyone felt so glad to be mugged before and probably never would.

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