My (chemical) romance.

It's about the band My Chemical Romance (Gerard Way, Mikey Way, Frank Iero and Ray Toro). We all know the guys didn't like it at school and struggled with things. I'm gonna put that in the story and I'll also make things up like Frerard... Or is Frerard real... They never denied... :'D

I hope you'll like it! :D


3. Somebody to love

It rains. But I'm inside. God dammit.




I wonder who said that. And what Mikey is doing there. Or well... Maybe I don't wanna know.

Mikey always been the funniest, most attractive and coolest of us. He is also the only one of us who ever had a girlfriend. Does he know that I don't like girls? Does mom notice I'm gay?

I never told anyone that I'm gay. Sometimes I don't even like boys either. This society is just so fucked up. Can't everyone just be nice and respect others the way they are? Hmmm.. Maybe I'm Franksexual. That made laugh a little bit.


'' Frank you're such a pussy, faggot!''


That bitch. Leave Frank alone, he's mine. I don't like the way those whores are hanging out with my brother and boyfriend. Boyfriend... He's not even my boyfriend but I don't care. At least they can't read my mind or my dairy so I can think and write about what I want. I love to imagine things like lying on bed with Frank and drinking hot chocolate on a rainy sunday. I hope one day this wish will come true. I just need somebody to love. Somebody who loves me too. But who would ever do that. It's me. I'm still a loser.




I thought mom knows I''m sleeping. My demons are trying to drown me in my thoughts but I'll call it sleeping.



''Turn off your music! I'm trying to sleep!''


I'm not even listening music... Uggh Mikey... Mom always blame me for the things Mikey do. I love Mikey loads but it's still my little brother.


I walked to Mikey his room and now I'm just standing here, staring at the door. How can I ask him to turn off the music without being an uncool fuck?




My brother opened the door but didn't pay any attention to me.


''Come in dude.''


My brother never calls me dude... He calls Frank always dude so I'll take it as a compliment and walk in the room.


''Heeeyy there!''

''You want some''?


I don't know why these girls are talking to me, what they had in their glasses and what I smelled but they're not 'clean'.


''Don't give my bro this shit man!''

''But he can use some!'''


The girls laughed at me. As usually. But where is Frank? I noticed the annoying girls and my stoned brother but where's Frankie?


''Mikes I'm gonna put your music off cause mom wants me to ok? And wasn't Frank here?''

''You gotta do what you gotta do.''


He didn't answered my question but at least he gave me permission to turn off the music. So that's exactly what I did till something grabbed my leg and I fell on the other side of Mikeys bed. I hope it wasn't one of the bitches... I don't wanna get bullied in my own house. But it was Frank. I see him shy smiling and wait for some explaining.







''It's good to talk someone who knows what he's saying.''

''Aren't you stoned or drunk then?''


Fuck, I don't know what I'm saying.


''No.., my parents are gonna kill me if they ever get to know it.''

''Oh okay... So... What's up?''

''Nothing actually... Just watching some stoners and trying to sleep.. haha...''


Why is he still cute when he's sarcastic? He's so cute. Damn i like him so much.


''You can sleep in my extra bed if you want to. It's quiet in my room.''


What the fuck did I just say? What the fuck is wrong with me? I just asked him to sleep in the same room as me. What the hell am I thinking? Idiot. I aways fuck up everything. He probably thinks I'm a weirdo or a pedofile or something... I hate myself so much.


''Yes, please!''


Wait what? He said yes. What the fuck just happened? Frank is gonna sleep in the same room as me and nobody's even forcing him. I'm the luckiest guy in the world right now.


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