Broken Beyond Repair

Delaney, Harry, Niall, Louis, Liam, Zayn, Braylon, and many more people are writing their story. It's the story of how they grew up, how they changed for better or worse, and how they fell slowly in love.

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1. Who I was

Harry's pov 

I'm different from who I used to be. I used to be that one person you could always trust, but now I don't even know who I am anymore. Throughout the years I've been trying to find myself, and yet I'm still lost. I do things now that I wouldn't have expected to be doing. People look at me differently because I changed. I guess changing is all part of growing up, but I didn't know that I wouldn't be able to recognize who am anymore. I always seem to be in control of a situation, but no one really gets that I'm just as lost as they are. These past few years have been harsh, different, and frightening to me. All these things have happened and I don't know how to explain them, how to cope with them, or even how go through them. I'm going to try my best to recount my experiences, but I can't promise anything. 

Delany's pov 

I'm not who I was a few months ago, and I don't know who I am. I'm trying my best to act normal, like everything's ok. It seems like all I ever do is fake a smile, a laugh, even my well being. No one knows what I'm feeling inside, but I guess no one ever will. I want to keep it like that, so that I don't hurt anyone. I don't want them to feel my pain, my regret, and my sorrows because they don't need to know about them. It's my little secret, and I will never let it out. Secretly I'm cutting, I'm starving myself, and no one can tell. I'm good at keeping secrets, and that's how I like it to be, but now I'm going to lay my whole entire self in front of you because Harry and I thought it would be a good idea to write this book. I'm letting my secrets out, and I already am starting to feel the weight being lifted off of my shoulders. Maybe this is what I needed, to let my feelings out, and live my life. 

 

A/N ok this is the only chapter that's like them talking to you, after this it's going to be like a regular fanfiction. There may be moments in there thought that link back to this chapter but that's pretty much it. It's going to be like it's actually happening to them attest moment....if that makes sense. So yeah....fave, like, and follow! 

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