Constant Fearing of Losing Me

Hi my name is Charlette Day but everyone calls me Charlie for short.

I had a perfect life, good friends, loving parents, until I met a boy at my school named Mark. My whole life changed with just one boy, and one message.

Until a new student came into my school, named Harry Styles


2. Chapter 1

 The bell for lunch knocked me out of my thoughts. I just finished English clas for the day, now one more class to go. As I walked to my locker I see everyone with their friends laughing making their way into the cafeteria for lunch. Except me.

  I usually eat my lunch outside, at my locker or I dont really eat. Today I decided to eat at my locker. That was a big mistake I've made.


"Hey loser!" I heard Amanda yelling across the hall.

Amanda is your typical popluar highschool girl. She's tall, skinny, blond, perfect skin and gorgeous blue eyes. She could get all the guys that she wanted.

"Hey! I'm talking to you", Amanda's voice sounded closer to me. I looked up, of course she's infront of me.

"Hi Amanda" I replied quietly.

"So I heard a little rumor about you, and I didn't know if it was true or not. So I had to come and find out myself"

"What rumor?" I asked a bit scared to know what she's going to say.

"I heard that a little someone had a little summer fling, and got a bit exposed in front of the whole school"


I just stood in front of her shocked.

How did she find out? Who told her?

This can't be happening to me!!!

All these emotions are going through my head all at once.


"Someone is a bit it's true then" Amanada said with an evil grin on her face.

"Please don't say anything" I pleaded.

"So that's why you moved schools this summer?"

I ignored her question.

"How did you find ouy?" I asked all confused.

"Let's just say a little bird told me", after that Amanda left the hallway. Leaving me alone with my thoughts.


The same questions came back in my mind.

How did she find out? Who told her?


After the bell rang, telling us that lunch is now over, I was on my way to math class. Lucky me I had Amanda and her gang in my class. (note the sacrasm)

As I walked into math, I went to the back of the class, like I normally do. But this time Amanda and her little gang followed me and sat in the seats around me.


"I cant believe she did that" I heard one of Amanada's friends whisper.

"I know!! If that happened to me, I'll never go to school again!" I heard another.


Why did they have to talk about what happened. I just want to forget it. I wish I didn't left my houe that summer.




"Wanna go to my place?" he asked with a flirty grin.

I was so head over heels over this guy that I didn't hesitate to say "yes".

Mark got off the swings and we started walkingt towards his house. When we were in front of his door, he had his hands in his pockets to look for the keys. When he unlocked the door we made our way inside.

The first thing I noticed when I walked in, is a bag of weed on the table in his living room.

I have a bad feeling about this. BUT of course, stupid me I stayed 'cause I have a crush on him.


"Want a brownie?" Mark asked all kindly.

"Um...sure" Mark bakes? I thought.

I made my way to the living room and sat on the couch and waited for Mark. He came back with a plate of brownies. I got one and took a bite. It had a funny taste, but I ignored it.


"Aren't you going to have one?" I asked.

Mark just shook his head. He made his way to the couch and sat beside me and started kissing me neck.

I just burst out laughing.

"What's so funny babe?"

"It tickles" I said inbetween giggles.


Why am I laughing so much? I'm not even ticklish. What's going on?

Next thing I knew I felt a hand on my thigh. I gasped.


"Don't worry babe. Don't be scared" he whispered in my ear.

I took a deep breathe and calmed myself down. I let Mark continue kiss my neck, and a moan escaped out of my mouth. I felt Mark's hand in mine. Next thing I know MArk was leading me to his bedroom.


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