My Bullysitters **Contest Entry**

Copyright © "Sticks and stones may break my bones, but your words really hurt me. Keeping quiet and fake smiles are my specialties. With all the pain you cause me I just want to say I'm done. And oh, congratulations, I guess this means you've won."
All I wanted was to be happy, but I guess that was too much to ask for...

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17. It's All In The Lyrics...

Katie's P.O.V

 

The weekend came soon enough, eager for Harry to record his song for me. He had been protecting me from the guys all week, a whole week of not being bullied seemed to be unrealistic to me, I just wasn't used to it. Though I'm not really complaining...

Everything seemed to fall into place as the guys decided they wanted to go out this weekend, Harry saying he would stay behind and watch me because I 'wasn't feeling well'.

I can feel the guys suspicions growing with Harry protecting me and all. I'm afraid of how they're going to react when they find out, knowing our secret couldn't be hidden forever.

"Ready?" Harry asked, knocking me out of my thoughts.

"Oh, yeah." I said, clearing my head.

It took a bit of time, but we finally got it done.

"Listen to you!" I exclaimed, playing back the finished product. "Thank you so much!" I smiled.

"No problem." He chuckled, most likely amused with my excitement of his simple task. His look then changed, staring at me oddly. "Come play for me." He spoke, gazing at me.

"What?" I asked, my smile now fading.

"Come play for me." He repeated, scooting to the side of the bench.

"Harry, I haven't-"

"Sit." He said, sounding playfully annoyed.

I did as I was told, sitting down on the bench.

"I remember how you used to always play for me." He grinned, bringing up old memories.

"I actually wrote a new song." I said shyly.

"Can I hear it?" He asked, scooting a bit closer to me.

"Well I haven't worked out all the kinks in it, but.." I said, letting my voice trail off. My hands were then lifted out of my lap, and onto the keys.

"No excuses, just play." He stated.

I nodded before nervously moving my fingers across the keys, singing out the lyrics.

 

I'm so tired of being here


Suppressed by all my childish fears


And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave


'Cause your presence still lingers here


And it won't leave me alone



These wounds won't seem to heal


This pain is just too real


There's just too much that time cannot erase



When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears


When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears


And I held your hand through all of these years


But you still have all of me



You used to captivate me


By your resonating light


Now I'm bound by the life you left behind


Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams


Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me



These wounds won't seem to heal


This pain is just too real


There's just too much that time cannot erase



When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears


When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears


And I held your hand through all of these years


But you still have all of me



I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone


But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along



When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears


When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears


And I held your hand through all of these years


But you still have all of me...
 

 

The song was basically based on Harry and Liam... It expressed how I felt through the changes of our friendships, showing what used to be...

 

"What do you call it?" Harry asked.

"My Immortal." I said, frantically blinking my eyes.

I always got emotional with this song, the feelings and memories all being a bit too much for me. The story behind the song almost having too much significance...

"What was your inspiration?" Harry questioned, trying to act like I did when he first played his song for me.

What was I supposed to say?

Oh you know, just how my friends left me and made me feel alone and worthless, making me think back on the past and wonder what went wrong. Nothing major.

"Life." I finally stated.

Harry nodded. I knew he understood what I meant, my lyrics being so... Obvious. Unlike his. I still wondered who this mystery girl was. I was honestly a bit jealous, knowing Harry had feelings for someone, someone who wasn't me.

"Your turn." He said.

"Huh?" I asked, unaware I had yet again gotten lost deep in thought.

"You're going to record your song for me." He smirked.

"What no. I don't want anyone else to hear it. You're the only one who has." I said, looking at my hands that were placed back in my lap.

"Niall?" He questioned.

"Niall doesn't even know I write songs, let alone sing them."

"What? Why?! You could be just as famous as he's going to be."

"Well, what about you?" I stated. "You could just as easily make it."

"Mines more of a hobby." He spoke.

"Well so is mine. It just helps me get my emotions out." I said.

"Fine." He said. "But would you please just record the song? I won't let anyone else hear it. I promise."

I sighed before getting up.

"It's on my laptop, come on." I said, leading him to my room.

As we sat there together on my bed, I began to wonder, wonder what was going to happen next. If Harry could become my friend again, could Liam?

 

A/N: Hey all you lovely people! I just wanted to say that 'My Immortal' is NOT MY SONG. It is by Evanescence, so I promise I'm not claiming their song as my own. I just thought it fit with the story line. (What do you think?..) Anyways, if you HAVEN'T heard it, then give it a listen if you have the chance. It's very well written and the sound is great. Love you guys and hope you enjoy the rest of the story!!

XX,

Katie <3

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