It's Kind of a Coincidence

Bella had a kidney transplant when she was sixteen years old. Two years later, she is able to meet her donor, even if she doesn't really want to. Her donor is Tregory Jones. What Bella wasn't counting on was for him to be a beautiful, just out of his teens, boy with the personality of a god.

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34. The not really an ending at all.

I let the letter go and I'd like to say it floated away but that would be too perfect. It gets caught with the rain and starts falling to the ground, but that's okay, because this was never meant to be a perfect movie ending. This was never meant to be an ending at all.

I don't feel happy but I am happier. I'm fine. I'm okay. There is still the heaviest weight on my chest which will never leave. I'll just learn how to hold it. Life will never ever be the same again but it won't just be good enough. I don't have Trey which is so bad in so many ways, but I have my family and Dan and memories to hold on to.

I guess that's what it comes down to. Finding those happy moments in the dark because when it comes to it, life will hurt you in a million different ways and we as humans tend to hold onto the bad times more than the good times. I want to change that. Because yes, the world hurts but it also gives you great things to hold onto. It's just your choice whether you choose to reach out to them or not.

No matter what, I am going to try and be happy and be everything I can be. I am going to live.

This will not be another just another good enough and I can promise that.

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