Last Wish

When the boys of One Direction receive a fan letter stating a girls last wish, will they give it to her before it's too late? Will new feelings be explored?


27. Chapter 27

Erin's POV

     Does karma hate me? This is not how I wanted things to go. 

     "Then how did you want things to go?" Niall asked. Did I just say that out loud? 

     "Yes you did," he said. Shit. "How did you want things to go?"

     "I wanted to die without you knowing," I said finally looking up to meet his gaze. "About two months after my surgery I started getting the symptoms for the cancer again. While you and the boys were out one day, I went to a nearby hospital to get it checked out. Turns out Doctor Robins missed a tiny piece of the cancer cell. It started to multiply right away and it's spread so much that there's nothing I can do to remove it." 

     "Why didn't you tell me?" He asked with tears in his eyes. 

     "Because I didn't want to hurt you," I said 

     "So you would lie to me about your cancer but you make it seem as if you lied about our relationship and cheated on me?" He asked with a tear running down his cheek. I hate seeing him like this that it made me start crying. Again. For the thousandth time today. 

     "I'm sorry Niall. I thought it was best," I managed to say. I drooped my head and put my hands over my face. 

     "No, please don't cry," he said. Next thing I knew, I was being cradled in his arms while sitting on his lap. He moved back so he was laying back on the sofa and he rested his head on mine. We sat like this for a while. All I can say is that I really missed being in his arms. 

     "I've missed this the most," I confessed. 

     "So have I," he said. "After that night, everywhere we stayed at, I would spend all my free time in the gym. Working my anger and sadness out. I couldn't function properly without you. I'd mess up my lyrics on stage and I was never in the mood." 

     "Why are you telling me this?" I asked. He waited a minute before answering again. 
     "Cause I just wanted you to know how much I need you," he said, sounding as if he was crying again. 

     "My god Niall not this again," I muttered. 

     "Yes this again. I'm going to take you to the best doctor I know. The best doctors out there," he said sitting up so that I was just sitting on his lap. I took that time to escape and stand up. I started pacing my living room, bring my hand up to my face so I was punching the bridge of my nose. 

     "And do what exactly?" I bitterly yelled. "Sit in a hospital for the remaining time I have left with iv tubes going into my body? Staring at plain white walls when I could be enjoying the time I have left?!" 

     "Erin plea-" 

     "No Niall, I'm sorry I'm yelling at you but I'd rather spend my remaining time with you than in a damn hospital," I said. 

     "I know," he whispered. "It's just, I just got you back only to learn that I'm going to loose you once again." 

     "Then why don't we take advantage of this time and go somewhere?" I asked. 

     "That sounds perfect," he said showing a genuine smile for the first time today and whipping away his signs of weakness.  

     "Great," I said. "Let me just grab my shoes and bag." I walked out of the living room and up to my room. I opened the door to find Laura passed out on my bed. How the hell is she sleeping with all the screaming that was just going down? Quietly I walked to my closet and grabbed my white Toms. Then I walked over to my desk and grabbed my phone. While at my desk I quickly wrote a note to Laura and put it next to her on the bed. 


     Went out with Niall. Should be back before 10pm. 

     ~Erin xoxo

     I tiptoed out of the room and walked back to Niall who was waiting patiently by the front door. I quickly slipped on my shoes and put my phone in my pocket before walking over to him. 

     "Ready?" He asked. 

     "Lead the way," I said. 

     "Um no," he said holding the front door open. "Erin's first." I let a slight laugh escape my lips. Feels good to laugh again. 

     "So what's new with you and the boys?" I asked as we were walking down the block to the park we went to the first day I met him.

The Park- Erin's POV

     I am going outside in public with Niall. THE Niall Horan. Holy crap! Ok act cool. 

     I grabbed my jacket and put on my white converse. We left my bedroom and headed out the door of my house. The boys car wasn't there so I'm guessing the other guys left. 

     "So what are your friends like?" Niall asked breaking the awkward silence. Thank god. 

     "Well they are all Directioners. They turned me into one. Both of my best friends love You by the way" I said emphasizing the 'you'. 

     "Wow. Maybe I could meet them sometime." He said. 

     "Yea. Just as long as you have you know like a million security guards around you. They are obsessed" I said over exaggerating it a bit. 

     "Sounds like another normal day in my world" He said. He has the cutest accent. 

     "Yea, I guess you are kinda used to it" I said. "How do you enjoy this new part of your life? I mean do you miss your old one?" 

     "From time to time I do but this new part of me gets to tour the world doing what I love with my best friends." He said. 

     "You're so lucky. I've always wanted to travel around the world." I said. "But I guess that won't happen" 

     What a conversation stopper. 

    I came back to reality when Niall and I reached the park. 

     "Well we wrote a new album called Midnight Memories. You should listen to it sometime," he said. I stopped walking and turned to face him. 

     "Just because I left doesn't mean I stopped caring about you. Of course I've listened to the album," I said. 

     And that was the start to a great evening. 

Update! Does this make up for waiting so long? Of course not. 


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