DanIsNotOnFire Has My Heart On Fire

Skye is your average girl, bubbly, fun and has that one big crush. Not Harry Styles, not Josh hutcherson, but a boy who used to live around the corner from her, but barely knows her. Dan Howell, aka Danisnotonfire.

I'm going to have to put this story up to a higher rating for such adult themes- I hope you don't mind! Also I just want to say that self harm is NEVER an answer. Although here I describe it as a great release for Skye it won't make your problems go away. In fact it will only make your problems worse. So please guys- find healthier ways to deal with emotions. Thanks for reading!


11. Alleyway

The next morning I woke up at 9 am to get ready to meet Dan for the zoo. I was incredibly excited. More than a week ago I was sat watching Dan on YouTube wishing I could meet him and now by accident I actually had- and was dating him too!

I chose a sailor-type dress which was blue and white. It had a white anchor on the back and I wore black zipped sandals to match it. I also decided to curl my locks and wear lip-gloss for the first time in a while. I looked in the mirror. I deemed myself suitable to be seen by the outside world.

I left the house, locked it and made my way to Dan and Phil's place. On my way there I actually passed Phil, whom of which was walking somewhere else. "Hi Skye!" Phil exclaimed greeting Skye with a hug. Skye mirrored this action and asked where he was going. "Oh I am going to visit Bryony in fact. Have fun with Dan- he is at home really excited! He took about half an hour just to choose which top to wear". Skye giggled; at least she wasn't the only one trying to create a good impression. Waving goodbye to Phil she proceeded to where Dan lived.

After much walking and climbing of stairs Skye reached Dan's apartment out of breath. She patted her dress down and corrected her hair before knocking on the door. Instantly the door flung open as if Dan had been waiting right behind it for a while.

"Hey!" he grinned hugging Skye. She returned the hug and looked him up and down "Not bad!" she complimented him. "I haven't got anything on you though" he joked and exaggeratedly scanned Skye's image "Looking good!"

Not so long after Dan and Skye made it to the train station and caught the train to the Zoo. Dan insisted he would pay for Skye's zoo ticket despite all her protests.

When they made it to the Zoo entrance they were in deep talk about their favourite YouTubers. "You and Phil have always been number one" Skye explained "But I also love Tobuscus, Olga Kay, CTFxC and the Shaytards!" "Me and Phil actually filmed a whole day of ours once after being inspired by CTFxC" Dan explained proudly. "I know Dan- I watched it!" Dan laughed at his own mistake. "Of course, I forgot you were a fangirl" and they both giggled at that.

The Zoo was so much fun. Dan and Skye both had a bet to see who could make the best animal impression of each one they saw and decided the winner would get a prize chosen by their selves later. They laughed at the gorillas, awed over the parrots and ran past the hippos holding their nose in disgust. For lunch they ate baguettes and talked about Vidcon.

"So what's Vidcon like?" Skye asked Dan carefully. "It's brilliant! You get to meet so many YouTubers and have a laugh. It is the only place where you feel like you could film yourself publically without getting so many weird looks!" he replied. Skye had another question. "What about the fangirls?" Dan laughed to himself as if he thought of a private joke. "Well, sometimes they can get a bit too...fangirly. Yano, shrieking and repeating O EM GEE many amount of times. But overall it is great to meet the fans who are the ones who pay my bills in reality of it all".

It was 5pm and Dan and Skye had reached the exit of the Zoo. "Hey- would you like to go to the pub and get a drink before we go home?" Dan suggested. "Sure" Skye replied "I would love to".

"We will go to the Dog and Bone" Dan assured Skye on the train ride to their side of town. "It is really nice there- such a good atmosphere!" Skye believed Dan on this as she trusted him thoroughly.

They made it to the Dog and Bone. "What would you like Skye?" Dan questioned. "Oh, just a lemonade please!" Dan thought it was slightly weird she ordered a non-alcoholic drink in a pub but didn't question it. She didn't have to drink. Dan ordered himself a pint of larger and led Skye to a small table in the corner of the room.

Skye and Dan talked for hours; drink after drink. But Dan didn't drink enough to be tipsy as he changed to coca cola after his pint. They touched on many topics ranging from llamas to politics (yes really, politics) but eventually Skye held her head in her hands and groaned. "What's wrong?" Dan said, placing a caring hand on her own. "Nothing, I just have a bit of a headache from all these bright lights and loudness". "Well we can go if you like!" Dan exclaimed pushing back in his chair. "It is getting late anyway". "No Dan!" Skye said motioning for Dan to go back to what he was doing. "You still have quite a lot of your drink left and it would be a waste of money not to finish it. You finish your drink and I will pop outside quickly to get some fresh air". Dan looked unsure at this but eventually smiled and nodded, pulling back to the table. "Don't be long!" he called as she left.

Skye exited the pub. She pushed her fingers to her temples. Outside the door there was still people sat on benches joking and laughing so she groaned and walked over in to the alley across the street. "Phew" Skye said; relaxing from tense muscles. "Darkness and silence".

Skye sunk to the floor and closed her eyes; holding her head on her drawn up knees. She assumed she was getting a migraine.

"Hey" said a growly voice. Skye suddenly shot up to see whoever the strange voice was coming from. Extra pain suddenly filled her head at that sudden movement and she grabbed the top of it. "What's a pretty lady like you doing in a dark alleyway all alone? Who knows you could meet in one of those!" said the voice. Skye smelled alcohol. She looked up but her vision was blurry from this on coming migraine. All she could see was a large figure standing right in front of her. This worried Skye as the stranger seemed too close. So close she could smell his alcohol breath. She pushed back further in the alleyway trying to stay away. Hopefully the stranger would understand they just invaded her personal bubble and needed some space. Bad idea. This only pushed her in to the dead end and the figure only moved closer. Eventually her vision cleared and she could see perfectly who was standing right in front of her. It was a large man with a beer belly- probably in his 40s. His teeth were wonky and he had stumble forming on his face. "Thank you for your concern" Skye assured the man bravely "but I am totally fine. In fact I am going back to the pub now to meet my boyfriend. It was nice meeting you!" She proceeded to try and leave the alleyway. Unfortunately a hand held out in front of her and pushed her against the wall. "Not so fast my lovely" the stranger grunted and held her left wrist above her head. Skye opened her mouth to scream but the man reached out his other hand and smacked her. Using her free hand to grab at her cheek Skye yelped when her fresh tears stung at the reddened area. "Pull a stunt like that again and the pain will worsen" The man said laughing.

Without her permission the man pressed himself against Skye; his hips grinding against her own. Skye bit her lip in fear she would instinctively cry for help and get more of a beating. The man suddenly grabbed the top of her dress and ripped it from the top. "You're well developed" the man laughed evilly and grabbed her breasts with both hands. Skye sobbed and begged him to stop but the man ignored her.

After finishing with her top half the man reached under Skye's dress and felt her private part. Skye was hoping to save herself for a gentle man who treated her right and whom of which she was comfortable with. Obviously this wasn't going to be the case anymore.

She felt a grubby hot hand stroke her. She felt another on her thigh. Skye couldn't take it anymore. "HELPPPPPP ME!" she screamed at the top of her voice.

In reaction the guy growled and threw her to the ground. "YOU LITTLE BITCH!" he shouted and kicked her in the stomach. Skye crawled in to the foetal position and hugged her body. She was sure her life was about to end. Which suddenly didn't seem like a bad idea anymore. She just seemed so...dirty.

Suddenly the man stopped in his tracks and looked out of the alleyway. He seemed distracted by something going on and surprisingly took flee. Skye couldn't understand why. Until she felt another pair of hands hold her. But this time- a safe and secure pair of hands.

"Skye" the owner of the hands shouted. "Oh my god Skye, what happened?" It was Dan. He had found her!

"Dan! Please...please get me out of here. Please take me to yours. I..." she stuttered over her words as she sobbed. Dan had noticed she was missing coverage of her chest by now and he held her body weight forward so he could put his jumper on her. She couldn't form words anymore. "Sssh, it's okay, you're safe now" Dan reassured her whilst putting his arms around her.

For the second time in her life Dan picked Skye up bridal style and carried her from a scene in which she did not wish to be in.

For the second time of her life Dan was her knight in shining armour.

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