DanIsNotOnFire Has My Heart On Fire

Skye is your average girl, bubbly, fun and has that one big crush. Not Harry Styles, not Josh hutcherson, but a boy who used to live around the corner from her, but barely knows her. Dan Howell, aka Danisnotonfire.

I'm going to have to put this story up to a higher rating for such adult themes- I hope you don't mind! Also I just want to say that self harm is NEVER an answer. Although here I describe it as a great release for Skye it won't make your problems go away. In fact it will only make your problems worse. So please guys- find healthier ways to deal with emotions. Thanks for reading!


26. Awkward.


Do I hold her hand?

Do I put my arm around her?

Crap, I didn't have a clue what to do.

Me and Jackie were on a second date. We decided to just stay in for a movie night as I was still recovering from my injuries and couldn't deal with walking around outside for too long.

I tried to cook her a nice meal, a fancy one with candles and everything, but it seemed to go terribly wrong.

As Jackie came over she witnessed me burn the food, drop a candle and accidently standing on it causing it to snap (it wasn't lit luckily) and slip in a wet puddle on the kitchen floor.

I pouted at Jackie with a disappointed look on my face. "I'm sorry I'm so clumsy and ruined the romance"

Jackie pretended to be crossed with me and I apologised a million times but she soon lightened up and laughed hysterically at me. "I've never known someone so clumsy!"

I facepalmed myself jokingly which she found even more funny. "Well I am the guy who fell down the cinema steps for no real reason at all" I said amused.

"Anyway Phil, I appreciate the thought. Should we just order a pizza?" she suggested holding her phone up and waving it in the air.

"Hell yeah!" I grinned and we both started laughing again.

We decided to watch Kill Bill as Jackie learned from the hospital that it was my favourite and she had never seen it before. I acted shocked and amazed she had never seen it and demanded she should view its brilliance and she gave in to my suggestions. She was glad to do so because throughout the film she was laughing and clapping her hands in excitement.

It was awkward on my behalf though. I stayed at the other end of the sofa not knowing where to go or what to do with my hands. In the cinema it was fine because that's what people do in the cinemas as far as I was concerned but right now I didn't know if I should do something or keep my space.

Eventually Jackie looked at me with an amused look on her face.

"Why are you scrunched up in the corner looking worried" she asked laughing.

"Um...err..." I began trying to find an excuse. I couldn't show I was shy! It would put her right off me.

"Because I'm...cold!" I finally excused "yeah, cold..."

Jackie patted the space beside her on the sofa. "Come snuggle up with me then...I don't bite"

Silently I let out a breath of relief and scooted over to her side and put my arm around her. She soon had her head on my chest and the connection between us was so strong and defiant.

"Phil! Phil, wake up- you're snoring!" said a voice.

I snorted and shot my head up. The end credits of the film were rolling and I suddenly realised what had happened.

"I fell asleep didn't I?" I asked Jackie. "I'm so sorry"

"Don't be!" she said "your snoring is quite funny though! You sound like an elephant"

I rolled my eyes. "You should be a comedian!" I said sarcastically.

She winked and agreed with me.

"Anyway, it's late and you're knackered so I better go drive home now. Thank you for a wonderful night Phil"

I stood up and led Jackie to the door; helping to get her jacket on her.

"I had a great night too" I agreed.

"Goodnight Phil" she announced and quickly kissed me on the cheek.

I blushed. "Goodnight Jackie" I replied.

Am I still dreaming?

Or did that really just happen?

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