Last Wish

When the boys of One Direction receive a fan letter stating a girls last wish, will they give it to her before it's too late? Will new feelings be explored?


10. Chapter 10

Erin's POV

     Niall hovered above me and kissed me very passionately. I didn't stop him. I don't want to. 
     But I had to. 
     "Niall stop" I said pulling back. 
     "What's wrong?" He asked. 
     I sat up crossing my legs and he did the same, mirroring me. I grabbed his hands and held them tight. 
     "Niall I'm afraid you are getting too attached or something." I said. I regretted the words as soon as they left my mouth. "Niall, I'm not going to be around much longer." 
     "Erin stop saying that" he said. 
     "Niall I can't. This is how things are. You have to understand that" I said. 
     "No Erin I can't!" He yelled getting up off of the bed and walking over to my window. He stared outside and had anger plastered on his face. 
     I got up and walked over to him. 
     "Niall talk to me" I said. 
     He didn't answer. He just simply shook his head. 
     "Niall" I said more sternly. 
     "Erin I cant believe that you are dying. I don't want to believe that you are. I just feel like this is a nightmare and I have yet to wake up from it." He said. His eyes were getting a bit glassy and red. 
     "Niall I know what you mean. But there is nothing that you can do to change this" I said. 
     "I don't believe that. There has to be something." He said. 
     My mother told me that there are treatments. But I don't want it on account of obvious reasons. 
     It's extremely expensive. And I'm not about to go around and ask Niall for the money. I would never do that. 
     "There isn't" I lied. 
     "Then what can I do?" He asked pulling me in for a hug. 
     "Just hold me and comfort me" I said. 
     He held me closer and I felt him kiss the top of my head. 
     Does he really care? 
     "Niall we only met yesterday, why do you care so much?" I asked. 
     "Cause I truly do"he said. 
     "Or is it just because you feel bad and you feel like you have an obligation?" I said pulling away from him. 
     "No Erin. I really care." He said. 
     I looked deep into his eyes. I wanted to believe him but there was something blocking me from actually reaching him. 
     "Ok. At first I came here to give you your last with. But then I saw you and I wanted to actually get to know you. And then I kissed you and I knew there was more." He said. 
     I was left speechless I didn't know what to do. So I started to cry. 
     "No no. Come here" he said putting his arms around me. I immediately squirmed out of his muscular arms. 
     "No Niall. You can't get attached like this!" I yelled running into my bathroom and slamming the door shut. 
     I sat on the edge of my bathtub and put my head in my hands, resting my arms on my legs. I sobbed for what felt like hours but in reality, only a few minutes. 
     There was a soft knock at the door and an Irish accent saying,"Erin, can I come in?" 
     I lifted my head from my hands and rested them on my knuckles. 
     "I can't" I whispered to myself. 
     He didn't wait. He opened the door and shut it behind him. Walking over to me and sitting down next to me, he let out a big sigh. 
     "You obviously don't know how much I care about you. Even if we have only know each other since yesterday. I feel it" he said. 
     "I don't want you getting too close to me. I'll only end up hurting you in the end" I said. 
     "You won't hurt me" he said. 
     "Yes I will" I said getting up and leaning on the vanity across from him. "I have cancer and I'm going to die." 
     "Stop" he said. 
     "Say it" I said. 
     "No Erin" he said  
     I kneeled down in front of him and grabbed his hands. 
     "I have cancer and I'm going to die. Say it" I said. 
     "No" he said. I could see his eyes get red and water up. 
     "Say it!" I nearly yelled. 
     "No" he said sternly. 
     "Say it" I yelled. 
     "I can't" he yelled letting the tears fall. 
     "You can now say it" I yelled back. 
     "You have cancer and you're going to die!" He finally yelled. "Oh god" 
     He slipped off of the edge of the tub and fell on the floor sobbing like a little kid who just lost their favorite toy. 
     "Are you ok?" I asked sitting next to him. 
     "You have cancer and you are going to die" he repeated. 
     I didn't know how to respond. I just leaned down and hugged him. He moved his arms around me and tightened his arms. Soon in was laying down next to him, facing him, with his arms around me. 
     "Are you ok now?" I asked. 
     "Not exactly. How did you learn to cope with it?" He asked. 
     "It's hard to explain." I said. 
     He raised his eyebrows waiting for an answer. 
     "Ok. Well I don't have many friends and family so I just told myself that people wouldn't really care and it wasn't going to be as hard as I thought." I said. 
     "But people care. You're mom, Beth" he said. Then he tightened his arms around me "Me" 
     I put my hand on his cheek and gazed into his eyes. Then he put his hand on my cheek and rubbed his thumb back and fourth. 
     "Thank you" I said. 
     "So, should we finish packing instead of laying on a bathroom floor" he suggested. 
     "Oh shit totally forgot." I looked at my watch to see it was already seven pm. "Ugh it's already seven."
     He got up off the floor then offered his hand. I gladly took it and he pulled me up. When I finally got up, he quickly placed a sweet soft kiss on my lips. 
     When we were done, I walked into my room to see my mother zipping my suitcase up and placing it near the door. 
     "I heard you guys in the bathroom" she said shyly. "I finished packing your bag." 
     "Thanks" I said. 
     "I'll leave you two" she said leaving the room. 
     "Awkward much?" Niall asked. 
     "I don't even know" I said. 
     "Well now that you are done" he said picking me up bridal style and dropping me on my bed. He hovered above and pushed a piece of hair behind my ear. "What do you want to do?" 
     "We could watch a movie" I suggested. 
     "Only if I get to hold you close" he said. 
     "Deal!" I practically yelled with excitement. 
     I put 'Paranormal Activity 3' on just so id have an excuse to hide and bury my face in Niall's chest. 
     "An excuse to cuddle me huh?" He said. 
     "Definitely" I said. 
     He laid down on the bed and I laid down with his arms around me. 
     This moment couldn't have been any better. 


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