Diana had always been insecure, no matter where she was. At home, in school, in public or just alone. She also self-harms, but just because it helps her deal with the pain. Until she meets Harry, possibly the worst person she could've ever made contact with, as everyone says. But she doesn't think so, she believes he is the sweetest person on earth, besides his temper. He can get angry easily, but she doesn't mind, they both understand each other and that's all that matters.
*I own the characters. Anything about them that could appeal to you is coincidental! I don't own One Direction though!*


12. Chapter 12

Harry's POV

Oh, how I hope Diana doesn't kill herself. This is all  my fault and I knew I should've listened to my brain, my heart. I should have just stayed with Diana and not have listened to Chelsea's remarks that i didn't know were true or not.

Diana's POV

"Hey." Caiti said to me as she catiously stepped into my room. "Hi." I mumbled, my head pounding from all the crying. "So I heard what happened. And you deserve someone so much better than that jerk faced ass. want me to beat him up for you?" She asked, a mischevious smile tugging at her lips when she said the last part.

I chuckled and joked, "I would highly appreciate that." She laughed along with me, then it faded away. "Seriously though, want me to." I shook my head no. I mean, I would like to see Harry get beat up over breaking my heart, but I think it's too much of a cruel punishment.

He doesn't even know he hurt my feelings by his unexpected actions towards Chelsea, and I hope it stays that way. I just couldn't risk him knowing that I had self-harmed when I had gotten home that day. I was doing so well though! Three days clean and then he comes and ruins it all.

At least I got my boys: Peter, Louis and Liam in my life. Because without them, I would be an angel up in heaven, right where I belong. I wish I had just killed myself when I was in the bathroom, all of the medications are there. I could've just easily took the bottles and take the pills, swallowing them without any water.


That night, Caiti stayed with me, explaining that I would do something stupid I could regret later on. We also invited Makayla and Rebekuh, for a slumber party here at my house. They all love staying at my house because of the whole range of food there is, and the game systems, as well as the movies that are stored here.

We were currently in my room, playing one of my favorite video games ever known to x box:

Grand Theft Auto V

It was my favorite video game as of right now, and it's really popular right now. A lot of human beings and non-human beings are talking about it: the graphics, details, characters, missions. And of course all of the males who play this game talk about the girls that are involved, talking the usual things they do about girls like them.

I, personally, am disgusted at the sight of them. Even though it's just a game, something imaginary, I belive it's wrong for a woman to expose herself in that perspective. It's just wrong, in so many ways possible. io would NEVER show myself like that to the public eye.

"Hey, Diana. So Harry is still acting like the little fucking douchebag he is and Chelsea is still whoring around him like the little slut she is. She even tried to spread a rumor that you had killed yourself already because Harry pretended to like you just so you could fall in love with him and then he dumps you." Makayla told me in her dramatic manner.

I didn't go to school today, incase you didn't know.

Makayla's update hurt, but it's reality. He just pretended to like me so that he could see me get hurt for his own satisfaction just like everyone else in this retarded world.

I take that back. God made a beautiful earth that should have been full of happy and loving people who all care for each other and are all friends, with manners and respectful comments, such as compliments. therre should be no insults whatsoever and we should all be confident about ourselves. No insecurities and the onky worries should be over, well, nothing.

Except having food when you get home, that's for sure.

Overall, I'm happy that I got my girl friends and my guy friends to make me feel worth it.

I don't need Harry.

I don't.

I can live without him, I mean nothing to him; he means nothing to me.




Hope you guys liked it!

So heres my plan:

Update Diana mondays and wednesdays.

Update Honmless Tuesdays and Thursdays.

Work on new fanfic 'Lovestruck'

So my new fanfic I'm not putting up quite yet, I barely got the first chapter ready.

And over the weekend, work on new chapters.




Harrys_Bo_ xxx


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